A Pao said: Dayi, if you feel unhappy, show your cards early.

I said: Ah Pao, I don’t want to give up like this.

Only Ah Pao understands me and all the pain in my heart. But we never tell the truth. All our emotions are drowned in wine, drained away, and we continue to live our own lives the next day.

I think the only thing I am thankful for during my four years in college is that Chenxi touched my breasts from 3* to 34b. Thank God! Later, I became more and more aware of the importance of these two breasts!

After Chenxi was keen on having sex for a while, he gradually felt my unhappiness. One time, he asked me afterwards, he said: After all, do you not like doing this with me?

I concealed it and said: No.

He chuckled lightly, and then said: Forget it, I can see it. If you don't like it, we won't do it in the future.

After that, the number of times he came to see me became less and less, so little that I could hardly feel his presence.

I tried my best to be busy with my own affairs, keeping my long hair, and thinking about myself, as if everything had nothing to do with him, and as if everything had to do with him.

I took the initiative to call him, and after chatting for less than a minute or two, he hung up. He said, "I'm busy. I'll call you when I'm free later."

But often I can't wait for him to call me when he is free.

Pangpang suddenly called one day and said: Dayi, are you and Chenxi still talking?

I said: We are talking, what’s wrong?

He said: Nothing, maybe I saw it wrong.

There was something in Pangpang's words. After I asked again and again, Pangpang told me that when I went to drink coffee with my girlfriend, I saw Chenxi drinking coffee with a girl.

My heart sank to the bottom, and I called Chenxi. I said calmly: Chenxi, we should either break up.

He seemed surprised. He asked me what was going on, and I said: If it doesn't suit you, just let it go. I don't want to delay you.

He asked me to wait for him for half an hour. Half an hour later, he actually showed up at my school.

He took me to a coffee shop. The same environment made me feel a little ironic. I was silent and he said: Girl, what's going on?

I pretended to smile relaxedly, and then said: Chenxi, I don’t want to delay you. If you meet a better and more suitable girl, we can be friends at any time.

His eyes immediately looked a little vacant, but then he said firmly: Anyway, don't worry, you are different from others in my eyes.

Did Chen Xi's words indirectly admit the fact that he had relationships with other girls? My heart felt sour. When did the innocent boy in my mind turn into a playboy who had everything he wanted?

I asked gently: Chenxi, in your eyes, who am I?

My voice was a little floaty and heavy. It was a tone I had never heard before, tired and helpless.

He was evasive and said: Girlfriend, girl, what are you thinking about? Don’t mention breaking up again in the future, okay?

I was speechless. He felt my emotions, and he must have known what I already knew, but he didn't tell me, and I didn't ask. We just drank coffee quietly.

He was particularly patient with me that day. After drinking coffee, he accompanied me to watch a movie, held my hand, and smiled at me from time to time. Those actions made me feel in a trance. At a certain moment,

I actually thought that maybe he really loved me a little bit.

A few days later, I told Ah Pao all my feelings. He patted me on the shoulder with sadness, and then said: Dayi, I see you fell into his hands like this.

I couldn't bear to tell the fairy that in the eyes of the fairy, Chenxi was already equal to a rich man-in-law. Needless to say, she had fantasized about the perfect ending of the prince and princess countless times. She didn't know that in her eyes, he was a golden child.
Chapter completed!