Lin Xiaojuan sent me a lot of messages, and I read them several times.

I typed four words on the keyboard, "I'm back", but they were not sent out for a long time.

There was a loud sound of firecrackers outside.

The bells of the Spring Festival Gala to welcome the New Year came from the TV at the front desk of the Internet cafe.

New Year arrived!

There were not many people in the Internet cafe, maybe twenty or thirty by visual inspection. Although it was not as many as usual, at least I felt that I was not alone.

Some people shouted Happy Year of the Dog, and some people picked up the phone to say hello to their relatives and wish them a happy New Year.

I just remembered that I had not called my mother all afternoon. I hurriedly ran to the front desk and called my mother from the landline. There was a burst of firecrackers on the other end of the phone.

Mom said she was watching TV.

I asked grandma to answer the phone. My mother said that she fell asleep while watching TV and had already gone to bed. Then she told me that Lin Xiaojuan had called her in the afternoon. I said yes and said I understood. Mom asked me if we had quarreled.

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I said how could it be possible, and then urged my mother to go and make a fortune quickly. This year is my birth year and my fortune is going to be prosperous. Then I told my mother to go to bed early and hung up the phone.

Then I called my third uncle and had a few words with my grandparents.

I have four uncles, but I have the best relationship with my third uncle because he is only one year older than me and my fourth uncle is three years younger than me.

This is the characteristic of our grandparents' generation. There are so many children, so many that the age difference between the eldest and the youngest may be twenty or thirty years.

After making the call, I returned to my seat, and the four words "I'm back" in the QQ chat window were still there.

I pressed the delete key to delete these four words and typed the next line again.

"Hey, I accidentally changed from the Year of the Rooster to the Year of the Dog, and now I'm surfing the Internet at the Internet cafe."

Lin Xiaojuan's message will be returned soon.

"Why are you back now? Are you hungry? Have you eaten?"

"have eaten."

"I just told my mother this morning that my relatives haven't come yet. I didn't expect her to say that to you. I'm going to be so angry with her."

"Well, it's okay, don't be angry."

"Aren't you angry? I really don't know what to say about my mother. You know that Director Lin and I, my mother would make me mad to death if she said this."

"It's not a big deal. There will always be misunderstandings between people. Don't blame Auntie if she misunderstands."

"Brother Han, I know you must be unhappy. Director Lin came to my house. I didn't know it in advance, but then he left - Brother Han, can I give you a call? Your phone has been turned off."

"I lost my mobile phone today. I can't make calls anymore. I dropped it while taking the bus outside."

"I called my aunt and she told me, then I'll call the Internet cafe's landline and you give me the number."

I turned my head and looked at the front desk of the Internet cafe. The red landline phone was placed on the table, lonely and lonely. It was calling me, come on, pick me up and call your girlfriend.

I wrote back to Lin Xiaojuan.

"The landline is occupied, and there are several people queuing up there to call. I'm sleepy and exhausted from riding my bicycle, so I went back to sleep."

"Are you angry with me?"

"No, why are you angry?"

"I'm angry about what happened today."

"You did nothing wrong. Why should I be angry? I'm just sad."

"Huh? Tell Sister Juan why I'm sad."

"I lost the cell phone you gave me."

Then I sent him a sad emoji.

Yes, I do feel a little sad.

It's just that I'm not only sad about losing my phone, I'm also sad about what Lin Xiaojuan's mother did.

We chatted for a while, but I didn't mention Director Lin or Mother Lin.

Lin Xiaojuan told me that she would use a test strip to test whether she was pregnant tomorrow morning.

I said yes and asked her if she was worried about getting pregnant.

She replied that she didn't know and felt that she was not ready yet.

To be honest, I wasn't mentally prepared.

She asked me, what about you?

I answered her, let everything take its course.

Later in the conversation, my eyelids trembled and I typed out a line of text.

"I'm really tired. I went back to sleep. My whole body is sore. Can I call you tomorrow?"

Lin Xiaojuan sent a message: "Okay, then remember to call me tomorrow."

I replied: "Okay, I'm going to bed. Happy New Year."

Lin Xiaojuan replied to me, "Good night and Happy New Year!"

When I left the Internet cafe to check out, I looked at the lonely red landline phone.

It's not that I don't want to call, but I'm afraid that I'll hurt her if I say something that I can't take back.

After all, I know very well that I am petty, stubborn, and sometimes venomous.

When I returned to my rented apartment, I fell asleep quickly with my pillow on my back and the hustle and bustle.

I didn't know what time it was when I woke up the next day. There was no item in the entire rental that showed the time. I made myself a bowl of tomato and egg noodles.

He took out a bottle of red wine with more than half a bottle left in it from the refrigerator, and ate soup noodles and drank some wine alone.

Sweating all over, I put on my clothes and went out.

When I got to the store downstairs and asked the time, I realized it was already past 11 a.m. I looked around for telephone supermarkets. Long distance calls were very expensive at that time and many telephone supermarkets came into being. However, none of the telephone supermarkets were open that day.

As a last resort, I simply walked to the Internet cafe and called Lin Xiaojuan from the red landline phone.

I called Lin Xiaojuan.

"I slept too deeply and just got up for a while."

"Brother Han, I'm pregnant, Brother Han."

Lin Xiaojuan said there, with a hint of worry in her tone.

I didn't expect that I would actually be pregnant, so I quickly asked: "Are you sure?"

Lin Xiaojuan: "Well, I took the test in the morning."

"Then do your parents know?"

"I have already told my mother, and my father also knows."

I didn't expect to get pregnant out of wedlock. We have always taken good protective measures. It seems that the instructions written in the instructions are true to me. It cannot be 100% true.

"Did uncle and aunt scold you?"

"Didn't scold me."

"Oh, that's good if I didn't scold you. Oh, why are you pregnant?"

Lin Xiaojuan said there: "It should be the night of my birthday, Brother Han, are you - don't you want this child?"

I hurriedly said: "How is it possible? I have thought of a name a long time ago. If it is a son, he will be called Lin Xiaoshu, which is the same as your family name. It happens to be a single pass in your family. If it is a daughter, she will be called Gou Xiaojuan. I just didn't expect it to happen so soon.

Being pregnant, I feel happy and worried at the same time."

Of course I am worried. Now that I am in this situation and Mother Lin has the same attitude, I wonder if Mother Lin’s attitude will be better now that she is pregnant.

But I was too naive, and Lin Xiaojuan's next words extinguished my fantasy.

Lin Xiaojuan said softly over there: "Brother Han, but, but..."

I asked: "But what, are you unhappy?"

Lin Xiaojuan said: "I told my mother this morning that she said you did it on purpose, saying that you deliberately forced me to marry you through the pregnancy. She said I couldn't have this child. My father also quarreled with her because of this.

What should I do?"

I said: "Don't be anxious, don't be anxious, let me think about it."

I really didn't expect that things would develop like this. Yesterday, Mother Lin said that Lin Xiaojuan was pregnant and that the child belonged to Director Lin. Her tone at that time sounded like she was very proud. Today, the child is mine, and she is not happy that it is mine.

Don't want it anymore.

Is the reason for this different treatment because I am poor?

I don't think it's because I'm short.

I said: "Xiaojuan, although my current situation is not good, I am poor, sometimes I am not very stable in doing things, and my sense of responsibility may be lacking a lot, but I am very happy that you are pregnant, and I think we can raise him."
To be continued...