Yao Enyu

Later I often wondered, if Yi Lian and I were not roommates, would we become good friends?

I hope the answer is "yes".

Yilian's first impression should never escape the word "indifferent". She will often give you a simple "oh" after you make a passionate and generous statement, or say with a blank look that you "willing the public" after you tell her a very interesting thing. In fact, I hope that her heart can be as deserted as her on the surface countless times, so at least she can live a happier life and care less.

Although I often say, "Gu Yilian, why do you tell me such a major secret that makes me feel nervous and trepidated when I have something to do," I am also glad that I can know that at least she can work less, at least she doesn't have to think about ways to explain her indifference to Song Yuzhe every day.

If the milk tea I bought for her was not a Capricorn, she would protest, almost squeeze her facial features together, looking at me with a look, "Yao Enyu, why don't you remember the sign of your best friend?"

In fact, Yilian’s birthday is not January, and she is not a Capricorn at all. Her real birthday was three months ago. She just said: “Although this is not my real birthday, it is a small step that Gu Nuanyue bid farewell to the past. It is worth remembering and is much more meaningful than my birthday.”

That's right.

Every time my father saw Yilian, he was always a little abnormal. At first I thought he didn't like me to take my friends home, but later I found that this was not the case. Once when I was playing with the computer, he suddenly came in. After a while, he suddenly asked me whether Yilian was younger or older than me.

Just when I was almost telling the truth without any consciousness, I suddenly became alert and looked up and asked him, "Dad, what are you doing?"

He smiled awkwardly, "I feel that she is more mature than you, so just ask."

But the expression on his face told me that he was not asking casually, and I said that she was born in one month.

He heard this and nodded and went out. I wonder if it was an illusion, but he smiled relieved all day long.

Dad and Uncle Song have been friends for many years.

My heart was tight, so my father knew Aunt Gu's existence, remembered her, and Yilian's appearance reminded her of the past.

Fortunately, it's okay, my father didn't mention anything. Although I was still the same as before for Yilian, I at least feel relieved.

After starting the internship, I had less and less contact with Yilian, especially after she refused to stay in the Song family.

Suddenly she no longer clings to that answer.

Not long after, Brother He Xi came to me and asked me to persuade Yilian to go to France with them.

I asked why, and he said Yilian was suitable for this job, and both him and Song Yunzhe hoped that Yilian could go with her.

I think Yilian has given up her previous persistence anyway, and she really wants to find a job related to French. If she has this experience, it will be beneficial for her future job search. Besides, Song Yunzhe is her brother, and with this relationship, there will be no other problems that may cause trouble.

But I forgot that Song Yunzhe didn't know who Gu Yilian was.

Aunt Gu's health is getting worse and worse, Yilian can't stand it anymore. I can't imagine how she told Shen Haoxi that she had to find a way to let Brother Yunzhe marry her, nor can I imagine how scared she was when she said this. I only saw the bottomless despair and pain in her eyes when she told me her plan at the flower tea shop.

I asked her what to do in the future. She said that if she escaped far away, if she was found, she would say that she was greedy for the priceless ring. At worst, she would go to jail for fraud.

But Brother Yunzhe would not let her go to jail. I finally felt more relaxed. Compared to having her stay by the bedside, I wanted to kill Uncle Song in my heart. If this could make her feel better and make Aunt Gu happy after waking up, it would be no big deal. But Brother Yunzhe and Brother Yuzhe, I can't think about it.

Aunt Gu did not wake up after all, and Yilian didn't even see her for the last time. I helped her hide everything about Aunt Gu's death from everyone. As she said, because she wanted to help a friend deal with some things, she went to another place.

And then I will never come back.

I thought Yilian would not come back to A City, although Aunt Song had already started planning the wedding after Yunzhe finished filming the two dramas in his hand.

I have always been curious why Uncle Song didn't have any opinions about Yilian's going to join the Song family, but was as happy as an ordinary father. I think my father is also curious and wanted to find out what was going on, so I had the chance to hear it accidentally.

It turned out that Uncle Song had already asked someone to investigate. The investigation result was that Gu Nuanyue almost couldn't remember that Song Wen had appeared in her life. She later married and gave birth to a daughter after marriage.

In order to make each other live a better life, Yilian and her aunt buried the scars in their hearts, but they kept digging out new scars...

I received an email from Yilian a month after she committed suicide.

"Yeah, I'm sorry, starting from Song Yuzhe, and after letting you know my secret, I'm sorry. I think you will be like Shen Haoxi and will never forgive me again in your life.

But I really don’t know how to live the future, and I have hurt too many people.

I said I would run away, but I didn't expect my mother to leave. So now, death should be the best way to escape. No one will find me, and I don't have to worry about what to do if I'm seen through. I can forget who I am and how damn things I have done in another world. And those who are alive will naturally think that I just couldn't bear my mother's departure, that's fine.

…”

I deleted the email and pressed the hat on the table at the bottom of the box. It was what Yanhe asked me to pass it to Yilian a month ago. Until now, I still clearly remember the pain on Yanhe's face. She carefully put the hat on my hand and whispered: "Yeah, please tell Yilian that she must make Brother Yunzhe happy!"

I laughed dryly, "It's better to tell her yourself."

He shook his head, "No, the person who treats me the best in this world is Yilian. I don't think I will be suitable for appearing in front of her in the future, but I am still very happy because I saw that Brother Yunzhe was really happy. Yes, will you tell her for me?"

I bit my lip hard and listened to him finishing his words. Yanhe, do you know that the person who cannot afford Song Yunzhe the most happiness in this world is Yilian, and she really can't give it to her.

I turned off my computer, changed my clothes and went out. Ouyang Jin and Yin Nuo officially held their wedding today.
Chapter completed!