Yini has always had a good reputation in the sect, and with Yini's special identity, she has always been cared for by her senior sisters. Fenghua said that she was arranging people to accompany Yini to experience. In fact, except for the two skilled people, Yini decided the others by herself.

Therefore, although Yini is still in a low mood, she is never unhappy. Not only do she see and hear many things she didn't know in the past, but her practical experience is much richer than the past.

Yini has met many masters in the martial arts world, including from the same sect, from other sects, and from no sects. Yini has participated in many dangerous battles, and some are the starting points for the interests or reputation of the sects, but more are the personal grudges and hatreds of senior sisters, friends they know, friends and friends.

Yini never thought that killing people or destroying the entire manor, a gang could be so happy. Looking down at some weak and humble enemies, the decisions of himself and his companions dominated the lives and deaths of the enemies. He proudly held the sword and stood in the center of the corpse, standing in the fire, looking at the fire lit in front of him, and looking around at the enemies who died in the hands of himself and his companions, Yini felt sad.

The sadness arising from the tragic death of the weak enemy. "It's great to live." Yanni sighed.

Yini also saw many joys and sorrows, the death of her companions, and after killing the enemy for her friends, he rescued his or her lover and the joy of her relatives. What Yini is most unforgettable is that in order to help save her friends, Yini and her senior sisters killed a total of 89 people, including 19 women.

In that battle, Yini saw five extremely touching lovers in the small gang who died in front of her, one man and one woman committed suicide because of her lover's death. The nine people died in that battle, and for the sake of the reunion between the friend and the lover, so many people were separated.

But it was still a beautiful victory, originally like this. Even if many of our own people died, even if there were men and women and lovers separated, no one said anything because of this. People are in the world, and wherever they are favored, help is inevitable. There will be death in battle, and no one will say anything.

It's always time for you to need help from others.

It was still a beautiful victory, but soon after, Yini felt it was ridiculous. During the few days when her friend's wife was arrested by the little gang, she was humiliated by a man who had died in the little gang number 20, which was completely humiliated. Originally, no one knew about it except the woman herself.

But the woman confessed her experience to her man for those days. "What a fool!" Yini always muttered to herself when she thought of this. Therefore, the woman rescued by everyone was neglected and then abandoned, and the woman did not even have the courage or face to beg.

This is indeed ridiculous. If so many people died, let alone the enemy. Nine people died in battle and rescued them, it was not long after that. If so, why would he sacrifice so many people to save her?

Yini didn't know what other people thought later, but Yini thought it was ridiculous. To eliminate evil and evil? Yini would not have any emotion about this noble slogan. If it weren't for the woman being arrested, would the man shout slogans and fight to the death? Will he and other companions who were going there at that time? Yini has always been a selfish person. Of course, Yini believes that this so-called evil is just a noble based on his own interests.

That woman wanted to commit suicide and end her life. Yini accidentally meddled with other people's business, because Yini met her, Yini felt that this woman was really pitiful and even sad.

Yini shook off the long sword that the woman wanted to use to commit suicide. The woman was called Lu Feng. Lu Feng failed to commit suicide. She knelt on the ground with a sad face, supported her hands, and cried loudly, "Sister Yini, don't stop me, what else do I have to live in the world? What else is worth my nostalgia..."

Yini squatted down in front of Lu Feng, and said in a light tone, "Sister Lu Feng, if you die, he will live happier." "Why? Is it not worth my determination to die, and it is not worth his tears for me, and it is not worth reminding him of his past?" Lu Feng cried for a while, and his excitement gradually calmed down. Yini's words were very exciting to Lu Feng, and Lu Feng subconsciously answered.

"Maybe they will cry, maybe they will remember. What after they cry? How many times can they miss it? He is selfish and everyone is selfish. Because of your failure to be honest, his selfish desires cannot tolerate it. Because of your unfortunate experience, he is secretly a joke around him, so he wants to dump you. Only by throwing you away and throwing you out of his own world and life circle can he make himself better." Yini said softly, not angry about Lu Feng.

Lu Feng shook his head and said, "No. He is not the kind of person you said, it is not good for me. I was insulted that way, and he could no longer accept that I was right, it was not his fault." Lu Feng denied Yini's words and denied it excitedly. In Lu Feng's eyes, he was not such a person.

"When you die, he will be very happy. A woman who was abandoned by him committed suicide for him is an honor, an honor that makes him proud. He will have other women, other love, and other warmth. When you die, there will be nothing, you can see or feel anything. He may miss you occasionally for a moment, or shed a few tears when he heard about your death, and then you will be gone. He is still alive, and there are other women, enjoying other warmth. Many years later, if he is still alive, at most, only your name will be remembered, and even your appearance will become blurred, and even your name will be difficult to remember intact."

Yini said it was fast and slow, and Lu Feng's breathing was fluctuating when he heard it. The mood of his original intention to commit suicide became contradictory and painful, and he struggled and said, "No! He is not that kind of person. I want to ask him. If you don't believe it, go and ask him with me."

Yini continued to say in a light tone, "Ask him? What should he ask him? What would he do if you die? With his personality, he should ask you so excitedly that he would not do stupid things, and even let you return to him because he was afraid that you would do stupid things. Then what? Maybe ten days, maybe ten months, maybe a few years later, he will still remember and still cannot accept you."

"You will be attracted to other women, and gradually transfer your mind to another woman, and gradually dislike you, and abandon you in the ridicule of others. Then what? Do you commit suicide again? If you are lucky, repeat this process again? If you are willing, if you still have to be stubborn, now ask him, maybe you can return to him, maybe he comforts you with warm words, and then leave. At that time, you can still commit suicide, as long as you are alive, you can commit suicide."

Lu Feng looked confused and gradually no longer knew what to do. He had no desire to live, no place to rely on, and had no reason or persistence.

"People are selfish, and you are also selfish. You have nowhere to vent your pain, so you just want to die, and you want to leave something in his heart with death, and maybe you want to make him regret and suffer. You are also selfish. Not many people will live for others. Your own feelings are more important than everything. Don't think that you are great. You are actually very selfish, no different from him. Do you want to deny it? You are selfish. You don't think of him and commit suicide, but you can't stand your own pain. Think carefully, how selfish you are."

Yini said, slowly got up, chuckled, and murmured, "You are just a pair of selfish ghosts. You said, why should I stop you from committing suicide?" Yini slowly left, leaving behind Lu Feng, who was in a complicated and conflicted mood, and ignored him again.

Lu Feng did not commit suicide later, but entered Lingjiu Palace. Originally, Lu Feng was a sect-less person, and Lu Feng became Yini's companion. Lu Feng thanked Yini and said that she had figured it out and would not do such stupid things again. After Lu Feng thanked him, Yini murmured to himself:

"What did you figure it out? Thank me what? In fact, whether you commit suicide or not can't change the essence of selfishness. What does it have to do with whether you die or not?" Yini lay on the table, filled with inexplicable sorrow. Yini always thinks of rebelliousness frequently.

Thinking of the dead person, the person who could not even get rid of death, Yini had long forgotten why she hated him as strongly as she had, and had long forgotten the feeling of hatred. Yini really wanted to remember, at least she could enrich herself.

Even if it is just a taste of hatred that makes oneself unhappy, it is better than emptiness.
Chapter completed!