My ambition has always been to become a Chenxi woman.

But when one day he and I actually lay together, I still said with great resistance: No.

I think that is a very scary thing for me. The fairy taught me when I was very young: Girls must keep their bottom line.

But in front of Chen Xi, I failed to do it.

At that time, Chen Xi was more patient and gentle than ever before, and his strength became very strong. His words of "please" made my heart melt in an instant. Without any consciousness, he hurriedly

It was handed over to him for the first time.

I remember that after it was over, he looked at the bright red on the sheets and did not say to me like the male protagonist in the TV series: I will be responsible and I will be good to you all my life.

He just said lightly: It's okay, it was like this the first time, and it won't happen again in the future.

I thought it was the first time for both Chen Xi and me, but later I realized that it was just me. No wonder his expression was so calm, as if he had experienced countless things before.

In this way, I became Chenxi's woman in a daze.

For a long time after that, he came to pick me up very frequently. As if he fell in love with this process of skin-to-skin contact, the content of our love gradually shrank into love in bed.

I have no fun in this, and I can't experience the slightest beauty in that process. I feel that the Chenxi in front of me is completely unfamiliar to me, and he is not the Chenxi I love.

I don’t know what other campus couples’ love patterns are like. In short, I can’t experience the fun of love at all, but every time he calls me, I come with joy. Because that kind of longing and love has always been buried deep in my heart.

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In college, because of Chenxi, I no longer follow the tomboy route.

I grew my hair long, wore long skirts, and dressed more and more like a normal girl. I didn’t know whether I was beautiful or not, I only knew that I was not myself.

However, Chenxi has never complimented me, so I have never had too much confidence in my appearance. In front of him, I seem to be like a blank piece of paper. No matter how graceful I make myself, he will never pay attention to me.

Too many looks.

When my hair slowly grew, he said to me: I might as well cut my hair short, it would look so refreshing.

When I appeared in front of him wearing a skirt, he said: It's so inconvenient for you to wear this, and you won't be able to play ball for a while.

However, at that time, many girls envied me for having a boyfriend like Chen Xi. At that time, Chen Xi would always proudly tell me that so and so in our school pursued me again, but he refused.

Chen Xi doesn't care about my life and doesn't know about my working in A Pao Bar. As long as I'm there when he needs me, that's fine. At other times, he lives his life and I live mine. We all have different lives.

coherent.

On the contrary, I feel that working in A Pao Bar is the most comfortable time. I can tie my hair in a ponytail, wear cool clothes, and chat with A Pao and talk about life while finishing work.

By that time, my son had become a father, and Pangpang would occasionally get together with us to have fun, but Chen Xi would no longer appear in our team.
Chapter completed!