The gentle sound turned into a wind. The evening breeze slid into the windows of the care room and gently lifted up the curtains. The sunset outside the window had sunk, and the city lights were dotted on the glass windows, outlining a complex and gorgeous painting of the world.

But inside the window, there was a lonely darkness.

She is a girl who loves anime.

The characters with simple lines and the endless story are the driving force behind her survival.

When all the anime has been told, when all the stories have come to an end, and all the characters she once liked, longed for, and loved have achieved a successful ending, her life has no expectations and has come to an end.

Looking at the empty care room, I dug out a micro communication headset from my ears and threw it on the ground. Hu Shubao and I had a communication interruption. The conversation with Xiaowei just now was impossible for me to answer in this way. Xiaowei thought she had finally found someone who resonated with her, but in the end, she was just talking to another self.

The commander's face appeared in the tablet computer on the bedside table:

"Leviathan is dead. The mission is completed, you have done a great job, Xiao Shiyilang." The commander's voice came, "Stay good rest before the anesthetic drugs on you are lifted."

I seemed to hear the sound of soldiers applauding and cheering behind the commander, and the cheers of thousands of people from victory.

The commander's face, which was as strong as axe, flashed in the instant messaging screen, and I withdrew my gaze, lay quietly on the caregiver bed, staring blankly at the zenith.

The snow-white ceiling was empty, but there, I saw three girls' faces, which were Shakoros, Xiaokui and Xiaowei's faces.

For the world, they are monsters that bring destruction and destruction and must be killed.

No one will really care about their inner world, nor will one remember their every move, every frown, smile, voice, appearance and appearance in this world... Every corner they have walked, the places they have been to, the chopsticks, plates, laptops, remote controls, drink bottles, dolls they have held... These things that prove that they have existed will soon be forgotten.

It was all dark, the huge room was empty and dark, and it seemed that you could still hear the three girls laughing here during the day and the mixed footsteps... How angry and lively.

Everyone dies three times.

The first time was when death was buried.

The second time is when people are forgotten.

The last time, it was when even all the objects that recorded the details of your life were wiped out by the wind and sand of time and there were no more marks.

The most tragic and saddest thing about whether to die or not is that the world has forgotten you.

The old military doctor pushed the door and pressed the fluorescent button. A figure followed behind me. I raised my head and saw a messy hair like an octopus. It was Hu Shubao. I noticed that her eyes were red and seemed to have cried.

"Xiao Shiyilang." Hu Shubao stood there and looked at me.

"It's you." I looked at her, weak.

"I've been outside just now." Hu Shubao said with red eyes, "Look at you through the soundproof window. I saw everything from the time she came in and when she left."

"Is that right..." I just looked at Hu Shubao steadily, but didn't know what to say.

The military doctor picked up the wedding dress and put it into an aluminum alloy box with the logistics personnel who came in later, pressed the lock and put three password locks on it.

"I'm sorry... Xiao Shiyilang, I'm sorry for you." Hu Shubao looked at me with tears in his eyes, "It was me who killed Leviathan..."

I smiled:

"What are you saying? Isn't this my mission..."

Hu Shubao shook his head and looked at me seriously:

"Don't lie in front of me as a professional actor. I can see that you are really attracted to Xiaowei."

I was slightly shocked, turned my head and didn't look at Hu Shubao. For a moment, I found that Hu Shubao's face actually overlapped with Xiaowei's face, just like the same person had a different expression, which was difficult to tell.

"Do you want to know more about her?" Hu Shubao asked.

I turned my head and looked at her, but didn't say anything.

"Actually, like Qi Miao and Hua Xiaolan, I can fully understand Leviathan's mood. I feel that we are actually the same person, but we are just standing on different positions, just like clones or shadows, with two hearts. If I were her, I think I would be similar to her, really." Hu Shubao's tone was a little empty, "I can understand Leviathan's mood very much. She likes anime, and I also like anime, but anime is actually just an excuse we find. In fact, what we really want is to simply live and be a child who will never grow up."

Speaking of this, Hu Shubao smiled. She touched her head shyly, smiling like Xiaowei, very sweet and pure.

"When I was young, my parents were very busy and were always away from home. At that time, there were only boxes of toys and animations at home with me. My childhood was spent on anime discs, figures, models and pillows. I was not alone and lonely with anime characters. At that time, there was a boy near my house. He was about the same age as me and my neighbor. He also liked toys and always ran to my house to play. We played house and had a lot of fun. But later, I grew up slowly and moved, so he couldn't run to my house to play. On the day he left, I gave him a lot of cartoon discs and toys. Then I grew up and I moved. Then I got older and I couldn't run to my house to play.

After a little, the eyes of relatives looking at me gradually changed. They started to talk from time to time, saying that I was a child who never grew up, and only knew how to watch animations and play with toys. If you get older, they would say more. They would go around my ears every day and say, "Baby, you are in high school, and you should think about your future and life in the future." "Baby, you should make friends and fall in love like other girls." I know that getting married and having children is something that everyone must experience, and this is a natural law. So I also tried to make friends with others, and even date boys. But I found that I and they are completely different people from each other, and they talked about it.

Celebrity scandals, talking about cosmetics and clothing brands, talking about gossips about other boys or girls, and more often talking about future work pressure and employment prospects... That's not the world I want, I really hate it. I feel that I am out of place with them. How could this world be like this? Why is it so complicated? Can't it be simple? I tried dating a few boys, but they soon broke up with me. They said I was naive, childish like a child who didn't know anything. In fact, I was not as naive as they thought. Commercial banking law, securities issuance management, securities underwriting, stock investment, and movable property pledge

I understand, because I have watched a lot of anime, and I have recorded all the knowledge in it... I can even calculate the impact of the national key river basin water pollution control investment plan on the decline of the stock market at the end of the trading day and the degree of fluctuation on the overseas exchange market. I have that talent, but I really hate those boring things, and I hate those who are obviously naive and vulgar in their hearts and like to pretend to be unfathomable. What I like is simple things, I like simple feelings, just like people in the anime world. But others say I am naive, and my image is so fixed. Everyone calls me a baby, that is not because I am naive."

"Later, I found out that the boy who watched anime with me when I was a child was also in the same school as me. I was so happy that I wondered if he still loved animation like he did back then. I tried to contact him, but he ignored me at all and even alienated me. I found him and asked him why. He said he didn't like otakus. We are no longer children. When we get along with a girl who would carry a dormitory backpack, wear a suspender skirt with a hellokitty pattern, a mobile phone pendant or a cherry macaque model, a model of cherry macaque, I couldn't believe he would say that, and I asked him if the CD I gave him when I was a child was still there. But he told me that he was thrown away by his mother when he moved. At that time, I

It's really sad and sad. It turns out that I've been self-indulging, thinking that there are fools like me and children who don't grow up like me... But I realized that I was so wrong. At first I was very sad, but later I was very angry, but gradually, I didn't care anymore. I didn't care about other people's eyes at all. They think I'm naive, so let them think so, just like I like my anime." Hu Shubao smiled, "That's it, until now, I'm still laughed at as a homegirl who only knows how to watch anime. But I feel very proud. I think if I want to find a boyfriend or even a husband in the future, I must be someone who really loves anime like me and can understand anime."

Hu Shubao said this, and she was in tears. I don’t know how many unpleasant memories she remembered. But after saying this, she stopped crying, but said goodbye to me, told me to have a good rest, and left the nursing room.

That night, I didn't sleep well all night. I kept staring at the ceiling, thinking of Hu Shubao's tears-covered face.

Some people say that animation is naive, some people say that love is naive, and pursuing career, science and truth are the meaning of human life.

But I don't think so. The so-called businessmen and scientists are just people who regard career and science as the best. Fundamentally, they are no different from those who fall in love with something.

Hu Shubao is such a girl who fell in love.

The boyfriend she needs is someone who can forgive and accept her innocence and childishness, and promises her to never grow up with her.

I refused dinner and sat quietly on the caregiver bed alone. The passage of time had no meaning. The lights of thousands of cities filled the room and reflected the window frames on the smooth terrazzo floor.

From the time the lights were on and the lights were off, it was already an evening without realizing it.

I lay there quietly, thinking about all kinds of things, from the individual to the world, from the past to the present, from the sky to the ocean, from the ocean to the universe, thinking about all things in the world, and the future.

Time stayed quietly every minute, and only me and the room remained silent. Just like that, quietly.

There is dusk, and there must be morning.

When I opened my eyes, the room was still the same, quietly guarding me, sleeping peacefully, and there were even shallow dents on the snow-white bed sheets. Was it the sitting mark left by Xiaokui, or Shakoros's, or Xiaowei's?

The dark clouds of last night quietly receded, and the morning sun shone on the ground. Through the transparent soundproof window glass, the double shading of gauze curtains and cloth curtains were dotted on the shiny floor, spreading to every corner of the room, on every grid, and on my face.

Another good morning.

I blinked, moved my feet that had recovered consciousness, and planned to get up.

"Isn't my mental recovery very well?" A clear and joyful voice came from my ears. I turned my head and saw a long black hair flowing on the edge of the bed at my feet. It was Lin Yayue. She was wearing a black dress and a silver dragon-patterned necklace around her neck. She sat at the end of the bed, holding a hardcover black book in her hand.

"Yayue, when did you come in?" I asked.

Lin Yayue looked at me sideways, her lips raised:

"I've been here all the time. Haven't you noticed?"

"Impossible..." I said in surprise. "I obviously didn't see you..."

"When you have no one in your heart, even if she stands in front of you, you can't see her. When you have no one in your heart, even if she is no longer there, she will always be by your side." Lin Yayue said slowly, as if she was reciting a catchy poem.

She closed the book, stood up, fell down her black skirt, then walked to me, reached out to touch my forehead, and said:

"It doesn't seem to have a fever. Yesterday you soaked in the water for so long, it's easy to catch up with the wind and cold."

When Lin Yayue's soft and warm hands touched my forehead, my heart suddenly felt restless.

Lin Yayue's eyes were full of vigor, and even a slight change in my mood could not escape his eyes.

She smiled: "How is it? Do you feel much more comfortable? The temperature of the human body is the best placebo. No matter how low the mood is, you will lose your ice when a warm hand touches you."

I forced a smile and looked at Lin Yayue:

"You are such a good girl, Yayue."

Lin Yayue smiled:

"You are also a good man, an excellent actor. I am good at screenwriters, you are good at acting, and I suddenly feel that we are the most suitable golden partners."

This time, I finally laughed.

"But I don't want to be an actor anymore, I don't want to continue working anymore." I said, "Yayue, I'm going to quit my position as a male guest. I'll quit."

The smile on Lin Yayue's face gradually calmed down, but she did not continue to investigate me on this topic.

"Don't you want to ask about the origin of those monsters?" Lin Yayue suddenly said, "After studying for so long, I have already had some ideas about the origin of 'them'."

"Yeah, you said."

"I think they are not the living bodies of this universe. They come from other universe spaces, that is, the 'different dimensions'. There is a theory in the theoretical physics community called the 'ultimate multiverse' theory. That theory believes that no matter how absurd theorems are, there are corresponding universes. For example, Einstein's theory of relativity, there are relativity universes. Newton's classical mechanics has classical mechanics universes. Even when light moves at the speed of light, objects still abide by the theorems of classical mechanics rather than the theorems of relativity. To expand on, even some absurd theorems of ancient people in history, such as the origin of water and the origin of fire, there are corresponding universes. Whether it is Agni or Shakoros, they are all living bodies supported by different theories of the universe. And the reason they were able to come to our world is because of space overlap."

"Space overlap?"

"Well. The space is overlapping." Lin Yayue nodded, "Do you know how to draw with ps? How do you draw a picture of a little girl picking apples with ps software? Many people will draw this way: they will set two layers, draw a little girl on one layer, draw an apple tree on another layer, and then overlap the two layers, so that it looks like a little girl picking apples on the apple tree. The same is true for space overlapping, space is like a layer, and can also be overlapped. When the two spaces overlap, things in their respective spaces will intersect. In this scenario, you just need to imagine that when two pieces of calligraphy and rice paper with ink are pasted together, the words on the two sheets of paper will permeate and ghostly shadow each other."

I looked at Lin Yayue with admiration and said:

"Yayue, you know so much. Which great scientist came up with this theory?"

Lin Yayue pointed her temples and said proudly:

"Of course it's my original creation. All rights reserved, and violations of the law will be prosecuted."

I smiled.

Lin Yayue continued:

"Looking at your depressed look, be happy. By the way, my grandfather has something to say to you, you can talk to him." Lin Yayue handed me a cell phone. I took the cell phone and the slutty old man Lin Zhongbao heard the slutty voice from inside:

"Hehe, boy, how are you doing recently?"

"Uncle, I haven't seen you for a while, why are you doing?"
To be continued...