Chapter 124: A Pilgrimage Alone(2/2)
“1000 kilometers!
"You're not prepared anything, don't bring enough money, don't have any outdoor equipment,
“No clothes to bring to change, no strong and wear-resistant shoes, no maps,
"The cell phone is also left at home, and I didn't discuss it with my wife in advance.
“Everything is so hasty and out of place…”
"You must have faith that you can change something."
Roger struggled on the rugged mountain path, fighting against the mud.
What is faith?
He thought, I am a modern person, a rational modern person.
Reasonable saying:
Any saint is a lie.
What kind of pilgrimage is to torment yourself.
What "face yourself with loneliness along the way"
What "maybe while walking with your head down, your mind's doubts and anxiety can be eliminated."
What "This is a pilgrimage journey of self-salvation and soul washing".
They are all lying to themselves.
Is this a belief?
This is stupid.
Who would do this if a truly sensible person?
The old man in Roger's mind was still walking alone.
The sun is rainy, day and night;
I was in a mess and I couldn't know how far I had gone again;
Both hands turned purple, and I can't remember which muscle dominated which hand;
Just when I felt that I couldn't continue, I found that I was in the wrong direction and didn't know which turning point I turned wrong.
Roger thought, he was stupid, he was stupid.
"As long as I'm still walking one day, she will be alive one day."
Roger thought, fool, he is a fool.
Let's go, let's go. This is the only language for the elderly.
Roger thought, he was stupid, he was stupid, he was stupid.
So belief is a fool's words that a fool says to himself.
Those who believe in such stupid words will become stupid.
They will become fools who only do stupid things.
So be a fool, do stupid things.
What a rationality, let it go to hell.
Chapter completed!