Chapter 1893 1768. Introspection and Calmness

After returning home, he returned to the study as quickly as possible. He didn't even hear Sun Ya say hello to him. He locked the door of the study. Sitting in his position, he really didn't know what to do for a moment.

What he did was just staring blankly at the blue sky and tall buildings outside the window.

In his mind, he seemed to be recalling every moment he spent with Sun Wei, as well as the process of the two getting acquainted. The reason why he has been so hesitant to make up his mind is because he is a relatively indecisive person and knows how to express his attitude.

It will definitely hurt the other person's heart, so he has been unable to make up his mind.

But after I really revealed these attitudes today, I thought I might feel relaxed, but I didn't expect that what followed was unconcealable sadness and loss of composure.

It would be a lie to say that I have no feelings for Sun Wei at all. But as a father and boyfriend, I know what I should do, what I shouldn't do, and what I can touch.

, which bottom lines you need to stick to.

I deeply reflected on myself, and it seemed that I had always been obsessed with the feeling of having such an outstanding woman favor me. I subconsciously ignored the other person's true inner thoughts and the impact of this incident on others.

Maybe I am also setting up some sense of crisis and obstacles with my girlfriend Jiang Ning, and through this indirect method, the relationship between the two people can become closer.

When I reflect on the thoughts that I have hidden deep in my heart and have no true knowledge, I subconsciously make myself feel that I am a relatively sinful person. Maybe people themselves have bad roots, but sometimes they will face them.

, sometimes they will subconsciously ignore him, and some people are intoxicated with it. This is the difference between people.

Sitting alone in the study, enjoying the rare tranquility, and reflecting and clearing my mind in this way, things have reached this point, and it is time to make a complete break with the past. In addition, I have already

The words are very clear. I believe that Sun Wei, who was hurt this time, will really consider some other choices.

Although this confession and complete separation will cause certain damage to the friendship between the two people and the normal operation of the company, after all, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Clearing this matter up early will allow everyone to be more confident.

Don’t be afraid to get along with someone very openly.

When I first sensed the other person's emotions, I simply thought it was my illusion. After all, boys often have this similar experience, and he is interested in me. This idea may also be my own feeling.

A good performance characteristic.

Later, as the other party became more and more open and unreserved, I finally realized the emergence of this emotion. Then I originally thought that it would slowly pass by as time passes, so that the other party would not be able to see anything.

At the dawn of time, this matter will calm down.

But what I didn't expect was that as time went by, the other party would become more and more persistent as if they were competitive.

This conversation and separation is also an idea that I have been thinking about for a long time, but I have never found a suitable and appropriate time for myself to implement it. I had no plans to say this today, but I just felt that the timing and atmosphere were right.

It was very appropriate, and he said it directly, which brought this incident to a complete end.

As he slowly calmed down and calmed down his mood in the study, Gu Cheng also lit a cigarette after a long time. After taking another deep breath, he still felt a little uncomfortable. Maybe it was because he had quit smoking for a long time. Again

After experiencing this feeling, I already felt subconsciously a little repelled.

As the cigarette slowly burned out, my slightly restless heart returned to its usual state of mind. No matter what angle you consider this matter, it is a better thing for both of you. After all, I am

There is no way to give the other party a promise, and even if it is really possible that Jiang Ning and I can't make it to the end, I may not choose Sun Wei. On the one hand, the two are very familiar with each other, and on the other hand, I will not choose Sun Wei.

On the one hand, it may also be because I never feel that sudden heartbeat for the other person.

Taking a deep breath again, I slowly exhaled the cigarette in my mouth and the irritability in my heart. My whole body returned to that clear state. I opened the window to keep the air circulating in the whole room, and cleared the air as soon as possible.

The smoky smell is completely exhausted with the continuous circulation.

He opened the door and walked out. The calmness on his face was no different from usual.

Seeing Sun Ya who looked worried in the living room, Gu Cheng also smiled a little apologetically, and then gave his own explanation.

"I'm sorry, I just thought of a better idea while on the road, so I was anxious to record it as quickly as possible. Maybe I didn't bother to say hello to you."

Sun Ya is quite convinced by Gu Cheng's reason. After all, in her eyes, the other person's profession is a very high-end writer, and writers who have some creative ideas are indeed very precious. This represents a good idea.

As well as making great strides in literature, plus the news I learned about those writers, they all have some quirks, and in comparison, my boss is already considered to be the one who behaves particularly normally.

"It's okay. I thought something had happened. By the way, sir, I've made the black tea and put it on the table. What do you want to have for lunch?"

Gu Cheng casually mentioned a type of Chinese food that he usually liked. He sat on the sofa, feeling the soft cushions and the steaming black tea in front of him. He felt an indescribable sense of tranquility.

The baby also seemed to realize that his father might not be in a good mood today, and he seemed a little cautious. Children's emotional feelings are very sensitive and precise.

He slowly appeared within the range of his father's ray, and then he cautiously approached him with a toy. Although he was playing with the toy with his head tilted, the corner of his eyes would still pass by his father's body from time to time.
Chapter completed!