Chapter 301 Don’t be so tired anymore

Author: nest eating little orange

Chapter 301 Don’t be so tired anymore

She's really nice.

No.

To put it harshly, it's stupid, downright stupid.

How could there be such a woman in the world?

I'm too lazy to do anything, so I stopped going because I failed the interview many times? What kind of lame excuse is this?!

Is it possible that all those who did not go to college and who have sound limbs should starve to death?

Besides, I went to college again with her help.

I was just taking advantage of her guilt - even I knew this.

It is precisely because of this that I was able to live with her for three years as a matter of course.

Occasionally, when I look in the mirror and see the decadent and sloppy face in it, I feel sad.

ah.

He is really a loser.

"Please give me some more money."

But even though her mother rushed in and slapped her.

"I... I'm going to have an interview later, please give me some more money."

Even though she knew that she broke up with her mother because of me, the source of her money was only the salary from her hard work. Although the salary of 15k-20k is already very high compared to ordinary people, how could she possibly support herself who is a gambler and a parasite?

"This is the last time, I really want to change my ways -"

But I still groveled and asked for money.

Even I feel that this lie cannot be more false. My self-esteem has dropped to the lowest level and I am not even willing to examine it myself.

"Really?"

"Then work hard, but don't be discouraged if you fail. Don't worry about it."

She always comforts me with her bright smile.

But I wasn't going for an interview, I was just gambling again.

I'm a vampire.

Worms that are more disgusting than parasites.

Doing nothing, just asking for it from her.

"Money?"

"Can it be a little later? There aren't that many right now."

It's the first time.

She gave him an embarrassed look and said, "Wait a minute, payday is still two days away."

She has no money.

My deposit has long been cut off.

Her mother stopped interacting with her that long ago.

The thread of caring about the food, clothing, housing and transportation of a bug like me, and being asked endlessly for gambling money, was finally stretched as tight as possible.

Are you kidding me?

If you don’t have it, just lend it to me!

Your limit is higher than mine, right?! You can pay it back on your payday anyway!

When I had this thought, my brain started to become congested as if it was controlled by a ghost.

I think my expression must have been terrible at that time.

"No money?"

"Well, I can't take it out for the time being. Can you bear with it for a few days?"

"How is that possible - you guy!"

It was then that I truly realized that I was trash.

real.

Because I clenched my fists and wanted to hit her.

I almost took action.

My hands have been raised.

However, at that moment, I seemed to shudder suddenly.

"What's wrong? Are you... feeling unwell?"

She didn't seem to notice my intention and just asked in a concerned tone.

"No, no."

I felt ashamed of my impulse just now, and I was afraid from the bottom of my heart. I didn't dare to look directly into her gentle gaze.

"If you need money anyway... I'll try credit."

"But I can't borrow too much, as I have to guarantee A Yao and I's life."

"...No, it's not that urgent."

Not just this.

I was trembling all over at that moment.

Why am I living until now?

Xia Xianyue betrayed me ten years ago, but isn't what I do now more excessive than what she did ten years ago?

I looked at her and found that she was really much more haggard than before.

At first, I remember that she also liked to dress up.

Even now she is beautiful.

But there is a certain indescribable vitality missing. There are only the simplest moisturizing lotions left on the dressing table or drawers, and there are no other expensive cosmetics. She is obviously a money-maker, but she tries her best to compress herself.

consumption level.

After she fell asleep, I quietly got up again.

I remembered that a few months ago, she hurriedly took several bags to the courier and asked her what they were, only saying they were donated to the children.

That's not what happened, right?

Now when she opens the cupboard where her clothes are kept, all those big-name luxury goods such as coats have been sold. Thinking back carefully about the meal, it seems that she is missing a lot of the things she used to like.

When she was having dinner just now, the only jewelry she wore was the watch on her left hand. She bought it for her with her money.

I have often reflected on myself before, but I have never stayed up all night like today.

It's not completely bright yet, and she has already woken up from my side.

"salad--"

Then I heard her going out.

Buy groceries.

Cook.

"Ah Yao, it's time to have breakfast?"

Shaking himself gently, he used an extremely gentle voice.

But I am still enjoying everything like a parasite, like a young master.

She didn't have time to enjoy breakfast and had to finish it quickly and go to the company.

I would occasionally wash the dishes left behind - if I didn't get the money from her and go gambling non-stop after she went to work.

I finished my meal in silence.

"Uh, ugh——"

I don't know why, but I suddenly couldn't swallow it.

The whole person hugged his head and cried.

The food tastes as good as ever, but I really can't eat it leisurely anymore.
To be continued...