Chapter 145: I am very happy with you
After Fu Sinian finished speaking, he bit his lip and opened his head.
"Sinian, don't do this. You have a home, Lin Shuqin, and Haiqing. They give you warm four seasons, not just one winter." Yangyang couldn't bear it. She was afraid that Fu Sinian would really come to Phoenix and guard his love.
He knows that he is an unreasonable person to love and me. Yang Yang's heart aches.
"Yangyang, do you really think I can't give you happiness?" Fu Sinian turned his head and stared at Yangyang.
"I'm very happy with you, but life is not just about happiness, and I don't know if we will be so happy in the future."
"I will give you happiness and happiness." Fu Sinian hugged Yangyang.
Yangyang gently broke Fu Sinian's hand apart, "Sinian, it's useless. I have decided, you go."
"Yangyang, are you really willing to drive me away?" Fu Sinian looked at Yangyang, looking forward to Yangyang's negative answer.
Yangyang pursed his lips, his face pale and firm, "Wait, I'll take you to the bus later."
"No," Fu Sinian said coldly, "I will go by myself."
After Fu Sinian finished speaking, he turned his head and rushed out in one breath.
"Sinian," Yangyang hurriedly chased out. If she hadn't watched Fu Sinian get in the car, she would be very worried.
Unable to catch up with him, Yangyang could only shout, "Fu Sinian, if you don't stop, I'm going to die."
After hearing Yangyang's words, Fu Sinian stopped.
"Sinian, forgive me for not being by your side," Yangyang looked at Fu Sinian sadly, "Sinian, understand me, don't do this."
Fu Sinian's face, which had just turned pale, instantly softened, "I'm sorry, Yangyang, I'm too childish, I understand, I'll leave."
After a while, Fu Si said in a young voice, "Yangyang, let's take a taxi."
Then, Fu Sinian waved to stop a taxi, and Yangyang got on the train and went straight to the train station.
Fu Sinian sat in the car without saying a word, but his face was surprisingly calm.
This calmness scared Yangyang, and she didn't know what Fu Sinian was thinking.
The station arrived soon, and took Fu Sinian's hand, bought a ticket, and then went to the waiting room. Fu Sinian was still like in the car, not talking or struggling.
When the time came, Fu Sinian stood up and walked towards the ticket gate.
"Sinian," Yangyang hugged Fu Sinian from behind.
Fu Sinian turned around and hugged Yangyang in his arms.
"Sinian, kiss me." Yangyang raised his head and looked at Fu Sinian.
Fu Sinian's eyes reappeared his previous affection and gently kissed Yangyang's lips.
Kiss, kiss each other's hearts, all the pain, all the affection, and all the pain of separation.
Yangyang felt that she was about to be drunk. She was immersed in Fu Sinian's gentle love. The entire noisy waiting room seemed to be still in an instant, and there were only the two of them left in the world.
Si Nian, I can't bear to leave you, I love you, I want you to stay by my side forever. Yang Yang recalled those loves and loves he had in Fu Sinian's kiss.
A sound of car woke Yangyang up, and Yangyang pushed Fu Sinian away in panic. Fu Sinian was still staring at Yangyang blankly. Yangyang, do you want to regret it? Yangyang asked himself in his heart, how great it would be if the world stopped for us. Unfortunately, we could only stop for the world, Yangyang pushed Fu Sinian in.
But Fu Sinian did not look back all the way and walked towards the train with calm flowing crowds.
With a beep, then when Yangyang heard the sound of the train wheel hitting the rails, he realized that Fu Sinian had really left. This time, he left forever and did not say goodbye. They had never thought of seeing each other again.
Sinian, Yangyang felt that his heart was about to be taken away and collapsed on the chair in the waiting room.
I don’t know how long it took, but Yangyang finally heard the mess in the waiting room.
It turned out that I was still in the world. I looked around and saw all kinds of people coming and going, and Fu Sinian was gone by.
Let's go, take away our happiness and forget our sorrows. This city will not accept you forever. It is a small station in your life. You can stay here, rest here, but you cannot reproduce here. You will eventually return to where you are, where you have been branded, and that is your home.
In this year, forget me. When you can’t forget it, you will live with longing and smiles, forget the torment of longing and the pain of longing. In the next life, I will remember to find the memories we agreed upon in this life, the birthmark on your arm is the mark of our meeting in the next life.
Sinian, I don’t hate you, so don’t blame me. Do you know? The deeper you love me, the more painful my heart will be. What you said is that the heart is taken away, and it turns out that it is such a feeling, and I feel that I am no longer myself.
Sinian, I won’t worry about you. Lin Shuqin is a good wife and mother. She will take good care of you. I am only worried about your stubbornness, our love, our love without a future.
Sinian, don’t worry about me, without you, I will cherish myself, I don’t want you to worry about me, or I can’t find someone who loves me more than you, or I can’t marry someone I love more. However, life is not just love, life is life, food, oil and salt. As long as my life does not have a bad man, I will live seriously, happy and happy.
Sinian, you remember me, I am really happy, but I am also afraid, do you know? I am afraid that one day, you will remember Lin Shuqin, Haiqing, and the happy times you have, you will regret, regret having been with me hastily and abandoning your previous happiness. I am also afraid that Haiqing will not have the love of her father, her life will be very imperfect, and her growth path will lack love, or Lin Shuqin will educate her very well, I am still afraid that she will grow into a paranoid, selfish and indifferent girl. I am also afraid that in a strange city, you will not live better than before, and the weight of life will wipe out our beautiful love. In this way, we will not be happy.
In Sinian, you always like beautiful and sad love. This love will be a very beautiful story that does not require a perfect ending. In the near future, when you recall it and slowly record it, it will be a touching drama and a beautiful script that does not require a director.
In Sinian, I will miss you, or I will miss you less and less as time goes by, or I will miss you more and more as time goes by. I don’t know what the future will be, but you are already unforgettable in my heart, and even the world can’t be changed.
Yangyang didn't know how he returned to the snake's nest, lay on the bed, and recalled the lingering, gentle and sad just now.
Yangyang, when you have time, we will go to Lijiang together. If Lijiang accepts us, we will never come back.
Yangyang, why not elope? Shangri-La? Daocheng? Tibet? Beautiful prairie by the Songhua River? Or Yichang with the Three Gorges Dam.
Yangyang, I really like to hug you behind your back, look out the window with you, and look out the beauty and tranquility outside the window.
Chapter completed!