Chapter 699 Telling
"Let's talk about it in another place."
Before Li Beiting finished speaking, Song Yan interrupted him and then led him to the end of the corridor.
This is also a VIP private room in the hospital. There is only one ward on each floor, which is very private/confidential. At the end of the corridor is an elevator and there is a large open space.
Song Yan chose a chair casually to sit down, and then looked at Li Beiting quietly.
"I don't mean to force you, so don't think too much. If you don't want to say it, I won't mind..." Looking at Song Yan's pure eyes, Li Beiting couldn't help but explain.
He admitted that although he didn't mind her past, he minded her concealment because Li Beiting believed that Song Yan had not really opened her heart to accept him.
But he wouldn't make her embarrassed.
It is a cruel thing to force someone to reveal his scars. Li Beiting knew how much grief that person would face when facing the past, which is why he has never investigated it.
But Song Yan shook her head expressionlessly: "I just don't want too many people to worry about my past. Since I have raised it with you, it's okay to wash it up and talk about it. You don't have to be so stressed."
This is Song Yan's own choice.
Before going to Q Country, Song Yan had been trying hard to suppress her heart and disguised her life as a harmonious appearance.
But after this experience, Song Yan realized that nothing had passed.
She has been trying hard to restrain herself from attacking anyone, but the emergence of those mercenaries broke the rules.
Song Yan knew her skills. She didn't easily attack others, but once she tried, it was a killer move. When fighting with ordinary people, Song Yan could still restrain herself because she could understand that the other party's strength was much lower than her.
But the murderous aura that the mercenaries carried was coming to the face, making Song Yan feel as if he had returned to the battlefield full of murderous aura, and he could not control himself immediately.
Seeing Song Yan's silent face, Li Beiting felt very distressed.
He was too hasty.
Perhaps he should have investigated it in advance not because he doubted his lover, but because he knew whether he should mention this matter to Song Yan and what to say after it was mentioned.
I'm not as helpless as I am now.
But Li Beiting didn't want to ask now, but Song Yan had the desire to talk.
The heavy pressure of the past made her breathless. Perhaps finding someone she trusted to tell her can make her feel more relaxed.
"Come and sit next to me, I want to tell you."
Song Yan's eyebrows and eyes were lowered, his expression was complicated, but his voice was firm without a trace of hesitation.
Seeing Song Yan say this, Li Beiting sat down.
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Song Yan gently leaned his head against Li Beiting, and Li Beiting reached out to bring her over, so that she could have a support.
The familiar breath brought stability, and Song Yan finally fell into memories.
"I met Ximen, about eight years ago, and then I was only... fifteen or sixteen years old, and I can't remember it."
Song Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.
"Because that period was too painful for me and I lived like a year, so I didn't remember it carefully, and count it every day."
Song Yan didn't say that she went to the battlefield with the determination to die.
Anyway, it’s a dying person, why bother to count the life?
But this topic was too sad. Anyway, she stopped mentioning it.
Li Beiting is such a keen person. He can naturally connect it based on various performances. The woman who is lying in his arms and tells quietly must be very desperate at that time.
So he could probably guess Song Yan’s thoughts.
But Li Beiting still said nothing, and used force to hug her tighter.
"I can't remember the scene of my acquaintance, because I was lying in a drowsy under the tree. Ximen came from a distance and almost stepped on me. Then he rescued me. He told me these things later, and I don't know what happened at that time."
Song Yan felt that there was probably no need for Ximen to lie on such matters.
She was hit by seven piercings, two of which were stabbed in a fatal position. If she hadn't met Simon, she might have had the opportunity to recount these pasts at this moment.
Fortunately, Ximen was skilled in medicine and took nearly a month to rescue her.
It’s not a big mistake for the two to have a good relationship. Song Yan trusts Ximen so much, and it turns out that the two have a life-long friendship.
At this time, Li Beiting was relieved.
All men will be jealous and stingy about their beloved women, but wise men can tell who this stingy should be.
Men should be grateful for their wife's life-saving benefactor.
"Why did you appear on the battlefield?"
Li Beiting was puzzled.
Although there was not much investigation into Song Yan, Li Beiting also knew that Song Yan had a stable family. How could children from ordinary families come into contact with such a dangerous environment as the battlefield?
"I've been abducted."
Song Yan smiled bitterly.
"At that time, an old man was selling candied haws in front of me, but I had no money in my hand, so I could only watch it. Then, after some reason, I followed him in a fascination. When I walked into an alley, my eyes turned dark and I lost consciousness."
Until now, she didn't know whether the old man who abducted her at that time or someone else.
Or rather, the old man and those people are accomplices.
Anyway, the final result was that she was taken to a remote place.
"I had enough skills at that time, of course, far from now. I escaped from those people and unknowingly arrived at the front line of the battlefield."
No one knows what happened at that time.
Even Song Yan's parents were unaware of it.
If it weren't for the shallow scars that still remain in the heart and mouth, Song Yan would even suspect that everything was just his dream.
But in order to give her a memory, Song Yan only applied other wounds to the medicine that Ximen gave her, but she left the wounds in her heart.
As a memory of that time.
"Actually, the whole experience was very short, only about three months, but I met someone at that time. He taught me kung fu and taught me the knowledge of self-protection, but in the end he left without saying goodbye and left myself alone in that hell."
Song Yan can no longer recall how she came out of that kind of Shura field at that time.
That is war, a real war.
There were dead people everywhere and gunfire everywhere. Song Yan accidentally fell into a melee and barely retreated to a safe place with the stolen weapons, but finally met a general.
The two finally started a fight, and with the sabre he snatched and the strong will to survive, they killed the man.
Chapter completed!