You Li:

Please allow me to still call you this. When you read this letter, I know that your heart is suffering.

First of all, please forgive me for the mistakes I have made. Although I understand that you will never forgive me, I still want to sincerely say to you: I'm sorry!

It was me who destroyed your beautiful youth and ruthlessly deprived you of your right to be a girl. I made you live in the memory of nightmares from now on.

I know that this will be a lifelong pain for us. A big mistake has been made. I have no other way but to use this small piece of paper to express my regret.

I still remember when I was a kid, you always secretly brought apples from home to our house, and we shared half of them.

I still remember those hot summer days when we enjoyed the cool air together in the Sanheyuan and did our summer homework together. How happy we were at that time. To this day, your innocent smiling face is still preserved in my mind.

However, such beauty was shattered by that nightmarish night. I hated myself for not being able to resist the evil thoughts in my heart and committing such a serious sin.

During this time, I often woke up from my dreams in the middle of the night. I stared blankly until dawn. I kept thinking about a question in my mind: why did I become so hateful on the night of my birthday party?

Maybe, it's useless to tell you this now. Because I know that we can't go back to the good times in the past.

Today, I finally mustered up the courage to write and tell you a story as a sinner. Whether you believe it or not, I want to say that I really couldn't control the impulse that night, and even I couldn't understand it.

Why did it turn out like that.

If I were told that this was a mistake I made unintentionally, would you believe it?

When I asked you to go to the river that night, I originally wanted to beg you to be my girlfriend again. But for some reason, I couldn't control my desires in the end, and then I did such an immoral and shameful behavior towards you.

I never thought about hurting you like this. I know how important this is to a girl. Now I have become a prisoner and was sentenced to seven years. I deserve this and I have no complaints. Maybe you will

He said, no matter how many years I sentence you, it will not be able to make up for the damage done to your soul.

I don't dare to ask you to forgive me for my mistakes, nor do I dare to offer you any compensation. But I hope you can wait for me to come out, and I will be responsible for my own mistakes.

You Li, please allow me to call you this again. If I have deprived you of your right to be a girl, then I am willing to bear the consequences. Please promise me that when I come out, I will definitely marry you.

My woman, I will use my lifelong love to protect you and make you a cow and a horse to compensate for the harm I have caused you.

Even a thousand words can't express my full regret. Now the only thing I want to think about is to use up all my life's love to atone for my sins. Please wait for me. When I come out to marry you as my bride, use me.

All my love to make you a happy woman. You Li, please believe that these are all my true words.

I said so much incoherently, I just hope to get your forgiveness. Although I know that I have hurt you deeply. But if I don’t get your forgiveness, my heart will be uneasy for the rest of my life.

You Li, promise me, wait for me, and when I come out, I will give you an explanation. I will try my best to give you happiness!

Here, I will reform my thoughts, work hard to behave well, and strive to get married to you as soon as possible. You Li, please wait for me.

Thank you for reading this letter.

The Guilty Person Shan Sihua September 13, 1999 When the last word "pen" slipped from her eyes, You Li lost control of her emotions again, and tears fell from her beautiful face like broken beads one by one.

Dropped on the pillow.

You Li picked up a pillow to cover her face and sobbed, her round shoulders shaking rhythmically with the suppressed cry.

Since that incident, You Li has not left home for three months. Except for secretly watching Shan Sihua's sentencing that day, she did not even take the junior high school graduation and entrance exams.

The pain in her heart began to ease a little. Unexpectedly, she received a letter from Shan Sihua from prison today, which made her lose control of her emotions again.

This letter brought her back to that terrible night. She seemed to see Shan Sihua changing his usual meekness and rushing towards her with a ferocious face like a hungry wolf. The heartbreaking pain instantly spread throughout her body.

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Shan Sihua, Shan Sihua, you did such a cruel thing to me, do you think you can ask for my forgiveness with just a small letter?

You Li cursed Shan Sihua bitterly in her heart, turned around and lay on the bed, covered her voice with a pillow, and cried happily.

After a long time, You Li, who had had enough crying, slowly stood up, stared at her eyes red from crying, and found paper and pen.
Chapter completed!