(Diary of April 18th)

When I finally woke up, it was around ten o'clock in the evening.

It seemed like there was no food to eat again.

Are you that sleepy? I don't understand.

"Spring is tired, summer is tired, autumn takes a nap, and hibernation occurs."

I did have some strange dreams.

A mixture of wishes and some unrealistic subconscious.

Still decided to go out.

Just buy something to eat and then take a walk.

It's not good to always use bread and instant noodles to deal with it.

I often sleep until "What year is it today?"

I just found a shop and had something to eat.

There were customers talking in the store, but I didn't like it.

It's that carefree feeling, like a conversation that should only happen in private or at home.

Is this the kind of freedom I want?

Not really.

Thinking of the phrase "manners maketh man" in "Kingsman".

It doesn't matter, this should be the last time I hear these two people talking in this life. After all, the world is a big place...

What should I say (write)?

It is estimated that it will be at least after 23:00 when I come back from my walk.

Tian Wei and Yan Zi were probably asleep by then.

I've run out of change. I can't find any in the store, and I can't even find it next door.

So I thought...how about using Alipay.

However, the mobile phone can't connect to the data. What's going on? It can't be that it's down.

It’s so embarrassing. I use another phone to turn on a hotspot to provide Internet access.

This is the first time I have scanned the QR code to pay using Alipay in so many years.

The store is pretty good. To put it this way, maybe I'm not unhappy, I'm just disgusted by some people.

In addition, just because I am disgusted with a person does not mean that the person is wrong or has a problem.

That's it. A very good conclusion.

While taking a walk, I found that my cell phone could make calls. So, what the heck is that?

It doesn't matter, in an imperfect world, all kinds of imperfect things will naturally come into being.

Instead, a phrase comes to mind: lessmore.

There is food to eat when you are hungry.

Being able to take steps when I want to take a walk (Drive, I think of Oh Wonder's "Drive", and the anime "Valkyrie Drive").

When I have a stomachache, I have paper in my pocket.

Ideas can be recorded in time.

These are happiness.

As for more, I won’t think about it at the moment.

I hope to accept the fragile and fleeting side of life (maybe because of my pessimistic attitude, I don’t think living is a particularly happy thing, so subconsciously I may hope that my end will come soon), rather than

My family said "the chance of accidental death is almost 0".

I don't want to be bothered by this "birth" thing.

So. Will I bow to fate?

I don’t know. Let’s talk about it then.

Take a walk. I used to, when I was running at night in my hometown, I was stopped and questioned by a car with red and blue lights. It was only 23 o'clock.

Haha. 23 o'clock is already very late...

Loneliness. "One Hundred Years of Solitude".

"Fishing alone in the snow on the cold river"...

I guess my stomachache is due to the cold rice I just ate in the store.

On the way back from a walk, I saw several open shops.

For example, Northeastern barbecue.

In my hometown, barbecue stalls can stay open until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night.

Somehow I found an answer on Zhihu. It was about the anime "Bleach". I chose a paragraph at random (it was an anonymous answer).

How many people say that Death is unfinished, and how many people read the last chapter seriously? A poet's work may be short due to lack of funding, but will his talent be diminished due to lack of funding?

I don't expect many people to agree. Beauty is difficult for the general public.

Edited on 2019-03-08

After all these years, there are still people discussing whether Bleach is unfinished.

How should I put it? I don’t think Kubo-sensei is a poet or anything, but I think the ending is fine.

Ichigo and Rukia are not a couple, not from the beginning...how could any reader misunderstand it?

However, I wasn’t particularly satisfied with the Thousand-Year Blood War chapter because it was too bloody.

I know war is cruel.

I know that revolution requires the continuous efforts (and even sacrifices) of many people.

But I don't want to see this.

Even if it's just some fictional works or fictional characters, I don't want to see too many deaths.

When I got home, my stomach hurt and I fell asleep quickly.

I had a bunch of dreams again. I dreamed about my family and some things I had never seen in reality.

ps. Since I often postpone completing my diary until later, some plots are always missing.

This article was written yesterday, and even if I could recall it, I probably wouldn’t want to.

I would rather focus on the present and the future.

"You cannot admonish those who have gone by, but you can still pursue those who have come."

after all, tomorrowanother day.

Recommend a song yesterday yes a day.

It's almost time to go online. Tianwei and Yanzi should be asleep soon.

Well, I haven't slept yet. I'm a bit busy chatting with two people at the same time...
Chapter completed!