Chu Qing's voice was very low and desperate.

But it was not entirely despair, but a hint of indignation towards the world, a little cynical tone.

When Chu Qing opened his eyes again, the world he saw seemed to be full of black and white worlds, without any color, and seemed to see everything else exactly the same without any waves.

From mild to severe, it is a process of gradually losing hope for life. From the beginning, they can barely live in this world, and then encounter many unbearable things and start to blame themselves, start to feel inferior, and start to escape. Finally, they feel that the world is full of malice and a sense of abandonment to them, and gradually lose the desire to live and become a confused walking corpse.

This is Chu Qing’s understanding of patients with depression…

"Born? Qingzi...How can you think like this?" Chu Qing's acting skills are very good. At least when Chu Qing opened her eyes again, Su Yurou was infected by Chu Qing's sense of despair, and she asked subconsciously.

"Every day when you open your eyes, you see the same thing. You must show a hypocritical smile every day. The things you see people do seem to be involuntarily. Sometimes you want to be free and leave, but no matter how far you go, how strange you are, the things you face are exactly the same without any difference... Where does freedom come from in this world?" Chu Qing's expression at this time barely showed an expression of yearning for hope. It seemed that he was pursuing hope, but hope would never be seen.

Not only do you see no hope, but you even see despair.

This sentence is the original sentence of Zhang Fa in "Fu Tu". When Zhang Fa's depression gradually reached its late stages, Zhang Fa had thought of leaving the world more than once. Chu Qing thought this sentence was very suitable for use.

At this time, Chu Qing's temperament had completely turned into a discouraged look.

"You... Qingzi, this is not the case. We should be happy... Each of us should be happy."

"Happy? But, where does happiness come from? I'm not happy..." When Chu Qing looked at Su Yurou again, Chu Qing's eyes revealed a wave of grayness and a sneer appeared slightly at the corner of her mouth.

In theory, there are two types of depression. One is depression that fails when doing anything, and the other is depression that feels that life has no fun.

Chu Qing chose the latter.

He tried to play the role...

"At least... we have a future... at least... we can, we can have many babies, and then raise them and watch them grow up slowly!" The contradiction between pathological and depression patients is here. Depressive patients are always full of despair, but pathological patients are always full of delusion and hope. Su Yurou looked at Chu Qing's desperate mood and she was a little anxious.

She disagreed with Chu Qing's words, very disagree!

So she began to refute Chu Qing in turn, and even began to give examples of various life hopes...

She was completely replaced by Chu Qing's performance!

She had already completely believed that Chu Qing's sense of despair in her heart was not pretending but a true portrayal of her heart...

"But... I don't want to live like this. This makes me... very unfree. I'm actually very unhappy in anything I do..." Chu Qing lowered her head after observing Su Yurou's expression, her voice was a little weak, and she was completely powerless.

"Qingzi, don't you do this? Don't you say that my cooking skills are very good? I can help you make a lot of delicious food in the future. I guarantee that the food you eat every day will taste different. I will accompany you whatever you want. OK? How good is it to live. We will be very happy. I promise, don't think about other messy things, okay?" Su Yurou began to panic, and she held Chu Qing's hand and shook it slowly.

She began to be afraid that Chu Qing would suddenly lose her mind.

"Hehe." Chu Qing laughed, laughing a little hollow, and then subconsciously looked at the sky...

He condensed all the negative emotions and low emotions in his body on his face, but he did not vent it but suppressed it.

This kind of suppressed emotion infected Su Yurou, and even made Su Yurou feel that Chu Qing was about to leave this world.

A sign of suicide?

Su Yurou also wanted to persuade Chu Qing.

But, how to persuade?

Su Yurou opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything. She didn't know why she felt that no matter how she comforted Chu Qing now, she didn't make any sense to Chu Qing.

Qingzi seemed to have no intention of living at all.

Chu Qing's expression made Su Yurou feel very heartbroken.

She saw Chu Qing close her eyes again.

"Actually, I have always pretended to live very positively. I have been trying to act like a normal person. I have always hidden my deepest thoughts... But I... really hate this world." Chu Qing squatted down, lowered his head slowly, and then lowered it to a certain extent. He sighed again and raised his head.

His expression was indeed beyond rebirth.

It is actually very difficult for a person who is originally very positive and suddenly let him perform a person in despair. Just as a person in despair makes him look positive and positive, the two auras are completely opposite and it is difficult to control.

In fact, Chu Qing also began to find it difficult to control this pessimism, so he chose to lower his head to hide the flaws in his expression...

"Qingzi... I know you are very miserable, you are very uncomfortable. I won't let you suffer so much in the future, okay? Can you trust me once? I can really guarantee it." Su Yurou also squatted down with Chu Qing.

Chu Qing was silent, he didn't move or say anything, as if he couldn't hear anything.

Patients with severe depression should not listen to what others say. No matter what others say, they cannot dispel the depression in their hearts.

Everything went smoothly, just like the script dialogue arranged in "Futu".

The only regret is that the sun is shining, not the plot in the Futu after the sunset is set, which lacks a little sense of adaptability, but Chu Qing feels that his rendering has begun to make some sense.

Of course, Chu Qing felt that he had to do his best in the next performance, even if he tried too hard, he would have to do it too hard.

"Qingzi...Qingzi...What's wrong with you?"

When Chu Qing lowered his head, he was actually brewing an outburst of emotions. At this moment, he was really trapped in that desperate environment.

“I’m fine.”

Chu Qing opened her eyes.

The pupils were covered with blood, but the expression on his face was forcing him to smile. However, this smile was quite forced no matter how you look at it, and it was no longer as rosy as a normal person but pale.

"You..." Su Yurou was startled by Chu Qing's expression. Even a fool knew that Chu Qing was very desperate deep in her heart.

"Will it be okay to let me stay alone?"

"I'll accompany you..."

"No, let me stay alone for a while. I promise you that I will come back later, and even if I want to run, I can't run away, right?" Chu Qing turned his head.

Nonsense, how could I run away if you accompany me?

The weather on the mountain is very cold, so cold that it makes people shudder.

"That……"

"I'm hungry. Can you go back and make something for me now?" Chu Qing still had that expression, but there was a slight hope in his expression. Yes, he began to feel hope.

This sense of hope has created an illusion for Su Yurou, and it seems that only what Su Yurou does is the source of Chu Qing's hope.

At this moment, Su Yurou's mind was blank.

Qingzi wants me to cook, he wants to eat the meal I cook!

"Then, Qingzi, you...you promised me, don't be unwilling to think too much, okay?" Perhaps it was Chu Qing's previous series of over-force performances that made Su Yurou worry about Chu Qing's escape change to Chu Qing's mentality that Chu Qing could not survive, so Su Yurou looked at Chu Qing with great concern when she stood up.

"I...ah..." Chu Qing was entangled again and sighed long. "I don't know what to do for the time being. I'm very confused now. I really want to be alone."

"Well, okay, but... you promised me that I must not be overwhelmed. I will help you cook now, wait for me." Su Yurou really stood up and walked towards the house.

"Yeah, OK, I'm fine..."

Chu Qing lowered his head and did not answer Su Yurou's words, as if he continued to immerse himself in his own world.

Su Yurou was very worried about Chu Qing, more worried about Chu Qing than ever. She turned around from time to time, but saw Chu Qing still sitting there motionless...

The wind blew his cheeks, making him feel a little bleak...

Su Yurou gritted her teeth and left...

Just when Chu Qing could no longer see Su Yurou, he suddenly stood up. The sluggish expression he had just now disappeared. He rushed down the mountain as soon as possible.

When will you wait until you don’t run away?

After returning to the house, Su Yurou started cooking, but after the fire broke out, Su Yurou felt something was wrong.

Yes, what's wrong?

Everything is normal, isn't it?

Su Yurou continued to wash rice and cook, but after the rice was put into the pot, Su Yurou was shocked!

It's only morning now, and there are still a few hours before lunch. What food should I cook myself! And how could Qingzi, who just had breakfast, be hungry? He is not a big eater!

Being cheated!

Su Yurou quickly took out her cell phone.

The red dot on the phone has already run very far!

"Qingzi, you lied to me again, you big liar!" Su Yurou smashed the pot hard and rushed out of the room.

This time span is a bit long...

A few minutes later, Chu Qing saw Su Yurou rushing towards him again...

He knew that if Su Yurou caught him again this time, he would probably have no chance to escape again.

You must not be caught!

At this moment, Chu Qing saw a police station.

Although it was the second day of the Lunar New Year, there were people on duty in the bureau.

Chu Qing rushed in.

"I want to report the case!" At this moment, Chu Qing yelled at the front desk in the bureau.

"What's wrong?" The front desk looked at Chu Qing's expression and stood up in shock!

"I am Chu Qing, I was kidnapped!" Chu Qing grabbed the front desk's hand panting, as if he had caught a savior.

The front desk stared at his eyes.

At this time, Su Yurou also rushed to the bureau. Seeing the bureau, Su Yurou's eyes slightly condensed.

She suddenly realized that something was wrong!
Chapter completed!