"What's the difference between listening to his songs like this and listening to them on a computer?"

“…”

The audience was very disappointed.

The person on the screen seemed to be unable to hear the sound outside the screen. He pulled the microphone next to the piano, pressed the computer next to him, and started singing on his own:

【Is this the real life,Is this just fantasy

Is this all true, or is it just an illusion

Caught in a landslide,No escape from reality…

Trapped by landslides and cracks, unable to escape the cage of reality...]

The song starts with an a cappella chorus and sounds like a chorus, but when you listen carefully, you can tell that it is the effect of a person's voice being recorded through multiple tracks.

After two sentences, the audience immediately became turbulent.

The reason for the commotion was not the opening of the show like a clear stream, but just through these two lines of singing, most of the people present heard which singer the voice came from.

"Isn't it said that it was Gu An's performance? This is not Gu An! His singing skills cannot be so good! And the voice sounds a bit familiar, where can I hear it... Shet!!!"

“OH MY GOD…”

"Han Jue????Is it Han Jue???"

"How come Han Jue is here?"

"Han Jue is...Gu An???"

“What The F…”

"Ahhhhhh! It's him! It's him!" Amy jumped and screamed, and tears were about to come out of excitement. She didn't expect Han Jue to perform in this capacity.

The next second, Amy covered her mouth with her hands because she didn't want to miss Han Jue's songs, especially this new song.

And Coben, who was calm from beginning to end, had long focused on the song.

On the screen, the person who was suspected of Han Jue put his hands on the piano keys and sang:

【Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see

Open your eyes and look up at the sky

I'm just a poor boy,I need no sympathy

I'm just a poor kid, I don't deserve sympathy

Because I'm easy come, easy go

Because I always come and go as soon as I say,

Little high,little low

Sometimes high and sometimes low

Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me,to me...

Where the wind blows, it doesn't matter to me anymore...]

Slowly, everyone shifted their attention from the singer's identity to the song.

They felt that this song was not an ordinary song. It contained the creator's extremely personal feelings.

"Lyrics..." Listening to the music, Amy's passionate heart not only calmed down, but also gradually became colder. She thought of what happened to Han Jue recently.

From the incident to this afternoon, after everyone knew about this, they were busy standing in line and making judgments.

In the singing, she heard the pain of Han Jue being tortured by the reality in front of her, and heard Han Jue calling everyone to open their eyes like a prayer.

Amy suddenly had a premonition that she might never hear this song again.

There was a venue with tens of thousands of people on the scene, and it suddenly became very quiet. Only the sound of the piano on the screen, Gu An, or Han Jue's singing.

After a cold piano sound was repeated twice, Han Jue sang softly:

【Mama, just killed a man

Mom, I just killed someone

Put a gun against his head

I pointed a gun at his head

Pulled my trigger now he"s dead

Pull the trigger, now he's dead

Mama, life had just begun

Mom, life has just begun

But now I"ve gone and thrown it all away

But now I'm leaving and leaving it behind

Mama, oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Mom, Oh—

Didn"t means to make you cry

I don't want you to cry

If I"m not back again this time tomorrow

If I fail to return at this time tomorrow

Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Let life continue, as if nothing happened]

The lyrics of this passage seem to be telling that after a man killed someone, he ran home to say goodbye to his mother.

But after listening to it, Coben suddenly heard something else.

He felt that this was a confession of a suicide. The person who was shot and killed in the lyrics was not the other person, but the person who shot himself.

It is said that parents are blocking a barrier between children and death. Many people feel sorry for their mothers to feel uncomfortable after death, so they dare not die.

And what about Han Jue?

Han Jue's mother died when he was very young. He was like the [poor child] in the lyrics of his previous paragraph. Even if he was about to commit suicide, the parents he wanted to comfort were still parents who existed in fantasy. If Han Jue died now with a lot of cursing, the whole world would only be cheering. How many people would be sad about his death?

The sound of Han Jue singing [Oh——] is like crying and complaining, so helpless. He can't rely on anything.

This is the bad thing about the world. People don’t know how terrible the malice that is formed by one sentence is. When forcing a person to death, they never think it is their fault. They only say that those who commit suicide are cowards, and they are wrong. If so, why do you want to die? Even if the public opinion turns back in the end and the wind direction begins to regret the deceased, they just click a few virtual candles in a fake manner and then turn around to attack the next person.

Ke Ben thought of his previous thoughts, thinking that if he was Han Jue, he would die quickly. In fact, he did think about dying on an ordinary afternoon, not as Han Jue, but as Ke Ben. He shot farewell to this boring world in a place without anyone else.

Looking at her sister Amy who was crying in tears beside her, Coben felt that if she died, Amy would definitely be very, very sad.

Compared to Han Jue, I should be considered lucky, right?

Coben suddenly felt a little chilling on his face. He reached out and wiped it, and then he realized that tears flowed out of his eyes at some point.

【Too late, my time has come

It's too late, my destination is coming

Sends shivers down my spine

My spine begins to tremble

Body"s aching all the time

Unbearable pain in the body

Goodbye everybody, I've got to go

Goodbye, everyone, I'm leaving

Gotta leaves you all behind and face the truth

I will leave you and be judged by reality

Mama, oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Mom, Oh—

I don't want to die

I don't want to die either

I sometimes wish I"d never been born at all

Sometimes I even hope I have never come to this world]

Amy couldn't help but shout, "NO!!"

She was not the only one present to do this. Many viewers on the scene couldn't help but cry loudly when they heard this.

She had long known that her brother had a tendency to be depressed, so she had learned some information about depression. She knew that patients with severe depression would have the instinct to ask for help before the last step, sending a help signal to the people around her. If people ignore this signal, the patient will lose the last bit of hope and completely sink into the deepest mud.
To be continued...