"Isn't that good? As for me, as long as you are happy every day, don't be stuck at home all day and have a bitter face, you will be satisfied. Qiqi, you have grown up, and it's time to learn about the relationship between men and women. Find a more reliable boyfriend as soon as possible. In that way, even if your father is gone, you will have someone to take care of you, so I have nothing to worry about..." In the end, I couldn't say anything anymore, and it seemed like something stuck in my throat, and the voice suddenly broke.

"Dad, what are you talking nonsense? What do you mean? You are gone... Even if I really have a boyfriend in the future, you will still be my father. We are still a family, so it's not that I can't see you..." Xueqi seemed to think of something else when she heard me, and her words were a little anxious, but I just smiled and didn't say anything, because even if I said it, it would be useless.

Soon I fell asleep and woke up again in a daze. One night passed like this. Xueqi was going to school early in the morning. When I woke up, she was already brushing her teeth in the bathroom. I had already asked for leave to go to work, so I was guarding the book "Ordinary World" at home. I didn't want to tell Xueqi about the game of God, because I was worried that Xueqi would know the truth, and I was afraid that the progress bar above would all fail. I was also hesitant to tell the government about this, but in the end I gave up.

First of all, I don’t know how to tell the government about this, and how to convince them after saying that most people will only regard me as an idiot when they hear about God’s game. Another thing is that I am afraid that if the country intervenes in life between me and Xueqi, our ordinary life will probably be completely broken. Xueqi may also lose her small home. She has no other relatives and no other place to go. If her happiness value drops, the progress bar will probably be zero.

No matter what, at least before the number on the progress bar becomes one hundred, I still want to maintain the relationship between me and Xueqi, stabilize this small home, and maintain this ordinary life.

Originally, I did think so.

But the storm that followed completely tore my innocent delusion, and involved me, Xueqi, and even Yuezi and everyone in a place of irreparable consequence. None of us could escape this storm, and could only struggle constantly in the storm, shaking...

This storm started with Xue Qi's failed test paper two days later.

The day after the night of watching the movie, we were all very peaceful. Frexiu still didn't contact her family. When she was in the morning, she began to decorate her bedroom into a studio and discussed the future arrangements with us when she had time. At noon, Yuhui came and said that she had already come and she had signed up for a tour group to Japan. She would go to Japan in three days. I felt a little guilty about this, but I was grateful. Although I think Yuhui would not have much gain, it would be better for her to go there than not.

Yuezi and I both tried to keep Yuhui for dinner, but Yuhui shook her head and said calmly that she wanted to go back and continue to work hard and make some preparations. Looking at Yuhui turning and leaving, I was really a little sad. I stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder, saying:

"Yu Hui, I don't know what to say... these days... it should be said that it has been in the past few years, thank you all."

Yuhui looked at me calmly. In three seconds, she nodded and said in a robotic tone:

"No," she paused, and she said, "Just be fine if you're doing well."

Just be fine if you live a good life...

This sentence was like a hammer knocking my heart, and I was stunned.

Yuhui just glanced at me, and then she turned around and left. Seeing her short hair being gently blown, I suddenly felt her... unspeakable loneliness.

I wanted to keep her, but I couldn't find any words that could keep her. Every time I saw Yuhui's water-like eyes, I felt that it made sense for her to do so. There must be her reason why she didn't stay and wanted to go home. When I think about it, no matter what she said, it seemed like she was stuck.

Is Yuhui and I possible?

I have thought about this question more than once. I think it is possible for Yuhui and me, but the relationship between me and her is always lacking in a fire. Every time I am with her, I always feel that the statue standing with me is a statue. The relationship between us should be considered friends, and friendship is OK, but it is always so faint, like ice water, it is always hot, and we can only make progress with difficulty warmly and hard.

Yuhui and I are two turtles, crawling hard towards each other's emotional areas.

It is possible that you will be able to climb for a lifetime.

In terms of ability, Yuhui is not inferior to confinement, and is even smarter than confinement, but she is not good at expressing herself, and is even less good at treating feelings. And I am also a person who is not good at how to warm up feelings.

Maybe, this is why we have only been friends for a few years now.
Chapter completed!