Su Yao pursed her lips and stared blankly at the ceiling and said, "If it's only 600 yuan, there are still some items where I live... ah, my mobile phone, please take it and pawn it. It should be more than 600, more

I would like to express my gratitude to you."

"You guys really plan to continue to rot like this!"

"You weren't like this when you played the piano in the classroom before, right?!"

"Can you show off a little bit of energy? It's not like you're in debt of hundreds of thousands or millions. You're not doing this because of debt at all!"

“···”

To be honest, Su Yao didn't know why she was so excited.

Ultimately, what does being good or bad mean to her?

"You are... because as a teacher, you have a hard conscience when you see me like this."

"No, I don't think there's anything wrong with this. No need for sympathy."

"I'm a teacher, and I don't want to see a talented person rot like this, so I'm telling you this!"

"It's true! Oil and salt won't come in!"

“···”

Su Yao turned a deaf ear to these words, so she had no idea even if she left the ward angrily.

"Is this person your teacher?"

"What a great teacher. She was the one who called you last time you were sent here."

"Well, I specially left two thousand yuan for you this time. You asked me to give it to you when you are discharged from the hospital."

"Last time?"

"Yes, last time your medical expenses were supposed to wait until the leader agreed to open a green channel before treatment, but your teacher happened to see it was you and paid the medical expenses for you."

“···”

To be honest, Su Yao thought that his heart was as hard as iron.

I have long stopped treating anyone I see in this world as a human being. They are all false.

But now when I see the money handed over by the nurse, I feel strange. Is it because I am the only one who knows the truth that I deliberately arranged this scene?

What a wonderful feeling.

Still walking on the road in a daze.

When I got home, I found that the door was not closed. Things in the house had been messed up. Someone also poured paint on the ground and wrote the words "pay back debts".

"call--"

The wind blew the light blue curtain swaying, just like the tiny shadow appeared from there at first. But now it was stained with paint.

"Crack."

Light a cigarette and smoke lightly. Don't care if there is paint on your shoes.

But suddenly my vision was blurred.

think.

What does this mean?

Every day in spam text messages, they read the words conveyed by important people. They are working hard to live. Even if the direction is wrong, they are still working hard.

What about yourself?

It's left like this, and every day I'm either dreaming or holding the beer bottle in a daze.

Maybe my heart has long been as cold as iron.

But it is not welded to death, at least at this moment it feels too sad. Because I have tasted a little bit, really a little bit of sympathy from others' charity.

Just this little thing made me want to burst into tears.

——

The next day.

"Have you figured it out?"

I made an appointment with the teacher at a cafe that I had been to several times before.

She ordered a cup of cappuccino, used a spoon to destroy the bear latte art on top without any guilt, and stirred it.

"It's best if you can figure it out on your own. And as for work, I think it's quite suitable for you."

"Um···"

Su Yao paused and asked, "What job?"

"When I sent you to the hospital the day before yesterday, I accidentally saw the manuscript you put on the coffee table."

"You wrote the novel that was somewhat famous on the Internet, right?"

"yes."

"That's a coincidence. One of the students I tutored in the past, her parents asked me if there was any student who could write a good piece of music and also know how to play musical instruments."

"My level is not good enough to teach others."

"Don't belittle yourself. I went back and read your novel specifically, and my writing skills are completely sufficient. The musical instrument may be a little worse, but it is enough for ordinary students."

"Ah, that family mainly wants the child to improve her only shortcoming, composition. Musical instruments are the child's personal hobby. And the child also likes to compose music by herself. You are still good at composing music. If you know where the stars are,

Your personal creations will be readily accepted immediately.”

"I'm just pretending..."

"Is something wrong?"

she asked in surprise.

"nothing."

Su Yao smiled and said, "If you think I can do it, please recommend me."

"Okay. I'll call them when I get back. Just be prepared to come to them tomorrow."

She looked at Su Yao for a while, "I mean, your personal image."

"Well, I'll take care of myself before I go."

"Besides, your monthly penalty interest should be very serious now, right?"

“···”

"What I mean is that if you succeed in the interview tomorrow, I can lend you some points and pay them back as appropriate."

She chuckled and said, "I'm familiar with that family anyway, so I'm not afraid of you skipping the bill."

"Don't say anything embarrassing. Instead of making money for those platforms with the penalty interest, you might as well buy me a cup of coffee."

"No need, I will pay it back myself."

The money I owe is only thirty or forty thousand, not that much.

Su Yao had already put everything in the house, such as laptops, up for sale in the morning.

I also told those platforms that I would pay it back.

Another unexpected thing is that Snow Country seems to be cracking down on illegal lending platforms recently. Su Yao can't remember how much he took from some platforms, but now he can't even log in to the app. He has no place to pay back the money.

If you really want to talk about it, a total of about 10,000 yuan is enough now. The rest will be paid back slowly later.

Maybe this is because you can affect changes in the world?

Not sure.

But no matter what, Su Yao no longer tied herself to the house without seeing the sun all day long.

"thank you."

No matter what, I want to thank her.

No matter whether she is true or false, her good intentions are true to herself.

What if there is no love game?

You can survive without it. Even if you only survive for three years.

Maybe when the time comes, the love game can say "I admire your courage" and get myself out.

Of course, I don’t take this expectation naively, I just say that I think this way occasionally.

I can't tell you how happy I am when I step out of the house.

I just thought that the worst possible way would be to numb myself.

——

I went to take care of my messy hair, and found the clothes I would need tomorrow in advance, and the call came as scheduled.
To be continued...