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Chapter Four Thousands of lights, where is the lonely shadow(1/2)

The day was very peaceful, and if it weren't for the spectacular and terrifying scene in the sky, it would have seemed as if nothing had happened.

Until the evening of the next day, a call from a head teacher from Xueqi broke the calm. When I received the call from Xueqi's head teacher, I knew that Xueqi must have something to do, because in the past, Xueqi was a well-known good girl in the class. She was quiet and timid, and she didn't even dare to talk to boys. She studied very hard and didn't need me to worry about it at all, so the head teacher would hardly call back. If I received a call from Xueqi's head teacher, then it would be no good for her to be a big deal.

"Hey, Teacher Tu?" I asked with a polite smile.

"Hey, it's Xueqi's father." Xueqi's head teacher asked me, but I could hear that Teacher Tu's tone was a bit heavy, just with the smell of preaching.

"Well, yes. Qiqi...what is wrong with her?" I asked cautiously.

Teacher Tu paused and said:

"Snow Qi is in love with someone?"

As soon as Teacher Tu opened his mouth, my heart sank and my mind was blank, but I quickly thought that what Teacher Tu said was probably about Xueqi and Ma Bailong. During this period, Xueqi and Ma Bailong have been together more than once or twice. Someone must have seen it and then it was heard by others.

"This...is something happened?" I asked pretending to be uninformed.

"The day before yesterday, a student saw Xueqi dating a man with a man. And there were girls talking about this before. The class had already been dressed in a hot dress. Xueqi's father, I think you should keep Xueqi. She is really a very good student. When I first came to the first year of high school, I thought she was well-behaved and honest, brave, had good grades, and would be shy when I said a few words. At that time, I really thought her child had a future, but I really didn't expect her to become like this now. If this continues, I am afraid she will really go wrong in the future." Teacher Tu said earnestly, "On the end of National Day, our class did a test to check whether the students were studying at home during National Day. As a result, Xueqi scored 45 points in the math exam. When I saw the test scores, I couldn't believe it. If Xueqi continued to do this, I would probably not be able to get into college at all."

My heart began to sink deeper and deeper, and my face became even hotter. Although Teacher Tu was talking about Xueqi, I felt that it was myself who was embarrassed. This is the feeling of being a parent. When the people you taught were looked down upon by others, you would feel that the person you were belittled was yourself.

"Also, during class, Xueqi doesn't know what she is doing. She keeps riding. Today she is playing with her mobile phone. In the afternoon, Xueqi was playing with her mobile phone when she was in Chinese, and it has been confiscated." Teacher Tu said, "Xueqi's father, I hope you can educate Xueqi well after she returns home today. It's better to be strict, otherwise I'm really worried that she will fall."

Listening to Teacher Tu's words, my heart was beating, and my mind was full of thoughts. I have never been able to raise my head in front of the teacher like this, and I have never been so angry because of Xueqi's grades. I feel like my heart is stirring up like fried oil.

"Okay, I understand. Maybe I'm quite busy recently and don't have much time to care about her studies. When she comes back, I'll talk to her."

"You must talk carefully, otherwise this person will be useless." Teacher Tu's tone was both disappointed and disappointed.

After hanging up the phone, I sat alone on the sofa, feeling irritated, as if the fire was about to rise. I knew I shouldn't be angry with Xueqi at this time, but the anger in my heart was almost at its limit. The anger accumulated in my heart these days has gathered into magma, and I feel that it will burst out in the next second. Scenes of scenes quickly passed by my mind like ppt:

Xueqi smiled and got on the car of Ma Bailong... Xueqi's grades declined... Xueqi and Ma Bailong went to the movie side by side... Xueqi and Ma Bailong kissed, Xueqi's cheeks were flushed... Xueqi hid in the quilt and sent a WeChat message with Ma Bailong... Yuezi and James snuggled together, chatting and laughing...

Each scene of these scenes was like a syringe piercing the flesh of my chest, piercing into the depths of my heart. I began to tremble. In fact, every thing of these things had already exceeded my tolerance limit.

I am an ordinary person, I am rational, but I also have feelings.

Sitting on the sofa, I adjusted my breathing. I really wanted to talk to Confinement. Only Confinement can calm me down a little, but Confinement was going to buy vegetables with James. I was the only one at home. I still remember the scene of smiling at each other before they went out together.

My heart became more and more restless. I even began to pace back and forth in the hall restlessly, feeling as uncomfortable as a poisonous snake crawling. For some reason, Xueqi came back today, half an hour later. I began to feel uneasy. At this moment, I suddenly heard the sound of wheels coming from outside. I thought Xueqi had hit her home, so I went out to open the door impatiently, but when the door opened, I was stunned. Outside the door was the Rolls-Royce Phantom of Ma Bailong, and Xueqi was standing next to the door with a red face. Ma Bailong was reaching out from the driver's seat and holding Xueqi's hand. The two of them looked at each other and looked reluctant.

It seems that Xueqi doesn’t have the sad scene after failing the exam, but her face is filled with happiness.

She is already a bitch.

I suddenly thought of it with disheartening heart.

She has completely fallen into a slut, a bitch, a woman polluted by other men's dirty hands.

She is no longer the Xueqi I used to be.

What made me even more chill was that I saw Xueqi holding a newly bought mobile phone in her other hand.

Obviously, Xueqi went to buy a new phone with Ma Bailong before.

This girl has never changed after repeated teachings.

I clenched my fists hard, and my teeth clattered. I finally reached the limit of patience. A crack appeared in my heart that was guarding tightly. All the anger exploded at this moment. I rushed up suddenly, snatched the phone from Xueqi's hand, and then slammed it hard on the ground. Xueqi and Ma Bailong were both stunned.

"Dad...Dad..." Xue Qi looked at the phone that was thrown to the ground by me, and suddenly became stupid.

"I've gone to buy a mobile phone, right?" I looked at Xueqi with a sneer, "Where is the original mobile phone?!"

After I asked this, Xueqi seemed to know the whole story at once, her face turned red and she stopped talking.

"Speak!" I raised the volume, "Don't think I'm a fool. I don't know. Today your teacher called back and I know everything about you at school! I failed the exam, right? I'm away from class, are you playing with your phone? Ah!"

When Xueqi was so scared that she didn't dare to move when she was yelling, she shrank her hands and feet, leaning against Ma Bailong's Rolls-Royce, pursing her lips and not daring to speak.

"I did the exam the day before yesterday. Why didn't you tell me?" I looked at Xueqi coldly, "Don't you want me to know, right?"

Xueqi blushed and looked at me with tears in her eyes. Then she looked at Ma Bailong again, as if her face turned redder because she was ugly in front of Ma Bailong.

Xueqi took a breath, looked at me steadily, bit her lip, and actually talked back to me:

"Dad, stop talking about it, okay? You... will make me look ugly!"

"Uncle? Do you still know it's ugly?" I was really angry and immediately slapped in the face and slapped Xueqi in the face! "I just want to make you ugly, otherwise you really think I'm a fool and can endure you again and again?!"

Although I regretted it when I waved my hand halfway, it was too late.

With a crisp sound of bang, my red palm prints were left on Xueqi's face.

Xueqi took a step back as if she was touched by electricity, covering her red face and looking at me in disbelief.

"Uncle Yang, what are you doing!" Seeing Xue Qi being beaten, Ma Bailong was also anxious. He pushed open the car door and jumped out, clamped it between me and Xue Qi, and looked at me with an unwilling and angry expression, "Uncle Yang, what are you doing? You can say something carefully. Qi Qi is a girl. Even if you are Qi Qi's father, you are not qualified to beat Qi Qi!"

Ma Bailong's look of indignation and his fist clenched his last anger ignited like Mars.

"Yes, I don't have the qualifications, you are right?" I said angrily, "Get out of here, my Qiqi wants you to care about me, and you want you to touch it? Who are you?"

Ma Bailong also blushed, stared at me tightly, clenched his fists, and couldn't speak.

Xueqi covered her face and suddenly burst into tears. Tears slid out from her fingers, but Ma Bailong pulled Xueqi's clothes and said:

"Qiqi, let's go, your father is too much. To be honest, if he wasn't your father, I would have turned against him long ago when he met a man who would be so cruel to his daughter."

I almost waited for this sentence. I had long disliked Ma Bailong. Now when I heard him say this, I was even more polite. I immediately punched Ma Bailong in the face with all his strength!

"My mother, Qiqi's grades have fallen so much, isn't it because of you, a niche?! What do you think of, beast-like things!?"

"Do you really think you have a Ma family behind your back and support me, but I don't dare to hit you?" I roared at Ma Bailong.

Ma Bailong covered his face and staggered back two steps. His face looked very ugly, but he didn't have much anger.

"Dad, what are you doing!" Seeing me attacking Ma Bailong, Xueqi was also anxious and came forward to hold my arm, trying to stop me attacking Ma Bailong. "Dad, are you... are you crazy? This has nothing to do with Xiaolong... Yes, it's because I am not good to myself..."

"I'm crazy? Yes, I'm crazy! I'm fucking crazy." I laughed, "I would indulge you so much before. I'm really crazy, a stupid pig with no brains!"

I glared at Ma Bailong, grabbed his collar, and gritted my teeth and said:

"Get out of here, have you heard it?! Xueqi's things are mine today, and they will be mine all their lives. What are you? Get out of here immediately, don't show up in front of me, and don't come to my Xueqi again. Let me see you together once, and I will beat you once, believe it or not?"

Ma Bailong looked at me calmly. I saw two thin blood flowing out of his nostrils. He was gasping heavily, and a long blood mark appeared on his handsome face. It seemed that his thumbnails had wiped his skin when I slapped him in the face just now.

Xueqi was really stupid. I guess she never saw me angry like this in her life. Indeed, I rarely go crazy to this point in my life. I am a gentle person, but this does not mean that I have no bottom line. The few moves in my life are for the sake of my beloved.

When someone touches the softest piece of cheese in my heart, even if I pull the whole world as a cushion, I will die with him.

I'm such a person.

To put it bluntly, what will happen to the world? Whether it will continue to exist or be destroyed, I actually don’t care at all.

For me, this world is very small, so small that it is just this small villa where Xueqi and I live together. The history of this world is just twenty or thirty years that Xueqi and I spent in the villa together.

If Xueqi is taken away, it is equivalent to the invasion of this world. No matter what the price I pay, I will do my best to fight to the end.

I hadn't figured it out before, and I was wandering between the small and the big.

But the moment I swung that punch at Ma Bailong, I suddenly realized.

It turns out that I have always been a person who only knows the little self.

It can even be said that the whole world is composed of the ego, and we don’t need to deliberately promote the big self. As long as each of us adheres to the ego, the objective laws of society will naturally piece together our ego into the big self. Those who promote the big self are selfish people with kindness and false hearts. Isn’t the ultimate goal of those who promote the big self satisfying the ego?

"Uncle Yang... you're too much..." Ma Bailong looked at me with a stiff face, "It's too sudden, I'm a little confused. I really don't know where I was wrong... Can we tell you slowly... I really like Xueqi. If it's wrong, I will find a way to apologize and make up for it... No matter what I do..."

"Make up?" I sneered, laughing wilder and gently patted Ma Bailong's face, "Do I want you to make up for it? I just started to let Xueqi draw a clear line with you from today. She is my thing and my daughter. I have long...I have been sleeping with her, possessing her, playing with her, just like this!"

As I said that, I hugged Xueqi, who was standing beside me, and then kissed her lips hard!!

Xueqi had been looking at Ma Bailong just now, hesitating, wanting to comfort Ma Bailong, but she was afraid of me. She was at a loss. She was caught off guard and never thought that I would do such a crazy thing. When she realized it, my lips were already pressing against her soft and moist lips!

Xueqi struggled frantically, trying to break me with her hands and push me away, but her strength was too small and she was no match for me at all. I wrapped my bracelets over her body and hugged her. No matter how she kicked her hands and feet, I couldn't break free. At the same time, I sneered and looked at Ma Bailong. I saw Ma Bailong as if she was struck by lightning, and she was standing there, her eyes were dull, as if she had lost her soul.

Am I a beast? I think I am.

Am I a scumbag? I think so is me.

I never think I am a good person, but I never think I am wrong.

I am a selfish person, but I also have my own love.

Sixteen years ago, when I picked up Xueqi, my purpose was not to simply adopt her.

Loli cultivation.

That's right, it's my purpose to cultivate her into my woman and my maid.

After so many years, I seem to have forgotten my original purpose.

But at this moment, I recalled it.

Xueqi was my private property from the beginning, and she should be my private property. Her every frown and smile should be mine. It was me who spent sixteen years to raise her. I watched her cry and laugh every day, and I watched her grow up day by day, why can't I own her?

Why?! Why!??

Bang!

A crisp sound rang on my face, with severe pain.

I came to my senses and lowered my head. What I saw was Xueqi's eyes with tears in her eyes, which contained disappointment, fear, and hatred.

Her eyes were so strange, so strange that she looked like someone else's girl.

"Dad... let go! Let go!" Xueqi frowned and tried hard to break free from my arms. She looked at me like a wolf, retreated to Ma Bailong's side, holding Ma Bailong's hand with her trembling left hand.

"Dad, you...you are crazy!" Xueqi bit her lip in pain, her face full of tears. "Why are you doing this! Why are you doing this!"
To be continued...
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