Chapter 124 Can I collapse?

Ye Zhulan is not as good as Sun Sun's singing, but she also likes to sing. She can sing many songs, but most of them can only hum a few lines. "I Want to Have a Home" is a song that Ye Zhulan can sing a few lines.

"I want to have a home, a place that does not need to be gorgeous. When I am tired, I will think of it. I want to have a home, a place that does not need to be very big. When I am frightened, I will not be afraid..." Ye Zhulan sang here and paused. Her beautiful eyebrows frowned for a while and then let go, "I forgot the words."

"Ye Zi sang better than Tang Mei." Sun Sun laughed, but did not continue singing. She felt a little strange. Now the three of them have their own homes. If three of them form a home in the future, wouldn't it be a little weird?

Ye Zhulan smiled proudly, and it turned out that she was even more powerful than Tang Mei, who was quite powerful.

"It's a pity that we can't see today's performance, and we don't know if Tang Mei can win the award... But I've watched the rehearsal of Aimu's program, and most of them can win the Best Program Award. If Tang Mei's program cannot win the award, she will be embarrassed." Sun Sun thought about Tang Mei's character, Tang Mei is the kind of person who wants to do the best in everything.

"It shouldn't be impossible to win the prize... the school dares not give her face." What Ye Zhulan envies most is that Tang Mei can be late and leave early at will, come whenever she wants, and leave whenever she wants. No teacher or leader dares to care about her. Ye Zhulan asked her father, and her father said that it was because Tang Mei's parents should be big and big, that's privilege. Ye Zhulan doesn't envy Tang Mei's parents as big as big and thinks that her parents are good, but it would be even better if she could skip classes and go out to play with Qin An every day.

"But if she still sang so badly last night..." Sun Sun stopped talking. She didn't want to remind Ye Zhulan and Qin An to spare the topic of last night.

It was only then that Ye Zhulan and Sun Sun noticed that Qin An had not said anything.

He stared at the window in a daze, his eyes empty without focal length, and there were some wet marks on the edges of his eyelashes.

"Qin An, does it still hurt?" Sun Sun asked hurriedly. Could it be that he and Ye Zhulan accidentally touched him wherever he was just now?

"Did I kick you?" Ye Zhulan forgot as soon as she lay beside Qin An, and hurriedly stepped back a little.

"No... I'm just thinking, maybe Tang Mei's "I Want to Have a Home" is very good. Her singing skills and skills are not as good as Sun Sun, but Tang Mei sang the best in singing this song." Qin An let go of Ye Zhulan's hand, rubbed his eyes inadvertently, put his fingers back next to Ye Zhulan's hand, shook gently, and finally held Ye Zhulan's soft little palm tightly again.

"Why?" Sun Sun said dissatisfiedly. She didn't want to lose to Tang Mei, and she didn't want to lose to her, let alone Qin An said this in terms of her best expertise.

"Because some songs can't be sung well just by knowing the tunes and lyrics. To integrate into your own feelings, it's not possible to rely on imagination alone. You must experience it to sing the unique flavor in the lyrics... Tang Mei's understanding and persistence in home, you two cannot be compared with her for the time being." Qin An didn't know if this was God's will. If he was not injured, he went to the auditorium today. When Tang Mei sang such a song alone on the stage, could he still stand the emotions that were swirling in his heart wrapped in almost indifferent reason.

Qin An knew very well about himself and Tang Mei. If there were bystanders who understood everything, he could not escape the infatuation of hypocrisy and unfaithfulness. He could look at all this rationally, just because he knew that he could never let impulsive and moved to dominate his feelings like ordinary people. Tang Mei's current attitude has not changed at all. When he was moved by her and captured by her, it means that he must hurt more girls.

Feelings are not something that can be measured, but choose with the most indifferent, realistic and heartbreaking reason, that is, Ye Zhulan's weight alone is enough to prevent Qin An from choosing Tang Mei, let alone Sun Sun?

These two girls were too heavy in Qin An's heart. Without them, he disappeared, and went to the world with them to find them. For them, a man was unwilling to die because of his family, wife, daughter, father, brother, and friend, but eventually disappeared. A common, mature, successful, gentle and melancholy man in the eyes of the public would create a murder without emotion.

It's all because of them.

Feelings are never measured by how much they are paid, and they are not chosen by reason. From the moment Qin An stood in the cement basketball court of the town junior high school and looked at Ye Zhulan, he knew that no matter how he made a choice, he was wrong.

But you can't be wrong again, you must be a little different.

Qin An would not just give up Tang Mei like this. It is impossible whether it is the women he has now or the women he has.

Tang Mei pressed Qin An’s weight on the scales was her, her daughter, and a family of three.

When Tang Mei was singing "I Want to Have a Home" on the stage, Qin An believed that if he stood there, he would not only choose her because of this, but he would definitely be very disappointed and completely destroy his plan. He would expose his relationship with Tang Mei in front of Ye Zhulan and Sun Sun, which was far beyond the imagination of the two girls.

Perhaps at that time the girls would understand where Tang Mei came from and how they were self-indulgent words, but at the same time they would do things that Qin An could not predict. Ye Zhulan and Sun Sun could accept each other. That was when they didn’t have much understanding of love and life, because Qin An had been working hard for two years.

Let them accept Tang Mei? In Qin An's opinion, at least in recent years, there is no hope at all. He can only let Tang Mei accept it first, and then let them accept Tang Mei with the cooperation of Tang Mei.

Just like he started with Sun Sun first—

A chapter "External Chapter: Qin Anya" will be released tomorrow, and "Qin Qin Eighteen Years Old", which are all free versions published in the public chapter. Although it is an external chapter, it seems that it has nothing to do with the progress of the main storyline, but it is still in the main storyline.
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