1355.Contrast and powerlessness
After building a villa this time, she also had more contact with Jiang Ning. In fact, Sun Wei was not convinced at first. Maybe in Gu Cheng's eyes, his girlfriend was full of advantages, but women
It is difficult for them to recognize the excellence of another person because of their desire to compare.
In Sun Wei's view, the other party is indeed better, but not much better than herself. The other party's appearance is more outstanding, and she is not far behind. The other party's wealth and status are much higher than hers, but this
The gap in the middle is also constantly being narrowed through my own efforts.
More importantly, although the other party can accept the identity of the stepmother, I also feel that this matter does not have much to worry about. I even expressed similar thoughts when expressing my emotions at the beginning, and I am willing to accept this.
Such a change in identity, even in order to dispel Gu Cheng's doubts, he was able to accept the proposal of not having children.
But even so, Gu Cheng still did not accept his proposal, and even deliberately reduced the time and opportunities for contact with him because of his emotional expression. In the process of work, unless necessary, he would not meet with him under normal circumstances.
, which made me remember that I had been frustrated and felt extremely depressed.
But after having more opportunities to interact with Jiang Ning, I discovered that the other person’s excellence was something that I had never observed carefully. For example, the two of them might have different perspectives. If I accepted the baby’s existence, it would be because of it.
Gu Cheng's face is based on his feelings for the other party.
The reason why Jiang Ning accepted the baby was that she really liked the baby. Even if her goodwill towards the baby did not exist, it was still very stable. She even seemed to sincerely feel that the baby was her own. This may be the difference between the two.
The biggest differences between individuals.
At the same time, the gentleness you didn’t show deliberately made you feel as if you had nowhere to start. You clearly knew that you were pursuing the other person’s boyfriend, but you still didn’t seem to care too much about it. It always felt as if you regarded the other person as your own.
You are your biggest competitor in this life, but the other party doesn't seem to take you seriously at all. The emergence of this feeling makes you feel an inexplicable feeling of powerlessness all over your body.
The main reason for this attitude is that I trust the stability of the relationship between two people. I believe that my boyfriend can make the right choice, and I am also willing to believe in the emotions that the two people have been getting along with for a long time.
Think about it for a moment, you may not be able to be so open-minded from the other person's perspective.
What's more important is that the two of them have completely different styles. If I could describe my performance in one sentence, maybe because of the environment I grew up in, I feel like a hedgehog, and I always use that expression.
The side of the hard shell is ready for everything that happens.
No matter what kind of things the other party faces in life, she seems to be as gentle as water. Although she also has the aura of a strong woman, she gives people the feeling that if her family allows her to make concessions and contributions, she can do so without hesitation.
Throwing away the strength in yourself and becoming a little woman who can rely on a man's arms is something that you will never be able to do.
One thing she has always believed in is that her destiny is in her own hands. She can make some concessions for love, but compared with love, her career and the life she has are more important and more important.
You will not base your future on some dispensable emotions, and you will always believe in what you can truly control.
After careful comparison, Sun Wei did have an inexplicable feeling of powerlessness all over her body. Compared with the other person's attitude towards love, her love seemed to be just a means to adjust her life. Even compared with the other person, her love seemed a little...
Too despicable.
This was also something that had been bothering her during this period. When she realized her despicableness, she had an inexplicable feeling of shame. It was as if the other person's existence was like a glorious goddess, truly making her whole person.
He analyzed it under the sun and even bluntly named his dark inner thoughts.
But after recalling it carefully, Sun Wei felt that compared to the other person, she was indeed like this. Instead of describing herself as a person who hopes for love, it would be better to say that she would only love herself in this world.
The emergence of this kind of knowledge made me feel that I couldn't recognize my own identity. I even felt that my attitude towards pursuing Gu Cheng and my previous behavior were particularly ridiculous. To a certain extent, I seemed like a clown.
, I have always been proud that I can receive all the recognition and laughter, but I don't know that I look particularly funny in the eyes of others.
But when I corrected my mood and decided to recognize my own character and essence, I felt that my love for Gu Cheng had become a knot in my heart, and there was no way for me to give up this easily according to my own heart.
something.
Sometimes, even the smartest wise men in the world cannot describe the true nature of love. Even the best psychologists in the world cannot explain clearly the specific characteristics of each person.
The state of mind.
However, after drinking a cup of coffee, Sun Wei put aside her troubled thoughts. Life is short like a white horse passing by. Sometimes it is difficult for us to explain clearly the reasons and motivations for doing something, and there is no way to explain it clearly.
We have our own choices and reasons for doing everything. But the only thing we can guarantee is to do it according to our own will, no matter whether we are despicable or just, whether it is from the heart or deliberately, no matter what we really want or whether we have it.
It's optional. As long as you feel happy in the process, then don't think about the reasons behind it and the reasons for everything.
There are many things in this world that cannot be explained, and the same is true in life. Sometimes it is difficult to be confused, but it will add some interest to your life. No matter whether you really like Gu Cheng, or you just regard the other person as someone you yearn for.
A goal in life, or when you are close to the other person, make yourself feel that you truly have the meaning of life. As long as you are willing, that is enough.
Of course, in this process, I will also deliberately restrain my own behavior. I can't disturb the other person's normal life rhythm because of my own ideas, and I don't want to interfere in other people's lives because of my own existence. The sentence is very good.
Chapter completed!