In the blink of an eye, it was time to go to college, and Chenxi also stayed in the local area to study at university. However, his school was a level higher than mine.

After college, we each started our own lives. Ajian, Xiaobin, and Wu Song went to universities in different places respectively. Apao dropped out of school and became a bartender apprentice, and Zaizi started preparing to become a bartender because of his girlfriend's unexpected pregnancy.

Now that I'm a dad, Pangpang starts a food business with his father.

In just one summer vacation, our life patterns have become completely different.

Chen Xi and I are still getting along calmly. Since we established our relationship, our relationship has become neither fish nor fowl, neither friends nor lovers. In short, we just feel bad.

Ah Pao said to me: How can anyone fall in love like you two? There was no phone call for ten days and a half, and we all met together.

A Pao doubted me: Dayi, you are not completely incapable of falling in love, are you?

I was speechless. I just felt awkward. I felt that the person standing in front of Chen Xi was not me at all. She was artificial and coquettish. She was not natural at all. She made me feel sick.

Chenxi would take the initiative to hold my hand. His fingers were particularly slender and his grip was particularly soft. Chenxi would occasionally take the initiative to put his arms around my shoulders, and I awkwardly let him hold his arms, making walking unnatural.

Chenxi didn't care much about me, nor did he care much about me. He didn't ask about my family situation, or how I was feeling. He usually liked to talk to me, talk about his college affairs, and his inner thoughts.

, talk about the latest football games and current affairs.

He would still make some tender little gestures, such as tickling my nose or pinching my face. But we never really hugged or kissed hard for a moment.

The love described in those books, the lingering and sentimental taste of love, are all things I have never experienced from this love.

When Chenxi was in college, his parents were sent abroad. He stayed alone locally and lived in his own home. Because it was far from the school, he was the first batch of students in the school to have a car.

At that time, his parents equipped him with the latest Audi. The proudest time for me was probably when he occasionally drove to school to pick me up.

Chen Xi was already very tall at that time. He liked to wear shirts and jeans and looked as clean and comfortable as ever.

I began to quietly grow long hair, and learned like crazy from the fairy how to whiten my skin. I even bought a skirt and planned to wear it in front of Chen Xi in the summer.

When Chenxi asked me to play ball together and I said I wouldn't go out for fear of getting tanned, he was extremely surprised, but then he laughed and said: It seems that my crazy girl has grown up and knows how to love beauty.

He gradually stopped calling me Dayi. Sometimes he called me "Yi" and sometimes "Yitou".

We became really close when he accidentally fell down while playing basketball and was hospitalized for a month.

Because his parents were away at that time, I took care of him wholeheartedly for a month. I made soup and went to the hospital every day, slept on the small bed next to his hospital bed at night, helped him clean his injuries, etc.

Otherwise, it would be easier to create the spark of love in the hospital. One day, when he saw how hard I was working, he hugged me in his arms and said, "Thank you."

That was our first real hug. After that, my first kiss and first night fell apart one by one.

His injury deepened our relationship. What I did softened his heart.
Chapter completed!