Why?

Obviously he is me too, why did ‘I’ have to end up like this?

But soon I felt relieved again.

No matter how hard he struggled, he finally followed my old path and chose You Ye.

But he didn’t know that in the distant future, he would become the person I am today. This is probably why I can still look at him leisurely now.

——

I added the line.

Why do I want to interfere with his life even more strongly? I don't want to see the same life as I am now.

Because of my strong interference, other unknown factors began to appear one after another.

Maybe the future has turned into a mess, but I still haven't disappeared.

Um?

is that so?

Do I want to disappear?

Do I want to see him lead a different life and then wish him away? No, I'm not that generous.

——

There was a time when I liked wearing a fox mask.

Because I accidentally found this thing from the warehouse. It was a long time ago when I lived with Yu Ye. I gave her a rabbit mask, and she gave me this mask.

He also laughed at me for being as stupid as a fox.

Is it stupid?

The fox is a symbol of intelligence. But this guy's head can't be ignorant. Maybe he is deliberately using such stupid words to lead me to complain.

'Hehe, big brother always gets into a daze because of Youye's words.'

'Are you thinking about Sesu again?'

'That's because you always say things you don't understand.'

'Will you hate Yu Ye?'

'That's not the case, I think it's cute instead.'

‘You just love Yu Ye?’

'Well, that's true.'

‘Well, big brother sometimes feels very scary...’

Now that I think about it, the fact that she looked away a little shyly at that time probably proves that she is sometimes shy. That is her truest emotion.

——

Gradually.

I can no longer simply predict what Yu Ye is thinking when I meet him, as I did in the beginning.

This is natural, right?

Because the education methods are different and the experiences are different.

The Youye Society he belongs to cares about the lives of ordinary humans because of 'me', and will also move in the human world according to 'my' wishes.

Unlike Youye and I, they live in the light, while we live in the darkness. I envy them, and I wanted to replace him several times, but I never took action.

Why?

——

Soon I knew the answer.

"Big brother?"

The robot spoke.

I didn't do any procedures, I just took the last piece of minced meat out of the ice and placed it inside.

But my Yuye is undoubtedly resurrected.

I'm very happy.

But at the same time, problems arise again.

The past me is already affecting the present.

If this continues I will disappear.

I think back to the long past, am I satisfied?

If you are not satisfied, can you continue to live for a long time with such a broken Youye? How long can she live? According to my observation, she may have been resurrected due to accidents caused by my frequent return to different pasts.

I learned a long time ago that miracles are not free.

——

I actually want to live.

But the other ‘I’ is not a weakling.

I understand him and his "Youye". I understand him as well as I understand myself. What I'm talking about is the inner motivation.

I can't kill them directly because they are in the past.

But they can kill me, even if the chance is slim, but there is a chance.

Who laid this trap?

There is no way to conclude it now. I asked myself again, am I satisfied?

I'm already satisfied.

My Youye has been resurrected and is sitting close to me at my feet.

When I told her everything.

She actually said she wanted to protect me, but there was nothing she could do.

——

That opportunity was real, and I saw his "You Ye" come to me with my own eyes.

I killed her countless times.

But she also appeared countless times, and I couldn't kill her anyway.

Until my Yuye discovered all this.

she asked me sadly.

Is there really no other way?

I said maybe, but it's very slim. He will be killed one day.

she asked again.

'Brother, are you afraid of death?'

I answered no. I told about my experiences over the years.

When I mentioned cheating, she pressed the roller on my feet and asked me to pick her up and kiss her.

I don't know how she thinks.

But she did say it happily in the end.

'If the big brother wants to resist, Youye will do his best to help the big brother.'

'Big brother thinks it's good not to resist, so Yu Ye also thinks it's good.'

I took her broken body to travel and date in our future, which she was unable to do due to her physical condition.

But even so I am very satisfied.

'Youye feels good seeing her past self.'

One day, she suddenly said with a smile.

Then he added another sentence.

'But my eldest brother and I are also very good now.'

I suddenly regretted it.

I said I wanted to live and protect her.

But she told me that she wanted to give me a gift.

The result was that her circuit control was briefly connected to the skeletal doll, a strange contact we had not seen in a long time.
To be continued...