Chapter 9 Hypersomnia and Amnesia(1/3)
The military doctor quietly walked into the room. The sunset outside the window gradually fell, like melted gold melting into the end of the urban bulb. The military doctor picked up the wedding dress of Shakolos, walked to the soundproof window of the nursing room, tightened the transparent gauze curtain embroidered with irregular flowers patterns, and the fiery red gauze was imprinted on the white gauze curtain, and the red gauze spread out. The layers were clearly divided under the cutting of the crepe, which seemed more hazy and empty. Through the gaps between the curtains and window frames, I could see the dizzy half-round sunset and the slanting shadows of the building that were stretched by the sunset.
The military doctor walked up to me in flat leather shoes again. He opened the door cover of the microinfusion pump, then used an extra-large syringe to extract the blood inside and put it in a pre-prepared container.
That was the blood of Xiao Kui and Shakolos.
After draining the blood inside, the military doctor handed over the container tube filled with blood to the personnel of the logistics team. They nodded and carried the blood tube away.
"I don't want to continue." I looked at the military doctor and said tremblingly. "I don't want to lie anymore. Just like that, let's end."
The military doctor looked at me, and his old face, which was carved with cracks, twitched slightly, and said:
"You have no choice, Mr. Xiao, because you have already lie. The lies you tell are like a sword stabbed into someone else's chest. Whether you choose to continue stabbing or taking them back, it will always hurt a person's heart."
After a pause, the military doctor said:
"And, your anesthetics have not been lifted yet, and you cannot live without this room. Keep going. The people of the world need you, an outstanding actor. Mr. Xiao." After saying that, the military doctor showed a selfish smile, and then he said to me, "It's almost time, be prepared, Leviathan has come."
"Xiao Wei..."
Leviathan, also known as Xiaowei, is the last of the three girls.
At the same time, emotionally speaking, compared to the other two girls, I think she should be the farthest away from me. After all, my communication with her was just a few chats on the computer.
Moreover, until the meeting, Xiaowei firmly believed that I was a character in the 2D. I don’t know what attitude I should use to meet her now. In her concept, the character in the 2D should be brave and fearless, just like Tom in "Cat and Mouse", no matter what he was smashed or beaten, he would never die.
Amidst the agitation, Xiaowei came in.
I hardly heard the footsteps of her coming in, and even, I didn't notice her. It was not until I retracted my gaze from the sunset embers between the window frames and the curtains that I realized that she had already stood in front of my window.
In the ward dyed red by the sunset, her pink tulip petals, her plump princess is like a dreamy and beautiful burning cloud. The light of the afterglow of the sunset is mixed with her fluttering cherry pink lace skirt, regardless of each other, and is integrated.
I looked at her, and she looked at me.
Just like the bright black eyes sprinkled with thousands of diamond powder filling my face, I can even see my eyes in her eyes.
"Xiao Wei..." I shouted softly, but suddenly became silent again.
"You look much better." She folded her hands in front of her lower abdomen and spoke in a misty voice.
"Actually, I..." I wanted to say what I was thinking, but the old military doctor beside me gave me a warning look. I finally wanted to speak but stopped.
"He just stabilized for the time being, but if he couldn't get blood infusion, his illness would still not be cured." The old military doctor said in the lines prepared in advance.
Xiaowei glanced at him, then sighed, walked to the military doctor, stretched out her jade-like arm. I could see that she was afraid of the pain. When she saw the pillow, she gritted her teeth and forced herself to endure it, just like a child.
Then, the needle was inserted into Xiaowei's wrist, and bright red blood flowed out. After the military doctor explained the time, he left the nursing room again. In the room filled with Xihui, only Xiaowei and I were left.
"Thank you... because of me at that time..." I looked at Xiaowei and said with some guilt. "I'm sorry for you..."
"Stop talking." Xiaowei looked at me and pursed her lips, "I'm not here to listen to your apology, I voluntarily save you. After all, we are all members of the acg world. Do you think so?"
I was stunned and then smiled.
"Yes. We are all. Who is Doraemon's true love?"
"Cowardly, Big Bear!" Xiaowei giggled.
"Why are Superman's underwear worn outside?"
"Because that has both connotation and cool!" Xiaowei said with great interest.
She and I both smiled, but soon, the smile on Xiaowei's face restrained.
"You really like anime. But... why did you lie to me?" Xiaowei looked at me and her eyes became cold.
"I... lied to you?" I was stunned, and then I smiled, "Is that true, have you seen through..."
"Hmph." Xiaowei turned her head, crossed her waist, and hummed in anger like a spoiled child. Then, she suddenly smiled and said:
"Okay, don't be so nervous. Because I knew it a long time ago that you are not a character in the 2D world. In this world, there is actually no 2D at all. I knew it from the beginning. But I believe you are a veteran anime lover, and I can see that you must know many anime masters, know the development direction of many anime, and even know the ending."
I looked at Xiaowei in disbelief and then smiled:
"You know it all... You are really smart. But since you know that I am playing a 2D character lying to you, why do you still believe me so much and cooperate with me? In fact, you can expose me earlier..."
"Because that's not fun." Xiaowei said, "People who really like anime should be like you, willing to use their lives to play a 2D hero role and turn the real world into a 2D. Even if they are seen through, sneered and ridiculed, they insist on it. Others will say that it is a middle school second, that is paranoid, but you will not pay attention to other people's gazes, because you know that their spiritual world is boring, they have no fantasies, no innocence, and only pre-marital property division agreements, price lines, average price lines on electronic screens in stock exchanges, and even the room for famous brand boutique bags purchased by the storefront in order to compare and embellish the storefronts!"
I stared at Xiaowei blankly:
"You know so much."
"Of course." Xiaowei smiled, "because I came here just to clean up this world and make this world simpler and cleaner."
It was only then that when I helped me with the strategy, Hu Shubao showed extraordinary acting skills. Xiaowei is a copy of Hu Shubao, and of course she also has acting skills that are not inferior to Hu Shubao.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because this world has become too complicated. So is society and people's hearts." Xiaowei held the bangs on her forehead, nodded to face the Twilight outside the window, and said softly.
"I have always been paying attention to this world. In the past, people were very simple. Everyone's face was full of smiles. People would not suspect each other or deceive each other. People in that era were full of passion, dreams, and imagination. They believed that there was a temple in the sky. They believed that the world had no end. They believed that evil people would be rewarded and good people would be rewarded. But this era was different. People changed and became complicated... People no longer had dreams. People were addicted to material things and were greedy for pleasure. People with dreams would be overwhelmed by the heavy reality. Gradually, people's imagination was exhausted. They felt that hard work was not as good as the rich father. They felt that lifelong struggle was not as good as the empty text of politicians. They no longer looked up at the stars because they felt that no matter how brilliant the starry sky was, they could not compare to the lanterns in the urban business district..."
Xiaowei turned her face with a smile on her face:
"So I originally wanted to make this world simpler, and if you have a big flood, you will swallow everything, and the world will be simpler."
"But I met you and found you. I think there are still people in this world who pursue fantasy and believe in some simple but beautiful things." Xiaowei smiled faintly, "So I really want to see you, but I don't want to disturb your dreams. Although you lied to me, I think it is also a kind of happiness that you can live in a simple dream. Of course, I also like anime, I like that kind of simplicity... I also like people who like anime. People like you. Anime is a kind of beauty, which can extract the most essence, simplest and most geometric beauty from the complex and chaotic world. When you watch anime, you actually look at your own heart."
I shook my head and said quietly:
"I don't think so."
Xiaowei looked up at me...
I continued:
"In fact, adults are just children who grow up. They are just a group of stubborn children who are unwilling to admit that they are childish and push their chests and belly to brag their awesomeness. People often become rational when they grow up, and then try to devalue their ignorant self when they were young. However, that is unfair. You when you were rational when they grew up and you when they were young are completely different. Why do you evaluate you when you were rational? Being outside of the sensuality, you can't feel the sensuality at all. Why do you deny the sensuality? The so-called maturity and growth are not as good as watching for others. Adults deny animation and deny the simplicity of the world because they are afraid, fear that there is such a fragile and simple area deep in their hearts, which will become their fatal injury. However, it is impossible for them to give up that innate simple thing, until they die."
Xiaowei smiled, smiling like a blooming chrysanthemum artichoke.
"Yes... Maybe, the person who has become complicated is actually me. It is obviously me who has grown up and seeing things has become complicated, but I don't want to admit this fact, so I want the whole world to accompany me so that I can't see the facts that already exist..." She said softly. "Thank you for telling me these. I really don't want to grow up... I really want to pretend to be a child who can't grow up."
"It's okay, I can accompany you to not grow up." I said in a hoarse voice.
Xiaowei smiled a little:
"Okay. Let's watch the animation together. I happened to bring it." She took out a tablet from somewhere, turned on the player like a whim child, then placed it on the head of my bed, and looked with me with relish.
It is a famous cartoon, "Tom and Jerry". In the animation, Tom competes with wits and courage, but in the end, Tom still failed to catch Jerry, but Xiaowei was so excited that she laughed and burst into tears.
The blood from the infusion tube on the wrist flows into the infusion pump.
"Hey, you tell me, why do Tom always be so stupid and never catch Jerry?" Xiaowei asked me with tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Because Tom didn't want to catch Jerry at all, they were the best friends in the world."
Xiaowei looked over and found a comfortable sleeping position. She slept with me, leaned against my head, and watched the animation on the tablet with me.
"You know a lot of anime writers. Do you know the endings of those anime?" Xiaowei asked me inadvertently.
"Ah, I know."
"Then can you tell me the ending of "Cat and Mouse"?" Xiaowei asked me softly.
"That's a sad story... Many years later, Tom is very old, his master no longer likes him, and the new cats in the house always bully him. When the cats threw Tom's food out the door again, Tom dragged his no longer flexible legs and picked up the dusty cheese. He breathed a long sigh of relief, and amid the cats' ridicule, he carefully placed the cheese at the door of the mouse hole covered with spider webs in the corner of the wall."
Tears wet Xiaowei's cheeks, but Xiaowei didn't reach out to wipe them. She continued to ask me questions about various anime:
"Hey, tell me, what happened to Jiongxu in the end?"
"I'm on campus with Serugumi on Sunday."
"Where is the sox cult?"
“Conquering the world.”
"Where is Lulu's shame?"
"After conquering the world, he resigned from his post as emperor, and became a coachman and Xixi to go to the countryside to push his cart."
“Where is the BL notes?”
"Ye Shenyue and I appreciate each other, let go of our grudges, love and hatred and successfully held hands. From then on, the chrysanthemums always bloom at the foot of the Broken Back Mountain."
"Where is Conan?"
"I learned clone technique and seventy-two transformations from Sun Wukong. From then on, I tied the yellow-haired loli with the left and raised the right and the hairy sister..."
"Where are you?"
"I found the big secret treasure and became the man of One Piece Empress."
Xiaowei snuggled beside me like a child, asking constantly, her voice became lighter and softer, and her face was filled with a happy and satisfied smile.
By the end, her voice had become very light, but she still asked me like a curious baby.
"The last question, how are Doraevm and Big Bear?"
At the end of my speech, my voice was already choked, tears kept pouring out, and my vision began to blur. I paused, continued to hold back the constant overflowing tears, and told the final outcome:
"It has been with Big Bear, helping Big Bear find happiness, helping Big Bear take care of the children until they are very old and have not separated... Many years later, Big Bear passed away, Doraemon is already an old man with a beard, so it came to the uninhabited island, watching the sunrise and setting quietly, recalling the beautiful things in the past... After many years, I have been waiting there... never left again."
The faint fragrance of hair floated into my nose along my breath, and the gentle sound gradually faded away, just like the singing of an angel from heaven.
"It's so good...it's all the best endings...so...I have no regrets...thank you, tell me so much...thank you...it's great to meet you..."
To be continued...