"Xiaoman lost his mother when he was very young. A reporter asked me when I would miss Xiaoman's mother. I didn't say that, now I will tell you:

every day.

I miss my wife every day. My wife is Guzheng teacher and she is very gentle. She has blood cancer, we have no money, and we have no money to cure the disease. Sometimes I think, why isn’t I the one who died? If I were to take care of Xiaoman’s mother alive, Xiaoman would definitely be happier than now. I have a lot of money now, and I can cure 100 times, 200 times, 300 times, but what’s the use? The person I love the most is gone."

If something you once had is taken away, it does not mean that you will return to the time when you didn’t have that kind of thing. If you have a lover, you will not return to the time when you are single after losing your lover.

When Zhang Yaohui saw good-looking things and heard good music, he would think, it would be great if his wife could see them. When he saw a happy couple or a harmonious family of three, Zhang Yaohui always dared not watch too much. His daughter's school was going to hold a parent-teacher meeting, and Zhang Yaohui really couldn't go abroad. When he listened to his daughter calling to comfort him and said, "It's okay, dad! I'll just call my master!", Zhang Yaohui always felt blocked in his throat and felt deeply guilty. When his daughter was in menstruation for the first time, she looked panicked. Zhang Yaohui insisted on calming down and called Sister Qin to teach Zhang Yiman the things that should have been taught by her mother. Then at night, he cried in dismay at the photo of Zhang Yiman's mother.

The dead are dead, but the living are still suffering.

Zhang Yaohui has experienced the feeling of losing his lover. Zhang Yaohui does not want his daughter to endure the pain of his lover's death like him.

"You committed suicide seven times for Weng Nanxi. How can I feel at ease to hand over my daughter to you?"

We can only stop the situation from slipping when the relationship is not deep.

Zhang Yaohui pushed the envelope forward.

Han Jue was stunned for a moment, took the envelope and opened it.

A thin envelope was not a check.

It's a letter.

Han Jue unfolded the letter, looked at the familiar handwriting on the letter, and felt a slump in his heart.

The first sentence at the beginning—

【This is my seventh suicide…】

A person can live as he is actually formed by various complex factors. Success and failure in life, books that are constantly recalled, movies that are deeply touched, lessons learned, losses that have suffered, people who have loved, parents who have taught by example... people can never become a person out of thin air.

Zhang Yaohui analyzed every video, interview, dialogue since Han Jue's comeback last year, and analyzed a completely different Han Jue.

A person's life is always making up for the shortcomings of his childhood.

Han Jue seemed to have gotten rid of the influence of his original family and also let go of the honor and disgrace of the past, as if he had broken through his past life.

Zhang Yaohui was curious about what Han Jue had experienced in those blank years to become like this.

If he didn't figure this out, he wouldn't feel relieved that his daughter and Han Jue got closer and closer.

At that time, Xia Yuan's report had not yet come out, and Zhang Yaohui was determined to explore the answers by himself.

Zhang Yaohui also knew that it was not a good thing to investigate a person in private.

Without malice, it is not a omnipotence. However, who is willing to admit his own malice? The standard for defining [malice] depends entirely on the parties involved. As long as the matter has not happened to you, you don’t have to think in other people’s shoes.

He began to trace back from "Tucao" last summer and sent someone to find the former Han Jue agent of [Jinsha] who suffered because of Han Jue.

Guan Yi did not sign Han Jue, and the punishment was to be demoted. Han Jue's former agent was not so lucky, and he was fired because he "failed to discover Han Jue's talent in time".

After giving a sum of money, I asked a bunch of useless information such as "I actually don't know what he was doing in those years", "We basically don't contact each other", "The mobile phone number he gave me is the last number of the mobile phone".

When Zhang Yaohui was about to change direction and go to find the person who exposed his diary, he suddenly noticed one of them-"He transferred 1.97 million to me and asked me to give to the fan he had beaten before."

It's not one million, not two million.

Zhang Yaohui asked someone to find the reason for making money.

Things finally made progress on the day I sent my daughter to Qiong Province.

They found the letter from fans.

Or, Han Jue's suicide note was found.

Zhang Yaohui continued: "Suicide caused by depression is death. I will not accuse the person who died of illness of suicide. But when a person leaves, he leaves. After seven suicides, will there be the eighth time? You said that your illness has been cured, but this disease cannot be guaranteed to never recur. If you quarrel with Xiaoman in the future, will Xiaoman have to worry about your recurrence and then be wronged? After breaking up with you, do you still have to worry about your recurrence and then not breaking up with you? Moreover, looking at the last sentence of your suicide note, how can I feel at ease to let Xiaoman be with you?"

Love and wish in youth are earth-shaking. A little bit of sorrow can become a heavy rain in my heart, and I feel that if I lose the other person, I will die. Some people just talk, while others will really die.

Zhang Yaohui wants to tell his daughter that he will never fall in love with someone who threatens others with his own life. If he falls in love with such a person, one of the two may die.

When Han Jue heard Zhang Yaohui's words, he passed through the large sections of the suicide note expressing his love for Weng Nanxi with despair. He moved his eyes down. He saw the last sentence of the suicide note and closed his eyes.

[...How do you prove that I love you? I will die without you. If you don't believe me, I will die. Okay, I will prove it to you.]

"Xiaoman will get off the car in the show "Love"." Zhang Yaohui packed up the tea set, "You should be ready for depression cases, and you can post them when you go back today. [Jinsha] There are negative news about pushing you behind the scenes, and those professional star-chasing people are also slapping you. [Aidu] will help you here. After the condition is released, you go to relax, go abroad or go abroad, and have a rest. Even if the disease is really cured, go out and stay for a while, and have to do a good job of doing enough posture. A star in cyber violence and a patient with depression have different concepts."

Just like Zhang Yaohui's snooker skills, he has already calculated how to play the next three balls.

Although Han Jue could not be the producer of Zhang Yiman's new album next, and his first result after he came on stage was gone, Zhang Yaohui didn't care at all.

When it comes to planning for his daughter’s future, no one in the world will think more about his daughter than his parents.

Zhang Yaohui is now the CEO of a giant company, and this position is irreplaceable. But for him, the role of Zhang Yiman's father is also irreplaceable, and even more important than the former.

Zhang Yaohui looked straight into Han Jue's eyes:

"You know what to do now, right?"
Chapter completed!