Ju Nian said: "It may not exist for others, but if I believe it, it exists."

"Once, I went out to fish with him at night. I was never so crazy in the past. That night, we had a lot of memories. But later... Speaking of that night, he said that he remembered that the moon was in the sky, which was very beautiful. But in my impression, it was light raining at that time, and I saw the traces of the rain falling in the sea with my own eyes. We argued for a long time about this matter, and no one could convince anyone. Finally, he said to me: 'Forget it, Tang Ye, just think it was raining that night, but you can't deny the moon I saw at that time.'"

Tang Ye told her in a casual manner that he did not deliberately emphasize who "he" was, but Ju Nian understood it and could even feel the melancholy smile on the corner of the man beside her.

"I think, maybe the moon and rain are real. But we choose to remember different things. I am not a detached person. I need the recognition of others and I am afraid that others will look at me with strange eyes. So, no matter how much happiness there was that night, I could never enjoy it with peace of mind. But he is different, he loves far more brave than me."

After hearing him say it, Ju Nian murmured, "I know what you mean. Many years ago, I had a...a partner. At that time, I walked a particularly terrible road alone, but he couldn't accompany me. He said that he would keep watching me walk in a place, so that I didn't be afraid. I was really not afraid. Later, he confessed to me, saying that actually, he accidentally took a nap that time... I said, it doesn't matter, in my heart, he was always looking at me and watching... I believe that that's enough..."

The two of them were lying quietly on the tilted seats of some old cars, closing their eyes tightly like children, and the sound of cold insects from afar was heard.

"Do you believe it? I feel a tug of war every day. Be with him, don't worry about tomorrow, just the happiness in front of you... Leave him, live a normal life, marry and have children, and the joy of fear is not real happiness, but opium addiction."

"Is it enough to find a woman?" Ju Nian opened her eyes, but unexpectedly met Tang Ye's sight.

Tang Ye laughed, "No, find a woman with similar interests, quit drug addiction, and truly live a lifetime. What I want is not a shield, but another possibility of happiness that can try with me."

"Then have you found it?"

"Maybe, I don't know."

Ju Nian sighed long, and her body seemed to float on the water, spreading flat, sinking to the bottom of the water little by little.

Some people say that people are fish, and life is water, just swim. But the reflections on her water surface are too clear.

She repeated what she said, "I'm a woman who has been in jail."
Chapter completed!