This story that I delayed for a year and a half is finally over. The ten extras I decided to do when it was re-grounded, and only wrote about Ouyang Jin could not continue. Perhaps it was because Yipu's brain capacity was not enough, and he could only think of one story at a time, and if there were two, it would be automatic. Kavenka made me crazy. So, be kind to myself, just do this first, let Gu Yilian and her friends live their lives by themselves, and I continued to struggle in Ke Xiaorou's world.

There is actually a lot to say about this story, such as how it came about.

Originally, I liked the song "My Name is Elaine", and then because I watched "Lust and Caution", I thought of letting the song and rings unfold a story as clues.

But the process of writing gradually changes. The desired result was not convinced by myself. This lie and this hole cannot be filled, so let the initiator disappear in the cruelest way.

The changes are even bigger. I originally wanted to write about Ouyang Jin, Song Yunzhe, and Song Yuzhe, so that they could take the lead and promote the development of the story. As a result, as I wrote, I couldn't suppress my preference for Shen Haoxi, so I simply let him go from a supporting role to a male protagonist in the second half.

Another person who is different from expectations is Yao Enyu. I don’t have enough skills and it’s difficult to write about Enyu. Yipu always believes that people with stories in my heart are powerful. Yao Enyu is in this situation, but it often changes its taste as I write. In order to avoid the scenes of Enyu, it is easier to avoid them, and less, and in the end I feel that the light of this character has been covered up by me. In fact, I feel very sorry for this.

This is my first complete story. When "finally" you can't deal with it, you feel a pretentious feeling of embarrassment in your heart. Maybe because you won't meet the girl in the story in your life, but in your mind she seems to have existed, and she has a confused headache.

Ip has been with this story for so long and has learned a lot of things. I think when I look back for a while, I will feel that there are still many things inappropriate things, but at least now its development is in line with my wishes. I believe that the owner of each story hides himself who belongs to the writing stage. Then, when I come back several years later, can I also see my self at that time?

Let’s take a few words from the story introduction to give it a summary:

"What is love, poison or honey? An innate instinct or a tool that can be used? Some people can give up everything for love, but don't ignore another group of existence in this world.

People get along with each other are like a game. You need to know the background and psychological bottom line of the other party. Otherwise, you may be a puppet in a relationship. Every move is just a move for the other party. The so-called moth to the fire is just a heroic joke in the eyes of others.

We often think that we can change others and make them give up or pick up something again. But we are all wrong. Apart from studying and exercising what is happening in this world, we will be rewarded if we give it."

After saying so much, the most important thing is to thank the readers for their support. Thank you very much.
Chapter completed!