101. Memorial (Thanks to the 1000-point reward from Reading Qianbao)
After finishing the meal, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon. Because the meal was very enjoyable, except for Gu Cheng and Sun Ya, everyone else drank more or less wine and asked Shang Yan on the side to bring everyone to the table.
After arranging to send him home, Gu Cheng was about to turn around and leave.
"Don't worry, Cheng Zi, I will handle it properly."
After finishing his drink, Shang Yan patted his chest and answered swornly that according to his drinking capacity, he only had a small taste today, so it did not reach the level that required special treatment.
Coupled with the fact that Li Nan was watching next to him, Gu Cheng could feel relieved.
Li Lan helped deliver the gifts he received today to Gu Cheng's home. Sun Ya hugged Youyou and sat in the back seat of the car, and he started the car.
If there is nothing urgent, logically speaking, as the host of this gathering, he needs to send everyone home safely to feel at home, but he has a reason to leave.
The car was driving slowly, Gu Cheng was as cautious as when he arrived, and from time to time he looked at Youyou in the back seat through the rearview mirror inside the car.
Soon they drove into a special place, and Gu Cheng's mood also dropped. This place was the place he had been trying to avoid for a month. In his heart, he hoped that Li Li would leave him because of other things.
, instead of lying alone in a small box in the dark.
The car stopped at the door, and Gu Cheng took Youyou from Sun Ya. His daughter had already fallen asleep at this time. Maybe it was the rickety car that made her feel comfortable, and she slept particularly soundly.
He took the thin quilt handed over by Sun Ya and covered Youyou's head. He took out the flowers he had prepared earlier from the trunk. This was a bouquet of white platycodon flowers. The flower language of this flower is eternity.
Love, unchanging love, honesty, tenderness, love that will never be forgotten.
After learning that Li Li passed away, Gu Cheng already regarded her as his wife in his heart. There was no more suitable flower than this to give to his deceased wife.
"Just wait for me here. I'll be down soon."
After giving instructions to Sun Ya next to him, Gu Cheng hugged his daughter, held flowers in his hand, and walked inside with a solemn expression.
Passing one tombstone after another, his mood gradually became lower and lower along with the solemnity and sadness. Walking inside, he finally came to the place he had always dreamed of in his sleep.
"Li Li, I'm here to see you."
Gu Cheng knelt down, placed the flowers in his hand in front of the tombstone, and then subconsciously touched the black and white photo on it with his hand. A woman full of gentleness was looking ahead with a smile.
Li Li had long expected her own death, so she took a photo of her tombstone in the early stages of her pregnancy. She was smiling happily on it, and she didn't look like someone with death aspirations at all.
I believe that at that time, she supported her daughter with endless love for her. Gu Cheng thought of this and complained to himself again in his heart. If only he had found Li Li, at least he would not have let her go.
She worked so hard alone to face the passage of life alone.
During this period of time, I gradually gained some experience in taking care of my daughter. Through my communication with Sun Ya, I also learned how difficult the life of a pregnant woman is. Her own nutrition is absorbed by the baby, her body's hormones change, and her mood is unstable.
, but Li Li had to bear all these alone. It must have been very difficult for her at that time.
"Today is our daughter's full moon. I brought her here to show you. Don't worry, I will take good care of her. I will not let her suffer any injustice and let her grow up happily and healthily."
As he said that, he lifted the quilt covering Youyou a little, and then turned towards the direction of the photo of the tombstone.
"Look, my daughter looks just like you. She is just as beautiful, just as gentle, and very considerate. She knows that her father is overworked, so she doesn't cry at night and sleeps until early in the morning. She is very sensible."
I don’t know if it was an illusion, but Gu Cheng always felt that the smile on the photo on the tombstone became brighter after seeing Youyou. Youyou still didn’t wake up from his sleep, but his mouth moved and he continued to pout his little face.
Looks extremely cute.
"And my daughter has a lot of wonderful uncles and aunts. I believe she will not lack love and care in her future life. You can rest assured."
At this point, Gu Cheng's tears had already flowed out and he sniffed.
"I often think about how happy our family of three would be if you had not left, but this is all a delusion."
He closed his eyes in pain, and the warm scene of a family of three reappeared in his mind. His daughter was laughing in his arms, and Li Li stood beside him, looking at the two of them tenderly.
After being quiet for a while, Gu Cheng once again observed the hygiene around the tombstones. Choosing the top cemetery was indeed useful. It was often cleaned. Not only were there no weeds, it was also wiped clean. There were even stains on it.
Fruits are placed.
"Okay, I'm going back. I'm afraid my daughter will feel uncomfortable after being outside for a long time. I will bring her to see you often in the future. Don't worry. I won't let her forget her biological mother. I hope you are here
In another world, you live happily and have no diseases."
Gu Cheng's mouth moved again, and he wanted to continue to say something, but gave up. He stood up, hugged his daughter tighter again, and walked outside the cemetery.
He was an atheist in his previous life, but time travel has happened to him, so he still longs for it in his heart. After death, he really goes to another world, where there is no sorrow and pain, only endless peace.
, so that Li Li can have a good rest to comfort her unfortunate first half of her life.
Walking out of the cemetery, Sun Ya saw Gu Cheng's red nose and eye sockets. She wisely chose not to speak, but quietly took Youyou and sat in the back row.
She has been working in this house for a while, and she has some guesses about the whereabouts of the mistress. Today's trip confirmed her guess. Women's hearts are always soft and sensitive.
He patted Youyou in his sleep, with endless tenderness in his eyes.
The child lost his mother when he was born. I believe this child must be very sad, but he cannot feel these emotions now. The same is true for his own child. He lost his father when he was born, so he can feel this sadness even more.
After returning home, Gu Cheng locked himself in the study, closed his eyes, and lay on a chair. His mind was filled with scenes of him and Li Li getting along. The girl who smiled at him on the roadside had finally left.
Chapter completed!