Chapter 698 Feelings
In the eyes of outsiders, he is the pride of heaven and the only descendant of a family, but who can know the sadness and pressure in it?
"Well, since this is your choice, I won't force you to stay, but you have to take care of yourself and we will get together again when you come back next time."
Song Yan did not force it.
Gathering and separation is the norm in the world, and Song Yan could have accepted this result calmly before.
Maybe it was her trip to Q Country that made her feel too much, so she became more attached to the feelings in the world.
But Ximen was an independent person, and she could not use her friend's feelings to bind him.
"grateful."
Ximen glanced at Song Yan deeply.
Ximen believed that if the two had not met as patients and doctors, they might have had feelings for the tough and tenacious woman in front of him.
However, Ximen had already set rules for himself to not have emotional disputes with the patient, because emotions would shift his reason and thus he could not objectively judge the patient's condition.
Therefore, since they met, their relationship has been very pure.
Although Ximen realized that he seemed to have a different feeling for her, he had no intention of going deeper.
People like him who live one day or another may disappear into this world one day.
Being with other women is a delay for them.
It’s better to get along like an ordinary friend now, chat occasionally, or even have good luck to meet and have a drink together.
Even if you separate at that time, it will not be heartbreaking.
Now that Song Yan already has his own family, he can rest assured.
The slump was just a moment, and the next second Ximen smiled again: "Okay, don't make it like separation from life and death. I've been free on the battlefield for nearly ten years. When the bullet sees me, I'll turn a corner. I won't die there. When the war is over, I'll come to you to reminisce about the past."
The little joke made by Ximen broke the dull atmosphere.
So Song Yan patted Ximen's shoulder like a buddy: "The sky is great, the earth is great, and you have the greatest life. No matter what, you have to save yourself. If you sacrifice, it will be a loss for all mankind."
"Haha, I know, I have no advantages, my biggest advantage is to cherish my life."
Ximen didn't care how dangerous the place he was going to.
"Don't worry, I will definitely come back to see you alive."
At this time, the phone in Ximen's pocket rang rapidly.
He picked up his cell phone and looked at it. Ximen cursed angrily: "This old man is really, he stares at me every day like a surveillance camera, and he will call me even if he comes out for a while."
Judging from Ximen's expression, it is probably his master.
He complained, but Song Yan could feel that Ximen actually enjoyed the relationship between their master and apprentice.
Perhaps for people like him, feelings are also very precious things, and the master cares about him is the source of his peace of mind.
Although the master would scold him when he met, his meticulous care and constant care made him feel that he really existed and that his existence in this world is of value.
"Hey, old man?"
But respect is one thing, and the rebellious factor in Ximen's heart has not subsided.
"What's the matter with me? I've just come out for a while and you're going to find me. Do you want to use a rope to block me on your belt?"
"A evil disciple! Come back quickly and find you if you have something to do."
The dean is now nearly 70 years old, and no one dares to call him an old man except this evil disciple in his life.
Unfortunately, this apprentice is really a genius, and the dean can't bear to beat and scold too much.
After a long time, I can only accept his big or small.
"What's the matter?"
Ximen is still out of tune.
"I have something to do now."
"I'll tell you when you come back, hurry up, don't talk nonsense."
After saying that, the dean hung up the phone.
Although he has never explained what happened, it is indeed very important to listen to his tone.
Ximen was not in a hurry and knew that the master was anxious now, so he said goodbye to Song Yan: "My master is asking me for something. I'll go there now and come back to find you after I finish my work."
"OK."
Song Yan happily agreed.
"Go, the matter of master is the most important."
Looking at Ximen's hurriedly leaving, Song Yan couldn't help but chuckled.
"On the surface, the master ran away faster than anyone else when he had something to do. Ximen is so old, why do he always like children to be quarrels like a child?"
As he said that, Song Yan was even helpless.
Li Beiting, who was standing quietly beside him, felt uncomfortable.
He hugged Song Yan in his arms: "You two seem to have a good relationship."
Song Yan didn't notice it yet and nodded and responded: "This is one of my few friends. We can't meet twice a year, but we can always talk together when we meet. It's very easy and happy to get along with him."
"Don't you get along with me easily?"
Li Beiting was jealous.
"You didn't even look at me when you just talked to him. Are you attracted by him?"
At this moment, Song Yan felt Li Beiting's little emotion.
"What!"
Song Yan patted Li Beiting's chest lightly.
"What are you thinking all day long?
We have known each other for many years, and the relationship is pure, okay?"
Li Beiting was still unhappy: "I don't care. I've never seen anyone you talk to so happy."
"He is my brother's savior, how can I be unhappy?"
"My brother's life-savior is obviously the dean, okay? He just helped him."
Li Beiting was not satisfied with Song Yan's statement.
"Why didn't I see you and the dean have a good relationship?"
"Because he saved me too."
Just a few short words made Li Beiting completely silent.
It turned out that the two met at the beginning because Song Yan was injured.
But what kind of injuries did Song Yan suffer to meet such people?
Just now, when he heard the conversation between them, he learned that Ximen had always liked to wander on the front line of war, and how Song Yan knew him and asked him to heal himself.
Song Yan blurted out his words just now, and at this moment, he was also a little stunned.
She didn't want to mention these past events again.
It’s not that he didn’t treat Li Beiting as his partner and wanted to deliberately conceal him, but Song Yan thought that his experience was too bloody and cruel, and he could only add to his sadness when he said it. After hearing this, Li Beiting could do nothing but feel sorry for him.
So Song Yan wanted to bury that past with time.
But now he accidentally said it. If he continues to keep silent, will he feel depressed?
"If you really don't want to say it, don't force it. I'm willing to wait until the day when you open your heart."
Chapter completed!