Chapter 20 Aging
Just as the swallow said to me: I think it is difficult for you to live freely.
I long for freedom so much, but I can't get it.
In addition to the ordinary constraints, you are also bound by your own rules.
what i carebeyondreach.
For example, I don't want to disturb other people.
At 5:20, I finished saying good morning to Yanzi and Tianwei.
More than two hours ago, I wanted to turn on the computer and boil water, but I was afraid of disturbing the neighbors.
(I have used the computer for ten years. I used to take it apart and clean it myself, but then the fan became less useful. I bought an external fan that extracts air, and the noise is terrible...)
Then, the neighbor had gone out.
I still can't do anything because my mind is occupied by the draft messages in the diary..
This is also a daily situation. So you always have to tell yourself that there is no need to strive for perfection. Just do your best.
This Po Youdao Cloud also has various shortcomings. Why are there no spaces between words? There is no problem with the input method settings, and there are no problems elsewhere. There are no spaces when typing here. Sometimes you have to press twice when typing spaces by hand. Contact customer service
It's no use either.
Maybe uninstalling and reinstalling can solve the problem. But I am worried that the local data will be lost again, even though it has been synchronized.
There is sound.
I took a look and found it was on WeChat. Add friends three times.
I didn’t accept or refuse. There are only two people I contact every day, and I’m almost out of touch with the others.
In fact, there are no other people around. "I am gradually drifting away and there are no more books."
Peace is one of my greatest long-cherished wishes.
But some people don't want to let me calm down.
well then. Let’s get down to business.
I just accidentally saw a short video.
Women aged 5 to 75 answer: What is your favorite movie line?
There are a lot of movies mentioned in it. Some have seen it, but most have not.
The most straightforward one is franklydear, i don't give a damn.
Many times (especially mentally), setting clear boundaries is one of the important ways to protect yourself.
Another one said that whatever doesn't kill you, will make you stronger. He said it might be from Aladdin's magic lamp.
Well... wasn't this what Nietzsche said?
My favorite is the one below.
what does a star do?
stars d don't do, stars just be.
I might not have liked it before, but now I like it.
People are always changing. Whether it is body, mind or soul.
I just exist like this, no matter whether anyone appreciates it or not, whether anyone agrees with it or not.
“dance, like nobody watching.”
I will continue to exist beyond my lifetime itself.
Li Na said, agenothing.
I think of a movie, "I Am Legend" starring Will Smith. I also think of two songs, "immortals" and "warriors".
your spirit never dies.
"Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself."
"The whole world should reject it without discouraging it; the whole world should praise it without any persuasion."
In fact, I felt a little embarrassed when I watched that short film.
Because there are three or four watermarks... almost all of them were added after arriving in China.
All I can say is that it can be found using the title I just mentioned. But I can't find the original source.
I found the next best thing, it seems to be a public account or album called Glamor on YouTube.
Think of a song glamorous sky.
When I mention the wall, I get very angry. It has its own rationality, but I don't accept it.
I used to upload a lot of Thug Life videos over the wall, but I’m too lazy to do it now.
Suddenly I remembered what Edward said to me in Twilight, saying something to divert my attention.
Say, you should put your seatbelts on.
Now, if you really yearn for freedom in your heart, then there will be no barriers. Because the biggest obstacle lies in your own thoughts and concepts.
Freedom will eventually come (think of a foreign science fiction movie "Arrival"). It's just a matter of time and degree.
I have always heard that there are a lot of anti-China comments on foreign social media.
I went to see it, and there weren't that many. But there were.
As for whether those remarks are completely groundless, this, haha, is not something ordinary people can know (there must be some who deliberately smear it).
The truth is hard to find.
One thing is absolute: darkness is everywhere.
Whether it is within an individual (such as the darkness in the heart), or in an organization, team, country, or even human beings, there must be some invisible things.
The only difference is: first, whether it will be exposed; second, whether it can be tolerated.
Haha, my grandfather was retaliated against for a long time because he reported corruption and bribery to his boss with his real name.
I may not care about these. I may just want to state the facts themselves, and am not particularly interested in specific things.
I saw a similar short video when I was searching just now.
Women aged 5 to 75 answered: What is a good life?
It mentions happiness, fulfillment, pursuit, enthusiasm, kind, love, etc.
Think of a song lovebe lovedyou.
I really like these short films.
The documentary "Human" comes to mind.
There is also a short film. I saw it on v Movies (which has been renamed) many years ago. Later, my phone broke and I no longer installed the old software.
It is a short film on the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation's CBC radio program "Howage Gracefully".
While searching in v Movies, I saw another short film "You Don't Have to Try" (I didn't click on it to watch it).
Three songs come to mind, colbie's try. and mindy's all about your heart.
Chapter completed!