Chapter 236: 2 more updates for the alliance leader ‘Shadow Chakra Guards’ (over 10,000 words)

To be honest, life is very confusing.

Rao has returned from that intersection, but what should he do next?

[Mr. Su Yao, you are already one month overdue. If you do not take the initiative to repay, we will appeal to the court and send you a lawyer's letter.]

[Don’t think that we can’t do anything to you since you don’t have any relatives!]

[Send your AI-switched face photos to Dongdong and scream that you won’t be able to survive in college!]

【Be careful when going out at night.】

【···】

Some are signed by a certain lending company, and there are also text messages from unknown numbers.

The calls never stopped.

Noisy?

Of course it is noisy. It buzzes almost every few minutes. Occasionally, strange people come to the door, but they only knock on the door in the middle of the night and do nothing else.

I'm not moving, and I don't plan to change my number. I'm just staying in the house.

What I thought at that time was that instead of going out and facing reality, it would be better to just stay in the room.

Hungry.

Not eating.

I'm thirsty and don't drink water.

It's okay to die like this.

But when death is imminent, is it probably the body's instinct or something else? I eat and drink again.

There is nothing to do every day.

When you know that sooner or later you will disappear and die, how can you feel any sense of accomplishment in whatever you do? You can't find any meaning. There is absolutely nothing wrong with dying like this, or dying at all.

Read a book.

I read the philosophy books I had read to Youye before, Heidegger's, poet's, modern, modern... I even read One Thousand and One Nights when I had nothing to do.

“···”

I lit one of the few remaining cigarettes and thought a little slowly. Nietzsche is really unpleasant.

I feel like it must be damn fate.

"Dong dong——"

I don’t know what day it is, but I don’t bother to pay attention to the date even when I’m using my mobile phone. It’s like people who work in the 996 working mode that capitalists say never pay attention to Friday.

"Dong dong——"

"Classmate Su Yao? Are you at home?"

But a woman did come to the door.

It seemed like I had heard this voice somewhere before, and there was no malice in its tone.

If you open the door casually, you may be attacked!

But if you're a woman, it doesn't matter, right?

Not necessarily, what if it is a fierce woman?

···

"Dong dong——"

After thinking wildly, I finally opened the door.

"Ah! Su, classmate Su Yao?! Are you okay?!"

The panicked face met in front of me.

I do know this man myself.

It seemed like he was a music professor who had left a business card for himself. Why did he come to find him?

"You look so bad! I'll call an ambulance first and take you to the hospital!"

“···”

Of course I understand why she was in such a hurry.

Not bad.

Any normal person would be disgusted and frightened when they see an unkempt man coming out of the house with traces of self-mutilation on his arms, right?

Want to say 'What's the matter?'

But it really has been a long time since I opened the door.

Now I see the intermittent sunshine in the leaden clouds stinging my eyes, and my head starts to feel dizzy. How long has it been since I last saw the sun?

I always feel so tired.

"Classmate Su Yao!"

Before his consciousness disappeared, he subconsciously tilted towards the direction of the house.

It means that I don’t want to have anything to do with anyone in a world that is destined to disappear.

Don't worry about me.

If you see this disgusting and troublesome scene, please pretend you didn't see it and disappear.

——

But she didn't do that.

"Feeling better?"

I have only seen her a few times in my memory, and each time she wore a professional suit that fit the image of a teacher. No earrings.

Now she is wearing a glossy light green half-sleeved shirt, a vermilion tight skirt, and a thin silver necklace flashing from the neckline. She looks very elegant, and her slender fingers are beautifully folded on her knees like handicrafts on the table.

I have to say that I look at least five or six years younger now than on the podium.

"Seeing you like that really scared me."

"···Thanks."

Su Yao finally uttered two words.

"Thank you? Your reflex arc is a little long."

She seemed to want to liven up the atmosphere, but she found Su Yao staring out the window in a daze, knowing that she could not make the atmosphere better no matter what.

"Classmate Su Yao, can you tell me what happened to you recently?"

"I don't have the money to pay you back for the medical expenses."

“···”

Her expression finally changed, "Do you think that's what I'm worried about?!"

"There are no pure good people in this world, so it is a lie that good people will get good rewards."

Su Yao tried to moisten her throat with saliva and looked at her again, "Teacher, do you think you are a purely good person?"

"It looks like something bad has happened to you recently."

"Thank you for helping me. But there is no need to sympathize with me. It's all my own fault. I have no regrets."

"You think I sympathize with you?"

She took out her mobile phone and swiped out a number on it, "Did you know? I got an inexplicable call urging you to pay back the money."

"It looks like those people are angry. I'm so sorry..."

"I don't see you being apologetic at all."

"I can't do anything except a cheap apology. If you tell them it has nothing to do with you, it will only be counterproductive."

"Aren't you going to find a way to pay back the money?"

“···”

"Forget it, since you have this attitude, then I will change my attitude."

She took back her phone and crossed her hands, "Now that your matter has affected my daily life, I have only spoken to you once. You should find a way to solve it."

"The medical expenses this time are about 600, and I have recorded them in my account."

"But in your current situation, you won't be able to find a job at all, and you won't have any income."

"So I'll find you a job. You go work there and pay me back."

"...I won't go."
To be continued...