"How could this happen? Is there any danger?"

Gu Cheng grabbed the nurse who was about to leave and became anxious.

"Because she is not in good health. The doctors are still working hard. The specific situation will not be known until a while. I have to go get the medicine now."

Hearing this, Gu Cheng let go of his hand, and the nurse turned around and disappeared around the corner of the corridor.

Gu Cheng covered his face, feeling a little scared. Although he and Li Li had been getting along more with desire before, but after this period of precipitation, he felt that if he stayed with this person for the rest of his life, he would not be too repelled in his heart, and in his heart

There is still a vague expectation.

Moreover, as a child of a single-parent family in his previous life, he did not want his child to become a baby without a father.

When I was a child, because my father was busy with work, I and my sister often stayed with relatives temporarily. The feeling of being dependent on others was not good.

He would never let his children experience his feelings again.

Time passed by, and Gu Cheng could no longer sit still. He had already begun to imagine his life with Li Li. With him, Li Li, and their children, the family of three held hands and walked on the grass in the park.

on, smiling happily.

He stood up and walked around, clasping his hands together, praying to Li Li who was still on the operating table. No matter which god it was, he hoped to hear his prayer and keep Li Li safe and sound.

In his past and present life, Gu Cheng was an out-and-out top student. Logically speaking, such a person should be a loyal supporter of atheism, but even time travel could happen to him, and Gu Cheng was not sure in his heart whether it really happened.

God.

He kept mumbling, reciting all the names of the gods he knew. Then he was afraid that because of the difference in time and space, the gods of the original world could not bless the people here, so he searched his own memory to find the names of the gods in this world.

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Because apart from doing this, he didn't know any way to relieve his inner tension and uneasiness.

"Ding dong."

The lights in the operating room changed colors, and finally the nurse I saw just now came out again.

"What's going on inside?"

Gu Cheng stared at the nurse, waiting for her answer, and at the same time, he was also expecting it in his heart.

"I'm sorry, we've tried our best."

"What do you mean? What do you mean by that?"

Gu Cheng grabbed the nurse who was about to leave, his expression sluggish.

He felt that all his energy and energy had been sucked away from him, and he kept his eyes on the nurse, hoping to hear from her that all this was just a joke and that he had been pranked.

But the nurse kept her head down and didn't answer.

He began to be completely disappointed. His tense nerves were completely broken, and he became a little helpless. Everything that happened today seemed to be a joke played by God on him. He had just prepared to become a parent and husband.

Be prepared to tell yourself in the blink of an eye that this is all false.

"How could it be gone? How could it be gone after giving birth? Medical science is so advanced now, today is not April Fool's Day."

Gu Cheng looked at the nurse's expression and he was already convinced that this was a hospital and he didn't think the nurse would dare to make such a joke.

Just now he was imagining a happy life between himself and Li Li, but in the blink of an eye he received a heavy blow, and now he felt all kinds of tastes in his heart.

The female nurse did not answer, just lowered her head and sobbed. During the time Li Li was hospitalized, she also formed a deep friendship with this girl. Li Li, who was kind, objective, and decisive, was very popular in the entire hospital.

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"What's wrong? What's the noise about? Do you know this is a hospital?"

The operating room door opened, and a male doctor walked out. He frowned and looked at the nurse who was being pulled by Gu Cheng, and stepped forward to pull him away.

"Whose family are you and what do you want to do?"

As he spoke, he also pulled the nurse behind him.

"How is that possible? How could he leave?"

Gu Cheng had no intention of paying attention to the situation next to him. He slumped down on his seat and murmured feebly.

"Doctor, this is Li Li's family member."

The nurse told him in a crying voice from behind the doctor.

"It is you."

The doctor now understood the situation clearly.

"I'm sorry about Li Li. There is nothing we can do. However, according to her wishes, we have saved the life of the fetus. Now the fetus is in the baby room. It will be observed for twenty-four hours. You can take it away after you do some procedures.

I hope you will take good care of her."

The doctor's eyes were full of sighs. As a doctor, he has been practicing medicine for almost ten years now. In the process, he has encountered many people and things, but he is sure that what this girl Li Li did is

, he will remember it in his heart until he retires.

"Is it painful for her to leave?"

Gu Cheng took the doctor's arm.

"We used the maximum dose of anesthetic. She watched her daughter leave. She should be very happy."

The doctor was pulled so hard by Gu Cheng that his coat almost fell off. He threw his hand away and vomited word by word.

"We don't want this either, but Li Li suffers from Essen-Menger syndrome. This disease is very rare, and there is no possibility of cure. Moreover, even treatment can only extend her life a little, and she cannot afford the huge medical expenses.

Got up."

The doctor said with tears streaming down his face.

"We tried our best to treat her, but there was no way. Just as predicted before the operation, she suffered from massive bleeding at the same time. Her disease was diagnosed a year ago. According to her wishes, she wanted to have a baby.

The child looks at the world on her behalf. The chance of death of a child with this disease is 80%. We have tried our best to dissuade her, but she still did it."

The doctor also admired this strong girl and the decision she made. The brilliance of motherhood made her smile towards the end of her life.

When Gu Cheng heard this, he was stunned. Scenes flashed through his mind. Every detail of his relationship with Li Li made him understand it all at once.

"Here is the letter Li Li left for you. She said you will understand it after reading it."

With red eyes, the nurse took out a thick letter from her pocket and handed it to Gu Cheng.

Gu Cheng took the envelope. The handwriting on the cover was delicate and beautiful, just like the note he kept in the book. At this time, no matter how much he couldn't believe it, it was all in vain.

He slumped down on the seat next to the corridor, covering his face with his helpless hands.

The girl in my memory was white, gentle, and all the beautiful words about women could be applied to her. She was like a fairy walking out of a painting.

After adjusting, Gu Cheng trembled with his hands, and then opened the letter with "Gu Cheng received" printed on it.

"Hello Gu Cheng, I'm sorry for causing trouble to you and your life, but I really have no one else to entrust to you. I hope you can forgive me."

"I believe by this time, you have understood that I lied to you. This is not the first time I have gone to that bar, but I have been there many times."

"I have never been in love before. This is my first time having sex with you, so you don't have to have any grudges."

"As a child who grew up in an orphanage, I have met many people in my life who I need to be grateful for, and I am ready to face life. But unfortunately, I was found to have Essen-Menger Syndrome.

disease."

"Isn't it a mouthful? When I first heard the name, I felt the same as you. I checked online and found that the only way to save this disease is a combined heart-lung transplant."

"But as a girl with no relatives or friends, I couldn't get the money, so I had no choice but to give up the treatment."

"When I lost confidence in life, I heard the doctor say that this disease is not hereditary, so I came up with the idea of ​​having a child of mine. She can take my place and live a good life in this world.

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"As for the candidates for father and guardian, I have been selecting for a long time, and finally I chose you. You are a graduate of a prestigious university. You have your own property and no elders. Everything is the result of your own efforts. You are single and have a stable job.

He's a reporter."

"So I implemented my plan and gave birth to my own child with you. I'm sorry that I took advantage of you."

"I have investigated your personality. I am a psychology graduate, so I am quite confident in my choice."

"I hope you can take good care of her. After all, your blood is flowing in her body. Of course, I am not a free mother. I left the money I saved to my baby, which is 60,000 yuan."

As for the money, I know these are far from enough, but I have no other abilities."

"If you get married in the future, you can also send her to Zhoushi Orphanage. That's where I grew up. I also made an agreement with the director of the orphanage and they are happy to accept my baby."

"It's just that life in the orphanage is very hard, so I still hold out hope that you can take care of me."

"If it's really difficult to do, then please take care of her until she is one year old and then send her there. This will increase her chance of survival."

"I'm sorry for making such a selfish decision. Goodbye, Gu Cheng."

After Gu Cheng read the letter, he burst into tears. He didn't know why he was crying. Maybe he was thinking of Li Li, who was pregnant for ten months and had to go through all kinds of difficulties. Maybe he was thinking of her giving up her decision in order to give birth to life? Or give it to her?

The sadness of love that has passed away before I even started.

It's just that his tears were out of control and kept flowing from his eyes.

To say that there was love between him and Li Li might be a lie. The two did not know each other well. Before that, Gu Cheng had always regarded this as an ordinary one-night stand, which was just worth recalling.

To say that she has no emotions would be a lie. A girl who looks like a fairy and elf is not a stone, so there is no way she can be indifferent.

It can only be said that the relationship had already ended before it reached that point, leaving Gu Cheng with countless regrets and self-blame.
Chapter completed!