Yan Xiaoxiao doesn't understand.

Lin Luoyu said that with a smile. Yan Xiaoxiao didn't understand why she couldn't be with Chen Leng, but she knew that the smile on Lin Luoyu's face was not a real smile. Lin Luoyu was a woman who looked very beautiful when she smiled, but the smile on her face was not that beautiful now.

"elder sister."

Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't help asking: "Why?"

"I was an outsider."

Lin Luoyu raised her hand and straightened Yan Xiaoxiao's hair. She said seriously: "At the beginning, I already had the desire to die. It was not because I was hurt much, but because I could not make me safe in this world. Some people had the desire to die because of all kinds of ups and downs, and some people had the desire to die because of all kinds of blows."

She looked at Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes and said, "But I was different at that time. I felt that I could not be comfortable when I was alive. As long as I was still alive, I would be in a state of distraction."

She slowed down for a while and continued, "I chose not to die at that time because I saw the relationship between Chen Leng and Cha'er. I didn't believe it at first, so I planned to stare at it. If there was a trace of falsehood, I expose the beauty, but I was wrong."

"I saw their relationship and practiced and cultivated my mind, so I believed in the beauty of this world. But Xiaoxiao, an excellent man is attractive, and it is no different from an excellent woman's attraction to a man."

"I've been watching it for too long, and I have selfish thoughts."

Lin Luoyu closed her eyes, leaned against the carriage and said in a plain tone: "You don't have to be sad for me, I don't feel sad in my heart. I know what kind of person I am, so I can't get closer. If I get closer, I might be longer."

She said slowly, "That is sin. I live in the relationship between Chen Leng and Cha'er. If I become the one who destroys this beauty, sin will not be forgiven."

"But sister."

Yan Xiaoxiao said, "You have also said that no one can break the relationship between the General and Miss Cha'er."

"I know."

Lin Luoyu still closed her eyes and said, "Xiaoxiao, there are not so many great people in this world. You know my personality and thoughts in doing things, and I also know my methods and strategies for doing things. If a person is accidentally distorted, he will have the idea that he cannot let others last forever even if he can't get it. That's not the scene I want to see, nor is it what I want to be. It's so ugly to think about it."

She opened her eyes and looked at Yan Xiaoxiao and said, "How good I am to be free. If someone is not by his side, I have to be free. He is free. He is also free and the more I look at it, the more I like it, the more I look at it, the more I feel obsessed with it, whether it is good or not, it is too unrestrained."

Yan Xiaoxiao opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say.

"I'm not sad."

Lin Luoyu closed her eyes again: "I was not sad from the beginning, I was just regretful."

"I'll accompany you."

Yan Xiaoxiao was silent for a while and said, "I said that the garden in Chang'an City is from me and Gao Xiaoyang, and that is from me and Gao Xiaoyang. I don't refuse, but I won't stay in Chang'an for a long time. I will be wherever my sister is."

"You are different from me."

Lin Luoyu said: "You still have a chance to live a better life."

"A man?"

Yan Xiaoxiao shrugged: "Why should women think that having a man around them is beautiful? I don't think so. In addition to supporting themselves, women can also eat and wear and go wherever they want, and buy whatever they want. Why bother with men?"

"Although I'm not sad like my sister, I really don't have any accumulation in my heart?"

Yan Xiaoxiao shook her head: "I don't want it."

Lin Luoyu suddenly woke up and she had forgotten that she didn't want to be such a person. How could Yan Xiaoxiao be willing?

She might really admire Ye Liuyun, but Ye Liuyun had a family, but later the storm of wind and clouds in Chang'an City were surging. In order to protect the family affairs, Ye Liuyun sent people to somewhere.

"How proud I am."

Yan Xiaoxiao raised her chin slightly: "Let me be a little girl? How is that possible? After all, I am the best-looking one among the assassins, right?"

Lin Luoyu laughed: "You are right, I am paranoid. I think it's for your own good, but I'm just for your own good, but I never asked you what kind of good you want in your heart."

She smiled and said, "Then I will take you wherever I go from now on."

Yan Xiaoxiao nodded: "That's what it should be."

She lifted the curtains of the car window and looked out, and happened to see several young people passing by. Yan Xiaoxiao whistled at the boys with their appearance. It was very loud, which scared the boys. When they looked back, Yan Xiaoxiao had already put down the curtains of the car.

“How happy it is.”

Yan Xiao smiled and raised his eyebrows: "Would you try it next time?"

Lin Luoyu sighed: "I am not a hooligan."

"Pooh."

Yan Xiaoxiao chuckled, then fell silent again, and after a while, he said, "Don't torture yourself, don't torture others."

She looked at Lin Luoyu: "Sister, we are all saints."

Lin Luoyu smiled with her lips: "Um"

Yan Xiaoxiao said, "Since we are all saints, let's have a drink to celebrate and celebrate this important discovery."

Lin Luoyu nodded: "I have started a new house, so I should have a drink. Xiaoxiao, and I will ask you a question."

"Sister, ask."

"Why choose to follow me? Even if you don't want to live for a man, don't want to torture yourself and others, you have countless choices. I remember you said that you have the biggest dream, which is to go back to your hometown, build a farm, and bring all the people you want to take care of on the farm, work at sunrise and rest at sunset, and have clothes and food to eat."

“No need.”

Yan Xiaoxiao said, "Daning has done so well. The government has done everything I want to do. It is better and more thoughtful than me. After Daning destroyed Nanyue, the people in my hometown did live in difficulties. But now, life is rich, every family has surplus money and every family has surplus food. It makes no sense if I do those things. That biggest wish has been realized, Daning."

She smiled and said, "Daning is so good, I don't have the opportunity to be a good person."

She was silent for a moment and looked at Lin Luoyu: "Sister just said that at that time, you had no thoughts and only wanted to die, because there was darkness everywhere around you, no vitality, no light."

She let out a long sigh: "It was Shen Leng and Miss Cha'er who made you feel open. What about me? Sister, I am the same, you forgot, right? I came to kill Shen Leng for the first time when I arrived in Chang'an. I thought I was full of murderous intentions, but when I arrived in Chang'an, I was moved by the old couple and cried."

She smiled and shook her head: "I only realized that I was born not a killer material. Then I followed my sister to watch my sister do things and watch my sister work hard to protect others. The darkness around me also dispersed. If it was Shen Leng and Cha'er who made you relieve your sister, then it was sister who made me relieved."

"stupid."

Lin Luoyu smiled and said, "It's not something that can be realized by myself."

"yes."

Yan Xiaoxiao lowered her head and said, "It was achieved by yourself, but you have to see what you can understand. Yesterday, I went to search for the graves of the two old men. They were all dead. I inquired and found a place, kowtowed in front of the grave and burned paper. I also tried to shout "My parents, and I shouted out and cried."

She also closed her eyes and took a deep breath: "It's just a sound of care, just like my rebirth of my parents."

Lin Luoyu raised his hand and rubbed Yan Xiaoxiao's head: "It's good to cry, but I'll go and burn some paper money when I look back."

"The two old men left calmly. The old lady left first, and they were asleep and left without suffering. When the old man got up, he found out that he did not cry or make a fuss. He asked neighbors for help. The funeral was lively. The old man said that the funeral was over seventy and there was no need to be sad."

Yan Xiaoxiao said, "The old lady was in a funeral. The old man went to buy new clothes and changed them. He cleaned up and left the next day."

She took a deep breath again: "When I asked about it, the neighbors said that the old man told them when he was holding a funeral for the old lady that he had picked up a daughter and later lost it."

After saying this, Yan Xiao cried out with a smile.

Lin Luoyu gently patted Yan Xiaoxiao's back, and as he patted himself, he also cried.

She doesn't remember how long she hasn't cried.

"Drunk at noon."

Lin Luoyu said.

Yan Xiaoxiao nodded: "Drunk."

The carriage kept walking forward on the street. It was almost noon when I stopped at the new house. The distance from Dongcheng to Xicheng was indeed a bit far.

Lin Luoyu and Yan Xiaoxiao got off the carriage and stood at the door of the new house and watched. Yan Xiaoxiao wiped her tears and smiled foolishly: "It's so big, it's so beautiful."

Lin Luoyu squinted her eyes and made a joke that she could say.

"So you like big ones too."

Yan Xiaoxiao didn't react at first, and after a moment, her face turned red, she spat and said, "Why did my sister use the word "also?"

Lin Luoyu was stunned for a moment, his face turned slightly red, and then he spat.

At this moment, they saw a woman in a Taoist robe passing by. It was not very strange to see Taoist nuns in Chang'an City, but the beautiful and so iconic little Taoist nuns are really eye-catching. Not to mention men, they both thought that the little Taoist nun was so beautiful that it was unreasonable, so they couldn't help but take a few more glances.

Then Lin Luoyu suddenly reacted and called out tentatively: "Real person Xiao Zhang?"

Xiao Zhang didn't wear glasses when he went out. He forgot to walk forward, looking at the road with his head down, and she looked at the road hard. Her eyes were really bad. She was apologizing to the lamppost on the street. When she heard someone calling her, she turned around and said, "Who?"

"Are you okay?"

Yan Xiaoxiao ran over and helped Xiao Zhang Zhenren: "Did it hurt when the collision?"

Xiao Zhang said embarrassedly: "No, no, I bumped into someone. Fortunately, I hit someone who practiced martial arts. I didn't hit him, but I didn't like to talk and ignored him."

Yan Xiaoxiao looked at the lamppost and nodded: "Indeed, the lower plate is very stable."

Xiao Zhang was not familiar with them, and after introducing them, he woke up and apologized repeatedly.

"Where are you two going?"

Xiao Zhang asked.

"Look for wine."

Yan Xiaoxiao said, "I'm happy, so I want to drink."

Xiao Zhang was silent for a while, and then asked timidly: "Can you bring me one? I also want to drink and be able to be crazy after drinking."

Yan Xiaoxiao asked, "Are you happy too?"
Chapter completed!