Holding your knees with your hands, curled up in the corner of the room. You often tremble because of the waves of uneasiness, afraid to understand the "reality". Close your heart tightly, find a place to live in the sweet lies. Escape to dreams and dye the unknown lonely ocean pale. Hide your loneliness, miss it painfully, and carve scars on your heart. The secret in your eyes seems to be about to suck in. I will hold the warm love hidden in the truth after your smile. Now, the warmth that seems to disappear with a gentle touch has been abandoned and overflowed from your heart. I will always be by your side, so please don't get lost in the shadow of sadness.

Dimensional mobile fortress "time and space courtyard".

"Is this really good for me to do this? Alicea! Is it really okay for me to do this? Alicea! I dare not love her, love Fite who regards herself as my mother. If, if I fall in love with her and fall in love with such excellent Fite, I will be addicted to the happiness now, then, I really may forget Aicea. Then, isn't Alicea too pitiful?" Precia Testrosa, who is already fifty-nine, gently stroked the glass pillar of Alicia Testrosa who is loaded with her daughter, and cried in a low voice.

Such a weak posture really doesn't look like an S-level magician. However, this is understandable. Women are made of water, and no matter how strong they are, they are still water. They always have a weak side.

Just a few minutes ago, Fitt followed Precia's order to manage the World No. 97 to collect the ancient heritage "Seed of the Holy Stone". This is an act of crime.

Precia Testerosa is the mother of Fite Testerosa, or the creator of Fite.

Presia has a failed life.

Failure of marriage.

Presia got married at the age of 23 and gave birth to her daughter Alicia at the age of 28. Because there is no intersection in life, Presia divorced when her daughter Alicia was two years old and worked in a company in the industrial belt. So far, she has never gotten married again, and became a single mother and took Alicia. Presia's emotional life can be said to be very failed.

Career failure.

Presia was once the third director of the Central Technology Development Bureau in Mead's history 26 years ago. When she was using the dimensional navigation energy-driven furnace "Hedra", she used illegal materials for experiments, which resulted in failure. As a result, it triggered a medium-sized dimensional earthquake. Therefore, it was exiled by the central government and moved to remote areas. A rare S-level research mage who achieved this level in her career has to be said to be a very failure.

Family failure.

The single-parent family did not have much impact on Alicea. In other words, Precia Testerosa's care for Alicea made Alicea not feel the sadness of the single-parent family. Although Alicea, who is alone at home most of the time, is also a little lonely. Alicea once told her mother that she wanted a sister, perhaps, so that she would not be lonely. However, this small wish is very troubled for Precia, who has failed emotionally.

Alicia was a healthy and lively girl when she was four years old. She was loved by everyone in the institute. At the age of five, she picked up a light brown bobcat near the institute. Alicia named the cat "Linise". At that time, Precia was promoted to the design director of a certain project, responsible for the development of a large magic drive furnace.

Because Precia was in the last drive furnace development test, his job was relatively strict and the test was difficult. Moreover, Precia wanted to take Alicia outside to play. She was eager to take her holiday and quickly completed the last test work without any effort.

However, he was not happy for Precia at all, because the driver furnace began to lose control under the illegal operation of the director's assistant. If the test fails, it will be damaged or accidents, and the company's credit will be damaged. In this case of out-of-control, the safety measures applied for were almost rejected by senior management and assistant director. They believed that if the out-of-control drive furnace was transferred to a safe area, the driver would be re-made.

The furnace. Precia should have the safety responsibility of preventing dangers such as losing control and stopping the machine, but she may not be able to do it. When the furnace is out of control, the energy generated by the furnace is combined with oxygen and converted into light and heat. The particulate energy that reacts with oxygen will also react with oxygen in the blood, which will eventually lead to the death of Alicia and Lenith at the same time. As a mother, she did not protect her daughter, allowing Alicia to die under the sequelae of her own experiment. This is a huge blow to Precia.

The failure of marriage, career, family, daughter's departure, and the end of the failure of Presia, who had nothing, can be said to be very failures.

However, even if you have such a failed life, you cannot deny that Presia is a good mother. Who can persist for more than ten years for her dead daughter, let her experiment with illness, find ways to sacrifice her future! Most people can't do it at all! When the child dies, they lose their minds for a while and are willing to exchange their lives for their children to live. Many people can do this, but who can persist for more than ten years? Not much! Presia did it. No matter what happens later, Presia can be said to be a good mother, a poor good mother.

Precia lost her biological daughter in the initial accident and Alicia Testerosa. The final research she conducted was different from the Servant Demon, transcending the Servant Demon's artificial life and the secret technique to revive the dead. It is a taboo secret technique. The name "Fett" was the development code of the plan she was studying at that time.

After Alicia's death, Presia was engaged in magic research in other areas and bought a dimensional mobile fortress, "The Garden of Time". In order to wake up, Presia stayed in the Garden of Time to continue to study, and organized a development team to conduct a research on artificial living organisms called "F?A?T?E Project".

Priscia first cultivated Alicia's cells as materials, and after completion, she gave her original memory. After only a few years, she created a complete body, which is all the bodies that Fitte had. But her awakening consciousness was quite vague and she could only have simple conversations. The happy memories of Alicia and her mother still existed in her mind, and she also had her deep feelings for her mother. Alicia did not inherit Priscia's magical qualification, but Fitte inherited. The brilliant magic light of Fitte made Prescia unable to bear it. Because in her eyes, it was exactly the same as the ominous light that took away everything she had at that time.

Although Fite inherited some of Alicia's memories and emotions, due to the fundamental differences in character, habits, and magic qualifications, Fite was regarded by Precia as a "failure". Precia could only use illegal taboo techniques and made the bobcat Lilith a magician to cultivate Fite and educate her to become a first-class magician. Finally, Precia named her "F?A?T?E" with the planned name "F?A?T?E".

Precia Testerosa did not have feelings for Fit. At the beginning of Fit's birth, Precia was very happy, but seeing that Fit and Alicia were completely different, Precia almost collapsed. Fit is Fit, not Alicia.

Not sure how to face this creature, Fitt, Presia, let her go, and even made Fitt a tool for combat.

Precia is a kind mother. In her life, Alicia is far more important than her career. That full of maternal love is almost instinctive for Precia. Fitt is her daughter no matter what, and she can't help but love in her heart. However, Precia is afraid that she will be quiet and forget Alicia in happiness after she gets kind to Fitt. Fitt is so outstanding, gentle, kind, and qualified. It can be said that he inherits everything about himself. Looking at Fitt, Precia feels that he sees another self. How can Precia not love such a cute daughter?

She wanted to love but didn't dare to love. Fitt's existence made Presia at a loss, so Presia, who was in a very conflicted mood, developed depression. She treated Fitt very rudely and irritable, and she would get fucked if she was not satisfied. She kept belittling Fitt in her heart, in order to make Fitt's position in her heart become low, because she dared not love Fitt, so she could only hate her!

But even though Precia treated Fite like this, Fite still loved Precia. The cold abuse and cruel life did not erase Fite's hope. He hoped to go back to the past and back to the time when his mother smiled gently. He hoped that his mother could smile again. He could call herself gently again and bring a beautiful garland to herself.

In order to make her mother smile again, Fitt even had no objection to Presia's request to commit crimes and collect the seed of the Holy Stone.

But Fitt's wish is just a wish. Fitt is Fitt, not Alicia Precia Testerosa's smile blooms for Alicia, not for Fitt.

"My mother didn't smile at me in the end. The reason I wanted to live was because I wanted her to accept herself. I didn't care how dissatisfied she was with me... nor did she care how cold she was with me... but... I just hope she could smile."

"I want to live to make my mother accept myself. For me, there is no other reason to live. I always feel that if I can't do this, I can't live. Just choosing to abandon is not possible, and choosing to escape... is even more impossible."

Presia dared not love the living Fite because she was afraid of forgetting the dead Alicia, so she could only hate the living Fite. But no matter what, both of them were her daughters, and the palms and backs of her hands were flesh. What could she do? She dared not love, dared not hug, and dared not be a little good to Fite, just because she was afraid of forgetting Alicia, leaving Alicia with only one person left...
Chapter completed!