When Pei Tu was sick, the doctors would rush in and hold Pei Tu on time and give him a sedative injection. After the sedative injection, Pei Tu finally calmed down slowly. This is a physiological method to temporarily solve the onset of depression.

Xu Peng was still staying on the bed next door and looking at Pei Tu. From time to time, he picked up the newspaper and looked at him. Although he was silent, there was actually not much spirit or vitality in his eyes.

He is a very autistic person. Chu Qing only heard Xu Peng say anything when he first came, but Xu Peng basically kept silent at other times.

Chu Qing followed the attending doctor Jiao Liang to leave the ward.

"Pei Tu originally studied psychology and was very cautious about doctors. Hypnosis and other things were of little use to him, but fortunately there was a regular pattern to find the disease. Xu Peng seemed to be slightly better, but there was no regular pattern to find the disease. Maybe it was at night, maybe it was broad daylight... It was very abnormal. Both of them had a serious tendency to commit suicide..." Jiao Liang seriously talked about some scenes when patients with depression broke out. Chu Qing listened carefully, and from time to time he took out his carry-on notebook to record it, so that he could better understand the world of patients with depression.

"The depression mentioned in Sodu Encyclopedia is actually very one-sided. There are many types of patients with real major depression, and the types are different. Our brain is actually a very magical place. If something goes wrong, it may be very bad... It is unimaginable that depression patients actually have many ways of showing it. They are just one of them. Of course, they are harmless to others. Some depressed patients not only have a lot of depression, but also have an impact on others..."

"Depression is a disease that cannot be completely eradicated and can only be temporarily relieved or suppressed. Once it occurs, it will accompany people throughout their lives. In fact, everyone has more or less depression. The difference is that people who can self-regulate their emotions basically have no problems. People with poor emotions will fall deeper and deeper, and gradually become self-denial and self-deprecating. "

"Of course, there are several states..."

Jiao Liang talked about the various symptoms of depression, and at the same time said the symptoms of depression and other mental illnesses.

Chu Qing listened and remembered silently, and immediately felt that he benefited a lot.

Then……

Chu Qing had already formulated a set of ways for patients with depression to show in his mind, and was preparing to start experimenting with the two of them.

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The first day passed like this. On the second day, Chu Qing began to try to simulate the state of depression. When she performed a patient with depression in front of Su Yurou, Chu Qing always felt that something was wrong and seemed to be missing something. When Chu Qing really came into contact with a patient with depression, Chu Qing then realized that when she performed a patient with depression before, she had the expression of a patient with depression on her face, but her heart was not the heart of a patient with depression.

In other words, he was not interested.

The acting skills that are not thoughtful are not really perfect, and Chu Qing is not very satisfied.

"Aoizi, what's wrong with you?"

"Nothing happened?"

"Why don't you eat?"

"No appetite."

"No appetite?"

"kindness."

The next day, Chu Qing began to try to perform some early depression symptoms in front of Xu Peng and Pei Tu, and started to show it from some details of eating...

"No matter what happens, you still have to eat."

"This meal is not as good as your appetite, you can eat it."

"Don't be in line with your appetite?"

Pei Tu looked at Chu Qing standing up with a hunched body slightly, and after only a few bites of food, a strange look flashed through Pei Tu's eyes.

When Chu Qing first arrived, he could not find any depression or other mental illnesses in Chu Qing. He felt that Chu Qing was a normal person, but on the second day, Pei Tu felt that Chu Qing and him and others had some commonalities in terms of some details.

Although Chu Qing didn't say anything and seemed to be normal, Pei Tu found that Chu Qing was beginning to be a little pessimistic about some things.

For example, if you have some anorexia, Chu Qing will not eat much of the delicious food. Moreover, when it comes to dinner, Chu Qing will always walk out like a snail. Every time he eats, he will barely take a few bites, and then sigh slightly.

Chu Qing started to talk less during the free time after dinner. He would occasionally say something that made Pei Tu feel discouraged. Of course, these words were not something that didn’t want to live, I wanted to die, I felt uncomfortable, etc., but something like “a little bored.” “I don’t know what to do” “It’s boring, I feel that nothing is going well” “What’s wrong with this world.”

Xu Peng would then be infected by Chu Qing's words, and then the two sighed for a while, as sad as Lin Daiyu in Dream of Red Mansions. Xu Peng felt that the two seemed to have something in common.

Chu Qing was very satisfied with his performance. He felt that he would continue to work hard tomorrow and could appropriately deepen the performance a little.

The next day passed quietly. When it was the third day and the fourth day, both Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt a strange feeling.

They felt that Chu Qing had changed.

Of course, this kind of change is really hard to say whether it is good or bad.

Chu Qing did not say anything discouraged, but began to say some inexplicable inspirational words, but when he said inspirational words, his eyes always showed a little gray, as if he was schizophrenia...

It feels inexplicable!

It's like a hell.

"We should live well in this world. There are actually many things in this world that are interesting, such as sunshine, grass... We should live well." When we were freely active, Chu Qing pulled Pei Tu and Xu Peng and began to say some positive and positive words.

Although this was the case, the two of them felt more and more wrong. Chu Qing didn't seem to have any desire in his eyes, and he seemed to have become a little schizophrenia and extremely conflicted.

Very strange, what's wrong?

"Qingzi, are you okay... Have you read some books these days?"

"It's okay, I'm fine, what's wrong?"

"Not much."

Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt something was wrong. Sometimes they avoided Chu Qing and began to whisper.

"Is he a little schizophrenia?"

“Some.”

"I think Qingzi seems to have been brainwashed by something."

"kindness."

On the fourth and fifth day, Pei Tu felt more and more that Chu Qing was wrong.

For example, I was still smiling at the last moment, but the next moment I immediately became a little anxious, and I was obviously very uneasy but I remained in a very normal appearance...

At night, Chu Qing also started not sleeping all night. She got up from time to time and came to the iron bars to stare out the window. She stayed there for more than ten minutes. After staying for more than ten minutes, Chu Qing returned to the bed and woke Pei Tu up. She smiled strangely for no reason and began to talk about the origin of life with Pei Tu. Occasionally, she would come to Xu Peng's bed when the glass door was open and talk about the philosophy of life...

In short, it just doesn't let people sleep.

Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt more and more that Chu Qing not only had depression, but also had schizophrenia, and the onset time was quite irregular. In the past, Pei Tu could sleep peacefully after taking the tranquilizer, but Pei Tu felt more and more unable to sleep in the past few days.

He felt like he was going crazy.

This situation continued until the seventh day.

On the seventh day, Chu Qing found Pei Tu again while he was active in free time and showed a silly smile.

"Do we want to leave this world? I found a good thing. This thing pierced into my throat. I promise that none of us can survive. It's very good, and there should be no pain." Chu Qing mysteriously took out a sharp thorn from his pocket, and a positive energy expression still appeared on his face.

This is the spike of the toothbrush, and the toothbrush was secretly picked up by Chu Qing when she was brushing her teeth, and the front part of the toothbrush was grinded quite sharply by Chu Qing.

"If this thing is pierced, the throat will definitely be pierced. I guess the blood will flow a lot, and then we will struggle, and then slowly die in despair, and then we will be relieved... Oh, I think your temple is also pretty good. This thing pierces the temple, so you can die immediately..."

“?????”

Pei Tu looked at the serious Chu Qing and felt a chill.

Chu Qing's silly smile seemed to him a creepy smile!

Chu Qing's words that describe death make people feel cold. It is clearly a matter of death, but Chu Qing said it slowly in a positive tone.

Pei Tu took several steps back, and then he suddenly realized that he didn't want to die and wanted to live well.

The first time he wanted to live after coming to the mental hospital for treatment.

At least he didn't want to die like this for some reason.

"I think we humans are useless to live, but they are still useful when they die. After all, after rotting, people can be used as fertilizer and food for maggots. When they live, they will waste the food of this society, which will cause burden to this society..." Chu Qing looked at Pei Tu who was retreating, and his smile became even stronger. "Come on, believe me, you can."

"Aoizi...we... I suddenly feel that it's really good to live well. Don't be impulsive!"

"Uh? It's pretty good? What's good about it?" Chu Qing scratched his head. Although he smiled silly, his eyes were very firm.

"If you feel uneasy and feel that you will not die, I will send you on the road first. How about I will go on the road after I send you on the road? I now seriously suspect that the world after death is pretty good, there should be a paradise!" Chu Qing was like a brainwashed believer, instilling some creepy things in Pei Tu, but he smiled again.

"..." Pei Tu looked at Chu Qing shaking it with a sharp toothbrush again. He swallowed, and then his face turned pale.

After the free activity, he returned to the ward. After seeing Chu Qing's silly smile that seemed full of magic, Pei Tu subconsciously pressed the alarm, and he couldn't stand Chu Qing.

"What's wrong?"

Several doctors walked in...

"I can't stay here..."

Pei Tu looked at Jiao Liang with a pale face after leaving the ward.

"What's wrong?" Jiao Liang was very surprised. He felt that Pei Tu's condition seemed to have begun to change. At least Pei Tu did not appear to have an illness last night, and his condition seemed to have eased.

"What kind of crazy you sent you..." Pei Tu's chest kept undulating, and his eyes were even more complicated.

"What?" Jiao Liang was surprised.

"I... want to change the ward... I really can't stand Chu Qing ran to my bed and talked about some positive energy things in the evening... You don't know the expression he expressed when he said these things. The expression was scary. It was a severe mental split. Although he covered it up very well, I have studied psychology and I know that this person has a tendency to violence. Do you know what he said to me just now?"

"What?" Jiao Liang was a little strange.

"Mom, he said he wanted to kill me! He wanted to take me to see God! Damn!"

Pei Tu felt like she was crazy.
Chapter completed!