13, Chapter 13
Osamu Dazai looked at the heroic spirit in front of him, "The heroic spirit, the command spell, and the wishes that must be fulfilled are all fake, and he himself is also fake."
"What?!" Nakahara Chuya opened his eyes in surprise, "He obviously..."
Zhongyuan Zhongya seemed to suddenly think of something and swallowed what he had not finished.
"You cannot know your origin. You are false and will always live in the illusory Central Plains. Gods exist because of faith, and what about you?"
Dazai Osamu's eyes met the heroic eyes, "And you? Why do you exist?"
Dazai Osamu took two steps towards the heroic spirit, "Don't you think that this feeling has been repeated many times? Doesn't it feel very familiar? Don't you think that my face makes you feel so familiar that you want to vomit?
?"
"You are not Nakahara Chuuya." Osamu Dazai said, like a judge slamming his gavel and announcing the final verdict.
"You are like a wandering soul, with no past and no future, trapped in a cage all day long."
"Who did it?"
"Is it the leader?"
Dazai Osamu put down his hands, "The pain of the death of his subordinates, Dazai Osamu's unwillingness to be irresponsible to the Port Mafia as the leader, anger towards the people who attacked Yokohama...all kinds of emotions," [The absurdity that contains Nakahara Chuuya's weak emotional consciousness after his death]
[Ba Tu], that’s what Osamu Dazai thinks, right?”
"Obviously the facts are in front of me, but I still deceive myself that Zhongyuan Zhong has not completely died and is still in the world. Repeating it day after day, the command spell is just a way to comfort myself. Look, he is still with me.
It’s under control! Is that what he thinks?”
"But it seems to me that you are created by something, a mixture of illusions. You said that you have seen many Dazai Osamu, no, no, they are all the same person, they are all the same Dazai
rule."
The heroic spirit's eyes moved, and he frowned, looking a little uncomfortable.
"The leader Dazai Osamu summoned you to try to restore the individual Nakahara Chuuya. He has been trying, repeating, repeating, and repeating." Dazai Osamu suddenly remembered something and changed his words, "No, I said it wrong before,
It's not so much that you are trapped in the cage, it's more that he is. He is trapped in that time forever, and even death cannot escape."
…
It's wonderful, Arasuke thought, Dazai Osamu is indeed Dazai Osamu. I didn't say anything and he started to expose me. Now, how should I react?
Should I repeat it again, or...
The heroic spirit raised his chin slightly, looking at Nakahara Chuuya and Osamu Dazai standing in front of him with empty eyes, and suddenly told a story for the first time in this state, "The first time I saw Osamu Dazai, his face was expressionless.
, he started crying as soon as he saw me, and while crying, he said to me, 'Welcome back, Chuuya,' but both of us knew that no one was back."
Nakahara Chuuya: "Hey..."
The heroic spirit continued, "I am indeed not Chuuya Nakahara. To be more specific, I am a hybrid body created by a certain existence. The remnant power of Araha, the unwillingness of those who died in Yokohama in that battle, Dazai Osamu
The Zhongyuan Zhongya in the image was mixed with other messy things and was born."
"You asked me that gods exist because of faith, and what about me?" the heroic spirit said to Osamu Dazai.
"I exist because of Dazai Osamu's wish. I can only leave if Dazai Osamu's wish is fulfilled."
Osamu Dazai: "But that wish will never come true."
The heroic spirit nodded, looking much more relaxed now, "Yes," he repeated, "it will never come true."
"I haven't really been awake for long. I don't know why I haven't been invaded by the so-called 'Zhongyuan Zhongya' personality this time, but I am not Zhongyuan Zhongya after all. It's quite tiring, to be honest." The heroic spirit shrugged.
Shrugging, "The mess of information in my mind is like a large program being forced into it. It's worse than a hangover."
"Ah, no, I've never been hungover. That's Nakahara Chuuya. Sorry, I got a little confused." The hero took a deep breath, "Anyway, anyway," he looked at Nakahara Chuuya and asked,
"If it really ends, please burn my body and scatter the ashes into the sea."
"Occasionally, I also want to be a little more free." A smile appeared on the heroic spirit's face, "I'm leaving soon. Before I leave, let's say goodbye, Chuuya, goodbye." The heroic spirit couldn't hide the affection towards Nakahara Chuuya in his eyes.
yearning, "I really wish I could live like you."
There is no past and no future. In the eyes of the young-looking boy, there is complete yearning.
A pile of dark clouds covered the sea in the distance, and the quiet river leading to the ends of the world flowed under the cloudy sky - like leading to the deepest part of endless darkness.*
It's getting cloudy.
Well done!
Arasuke gives himself a thumbs up, his acting skills are amazing! Awesome!
The brothers showed Kiyoki Araki's awesomeness on the public screen! Originally, the script was not like this, but Osamu Dazai couldn't bear it and rushed to submit the script!
In order to express his gratitude, of course he has to do a good job next time!
Arasuke blinked happily and greeted them: "Chuuya, when did you come?! Why didn't I notice?"
He looked really confused and sincere.
Zhongyuan Zhongya was silent for a while, then raised his hand to wipe his face, "What were you doing just now?"
As soon as he heard this question, Arasuke became excited, "Dazai brought me here and didn't tell me what to do. He just let me see it. Who knows what I want to see!"
Osamu Dazai said aggrievedly: "I just suddenly wanted to take a walk. Chuuya is so fierce!"
"Wow!" Arasuke made a disgusted expression, "Dazaiji, did you eat too many poisonous mushrooms? It's so disgusting!"
Osamu Dazai praised him: "So in your eyes, I am actually such a person!"
Arasuke looked suspicious and said in a serious tone, "Dazai, you..."
"What?"
"Are you finally completely exhausted from poisonous mushrooms?!"
"Pfft..." Zhongyuan Zhongya couldn't help but laugh, and when he saw them looking over, he coughed twice, "It's nothing, you continue."
Arasuke frowned, "What happened just now? You guys feel something is wrong."
Zhongyuan Zhongya shook his head, "It's nothing. I just got off work and wanted to take a look at the scenery and take a rest, but when I came in, I saw that you didn't know what you were doing here."
Arasuke cast suspicious eyes on Osamu Dazai.
Osamu Dazai looked innocent: "I didn't do anything, I just came for a walk."
Zhongyuan Zhong also rolled his eyes cryptically, you are never innocent.
Seeing that Arasuke couldn't get anything out of the question, he simply talked about something else: "Have you had enough of your walk?"
"Is there something wrong with Chuuya?" Osamu Dazai asked.
Arasuke raised his chin slightly: "I want to go drinking with him. If you've had enough time to relax, just wander away!"
Chapter completed!