Flashing, the osmanthus flowers bloomed again, white, thin, fragrant.

Yangyang, I will recite a poem for you. Don’t you say that you like the way I recite poems the most?

Sinian, Yangyang felt Fu Sinian hugging him and thinking deeply and sadly.

Leave/If it's for the next reunion

Let me/turn and leave

Looking back/see you

Reunion/Minutely one second/too short

A lifetime / not long

In your arms / I can't stop the clock

Let the world stop for us

I can't / give you / the roundest moon

I can't / give you / the most beautiful flowers

I can't / give you / keep the most beautiful youth

I can't / give you / my brightest years

But I can give you the deepest love/the gentlest embrace

And/Happiest time

I don't drink / Mengpo soup / just because / I don't want to forget you

I don't jump into the Forgetful River/just because of the waiting for a thousand years/too long

I don't watch / Three Lives Stone / just because / you and me / have already been involved in Three Lives

The other side flower/Huangquan Road/Naihe Bridge

I'm not afraid/even the fanged ghost

I'm just afraid/when I wake up

No more you/sleeping breath

I'm just afraid/when I wake up/beside me/no more of you/sleeping breath

I was thinking sadly, and tears fell down my face.

In Sinian, I have become accustomed to the breath of yours next to my pillow. I picked up the pillow, gently stroked it, put it beside my mouth, and kissed it gently.

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Yangyang jumped up happily, "Sinian, haven't you left?"

"Silly girl, it's me." Lanlan walked in, "Why are you crying here? Where is Fu Sinian? I still want to have a drink with him."

"He's gone." Yangyang said weakly.

"He left? He left you alone?" Lan Lan said angrily, "Didn't he say he was coming to Wuhan and with you? Why didn't he keep his word? Men are all lucky."

"No, I let him go." Yangyang sighed, "I drove him away."

"Who did you drive away?" Xiao Ran followed.

"Yangyang, are you crazy?" Lanlan shouted, "I finally waited for him. Have you driven him away with such a passionate person?"

"Yangyang, did you really let him go?" Xiao Ran sat over.

Yangyang nodded powerlessly.

"What's going on?" Xiao Ran asked again.

"It's better to have a short pain than a long pain. He will leave in the end." Yangyang leaned on Xiao Ran's shoulder.

"You are crazy." Lanlan said helplessly, "He clearly loves you, he can stay. He has worked so hard to pursue you and love you, but you actually drove him away, and then said that long pain is worse than short pain."

"Yangyang," Xiao Ran was a little disappointed and heartbroken, "You have been hoping for him to come. He is here. Why do you drive him away? Lanlan is right. He loves you. Why don't you keep him by your side with such a passionate person?"

Yangyang shook his head.

"Forget it, go out for dinner." Xiao Ran said.

"I'm not hungry." Yangyang shook his head again.

"Yangyang," Lanlan wanted to say something, Xiao Ran winked, and Lanlan held back.

"If you are not hungry, go out to drink something together. We are not at ease when you are here alone." Xiao Ran said.

"Okay," Yangyang stood up and sat in front of the dressing table.

"I'll help you with it," Xiao Ran walked over and helped Yangyang comb his hair.

"Yangyang, it seems that I heard Fu Sinian say that he will help you tie your hair and draw your thrush." ​​Lanlan said with a smile.

"Lanlan, you still said," Xiao Ran glared at Lanlan, Lanlan stuck out her tongue and walked out.

"His wife called me and asked Fu Sinian if he was here with me." Yangyang finally spoke.

Xiao Ran listened quietly while tying her hair.

"Everything will end, and the end is another beginning. I think, he and I should start their own lives."

"Why did you still have to escape marriage and find him?" Xiao Ran didn't understand. Yangyang actually threw away the things he had so hard to pursue.

"My heart has never been able to let go of him. You know, at that moment, I knew the truth of the matter, my heart hurts very much, I love him, he is because of me, I must see him. Moreover, I am not willing to marry myself out like this and marry someone I don't love. It will be difficult for me to have happiness in my future life."

"What about now?"

"I have thought about it. It is better for me to suffer by myself than for everyone to suffer together." Yangyang smiled, smiling fakely, "Xiao Ran, I don't want them because of my happiness alone, so that I will not be happy either."

"Yangyang, you are so great." Xiao Ran sighed.

"I am not great, I can't bear to build my happiness on the pain of others." Yangyang smiled again, and instantly felt like a memory, his eyes were confused. "Sinian said that women have a lot of sacrifice for love and the ones they love. I may be the kind of woman he mentioned."

"You just have the heart to make Fu Sinian suffer? He loves you very much. Look, he came to Wuhan and followed you secretly just to see you. This kind of man has become a dinosaur."

"Lin Shuqin can soon heal his pain, he will be as happy as before. Or, he will soon forget mine." Yangyang lowered his head, unable to hide his deep sorrow.

"You may be right, men are always easy to forget." Xiao Ran sighed.

"I really hope that he can be happy and happy. At some point, facing the sunset or the moon, I will faintly think of all my pasts and my past. When his heart hurts slightly for me, I will be very happy." Yangyang thought of Fu Sinian, and there is always endless sadness.

"Yangyang, you have been poisoned by Fu Sinian Gu." Xiao Ran shook her head, "and he spoke very much like him."

"Is that true?" Yangyang turned his head and hugged Xiao Ran, "Xiao Ran, I'm so tired."

"Silly girl, do you have to force yourself into a desperate situation?" Xiao Ran was a little angry.

"I have no choice." [31 Novel Network                 Update Quickly] Yangyang cried, "No matter how I do it, I will work hard. I can't owe other people's money or love others, but this world is against me, Lin Shuqin, do you know what she said? She asked me, when Fu Sinian went to the gate of hell, why didn't you bring him back? When he was on the operating table without knowing life and death, Yangyang hid. When he needed others' care every day, you disappeared. When he stood in front of you like before, you said you loved him? Yangyang, is this what you called love? Great love?"

"Yangyang," Xiao Ran patted Yangyang's shoulder, "It's because of these words Lin Shuqin said?"

"Xiao Ran, when I think of Hai Qing being helpless, I feel so uncomfortable." Yang Yang couldn't help coughing.

"Yangyang, your heart is always too soft." Xiao Ran shook her head.

"I'm also afraid. What if one day he regrets it? I can't wait until I'm like Lin Shuqin, enduring his heart with other women hiding, facing me every day, and being sad. I can't live such a life."

"Yangyang, you haven't lived with him yet, how did you know that this would be the case?" Xiao Ran smiled bitterly.

"I'm scared and helpless. I don't know what I should do. Xiao Ran, what can I do?"
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