Chapter 112: He Has Depression
Wang Shaojian asked: "Do you like reading this kind of book?" He remembered that Wei Pinyan was only passionate about music, and he had it when reading books, but it was not such strange prose.
Wei Pinyan smiled and said four words: "It's quite interesting."
Unless Wang Shaojian talks to him first, he will not say anything. Sometimes even if Wang Shaojian talks, he seems to have not heard it. He seems to be listening to the song and leaning against the windowsill to look at the weather outside. On sunny and cloudy days, he always leans there in the same sitting position, motionless, as silent as a doll.
After half a month like this, Wang Shaojian finally realized something was wrong with him.
That day, Wang Shaojian prepared the meal, took two bowls of them, and served them for him to eat. Wei Pinyan stood up with a frown and took out two more bowls from the kitchen.
Wang Shaojian asked him what was wrong.
Wei Pinyan said, "It's from Xiaoqi and Peixi."
After dinner, Wei Pinyan suddenly fell down and muttered to himself. Wang Shaojian didn't say anything. After packing up the things, he told him to stay well and left. Wei Pinyan didn't know if he heard it, and lay on the sofa watching TV.
The sun poured in from the window and spread on his face. He lay on the sofa, closed his eyes gently, as if he was asleep. The baby face concealed the traces of his being washed away by society over the years, as if he was still the quiet boy with dreams on the sofa.
The next day, Wang Shaojian found a psychiatrist.
Wei Pinyan didn't know him and didn't care much. Of course, Wei Pinyan didn't know that the person wearing casual clothes was a psychologist. Wang Shaojian introduced him and said that he was his friend. Wei Pinyan said hello indifferently. At the beginning, he ignored the other party. As the psychologist chatted, he asked Wei Pinyan some questions. Wei Pinyan later felt annoyed and had to answer a few words occasionally. In the end, he couldn't bear it and drove the doctor out.
Wang Shaojian called, and the doctor on the other end said to Wang Shaojian: "He has depression and his condition is very bad, so he must be treated now."
Wang Shaojian seemed to be beaten by someone, and his head was stunned with a buzzing sound.
Pinyan...have depression?
This is a problem. Before Wang Shaojian left, he reminded Wei Pinyan, hoping that he would go out for more walks. Wei Pinyan leaned against the windowsill and looked outside with distant eyes, his eyes were still moving. Perhaps he didn't hear Wang Shaojian's words, so he didn't react.
He turned his head after the door was closed. He was thirsty and had to drink some water.
I took a can of soda, but I felt it was very difficult to even pull a pulling ring, so I simply stopped drinking it.
Wei Pinyan knew very well that something was gradually hollowing out from his heart, and was lost, like sand and gravel, and could not hold it tightly. However, if he grasped it a little bit like this, he would feel safe. Although he knew that the more he grasped, the faster he would lose it.
He lay on the sofa and looked at the ceiling. He suddenly felt that the room was big, but it was very empty. He remembered that when he was in the university dormitory, everyone was so lively together. His roommate always joked: "Hey, Xiaoyan, your girlfriend is waiting for you downstairs again, yoyo, the couple are showing their intimacy all day, why don't you go quickly?"
At that time, he always walked out of campus with Su Xiaoqi, eating a milkshake in a small cold drink shop outside, which was obviously so happy.
Thinking about it now, he actually suspected that he had had such a green period of time, and everything seemed to be an illusory and beautiful dream.
Now even though he is lying in a big house and eating delicacies, he misses the small dormitory, the campus path with mottled light and shadow, and the milkshake that costs a few dollars a cup.
"Ah... it's really strange... are humans so strange..." He turned his head and put himself on the sofa.
After this incident, Lu Weiqi has decided that this time, as long as he finds out whether Zou Ruolan's cancer is true. If it is true, then Lu Weiqi will find out where Zou Ruolan is, or how he is living now. If there is a place where he needs help, he will definitely do his best to help Zou Ruolan to make up for his guilt towards Zou Ruolan.
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As for Su Xiaoqi, Lu Weiqi will no longer have any idea of giving up Su Xiaoqi. He will stick to his love to the end and protect the only woman in the world who trusts him wholeheartedly, except his mother Deng Rumei, and then keep the love happiness that belongs to him and Su Xiaoqi for the rest of his life, and keep this hard-won happiness.
Moreover, Xia Dongxing also called Lu Weiqi later, talking about the reason why Su Xiaoqi and Deng Qiqi got drunk in "dynamic blue" was mainly because Lu Weiqi had neglected Su Xiaoqi so much that Su Xiaoqi started to think about it all day after work. Although Su Xiaoqi never mentioned these things to Lu Weiqi, Lu Weiqi knew that Su Xiaoqi had drunk alcohol in the previous period was probably because he rarely called Su Xiaoqi since he was on a business trip. When he thought of these, Lu Weiqi couldn't help feeling guilty and secretly decided in his heart that he must make up for his mistakes before returning to China.
After thinking about this, Lu Weiqi not only sent people to investigate Zou Ruolan's affairs everywhere, but also restored his previous simple beliefs and began to find ways to make Su Xiaoqi happy every day. This also became the only most important and happiest thing in Lu Weiqi's life.
Su Xiaoqi felt that Lu Weiqi's sudden change, so Su Xiaoqi did not ask Lu Weiqi how the investigation was about Zou Ruolan, because Su Xiaoqi felt that happiness was enough now. As for Zou Ruolan's affairs, no matter what the final result was found, Lu Weiqi herself has decided to accompany her all the time. In this way, she felt that there was no need to ask Lu Weiqi about Zou Ruolan. She was already in her hands. Why worry about factors that obviously cannot play any role in affecting her mood and even affecting her own sense of happiness?
Alas, counting the days, Lu Weiqi has been leaving for a long time. Su Xiaoqi can't help but miss Lu Weiqi, and even miss his domineering kiss...
Oh, by the way, it seems that last night when she was sleepy, Lu Weiqi just called and said that it seemed that she would be back in the past two days? Well, I'll call Lu Weiqi to see if I get home later.
"Xiao Qi, what are you thinking about when you are secretly laughing so happily?" A new colleague suddenly bumped into Su Xiaoqi, who was immersed in her happy thoughts, and couldn't help but ask curiously.
"Haha, nothing, I suddenly thought of going home to eat good food and couldn't help laughing." Su Xiaoqi quickly put down her hand that was stroking her lips, and looked at her face ashamed, and found an excuse to reply.
Su Xiaoqi was embarrassed to admit that she was in Sichun. It was so broad that Lu Weiqi had just left for a few days and had already thought of him like this. As expected, he was like Deng Qiqi said, and he had fallen in love with him.
The new colleague's cheerful and direct personality suddenly smiled sarcastically. Needless to say, she knew it. Looking at Su Xiaoqi's rare blushing expression, she couldn't help but quip, "Oh, is that right? I heard that someone hasn't seen her fiancé for a long time. The fiancé has been on business for almost two weeks. Does someone feel lonely when he stays alone in the empty room? But is he missing someone's strong arms?"
"Go, let's talk nonsense again, don't blame me for being ruthless." Su Xiaoqi deliberately stretched her face, swung her small fist and shook it in front of her new colleague, pretending to be vicious and staring at the new colleague.
"Dao, such a thin little fist dares to sway in front of me. Hurry up, go home quickly, woman, maybe when you go back, your man will be waiting for you to summon you in your house. You don't have to be so lonely, you will still be here, and you will be like spring all day long."
The new colleague patted Su Xiaoqi's thin fist and she didn't mind Su Xiaoqi pretending to be a villain like this. She reached out and deliberately pretended to hook Su Xiaoqi's chin ambiguously, and couldn't help but tease Su Xiaoqi again.
"Tsk tsk tsk tsk, if I am your fiancé, I will definitely not be willing to leave such a young and beautiful fiancée who stays alone in the empty room. Even if I go to the bathroom, I will take it there to prevent being targeted by other men, it will be even less cost-effective."
"Xiao Chen!" Su Xiaoqi's new colleague Xiao Chen said this, and her face turned red with shame. She immediately patted Xiao Chen's malicious hand and yelled at her pretending to be angry.
"Hey, my dear, don't be so intimate, I'd be embarrassed." Xiao Chen pretended to be like a little girl, lowered her head, and spoke even more gentle, but the words were very worthy of beating. Finally, Xiao Chen blinked at Su Xiaoqi again and added an ambiguous sentence, "As long as you are going back, your Qiqi is waiting for you at home."
"Hmph, don't think about eating my loving breakfast tomorrow." Su Xiaoqi threatened violently on purpose.
"Puff..." Xiao Chen, who was drinking water just now, almost squirted out, his face wrinkled like a bitter melon face, "Dear, don't you need to be so cruel, right?"
"Hmph, it depends on how you perform. If I can see authentic eggs placed on my table tomorrow, maybe you will have hope." Su Xiaoqi thought for a while as if she was talking to herself, and finally raised a winning smile, "Go away, Miss Chen, bye!"
Su Xiaoqi, who had just walked out of the office, heard a sad roar coming from behind.
"Su Xiaoqi!"
Su Xiaoqi didn't look back, humming a light classic song alone, walking slowly on the aisle in high heels, and did not notice that Ji Mingyu happened to walk out of another aisle.
"Xiaoqi, are you going back?" Ji Mingyu's unhurried voice floated over from behind Su Xiaoqi. Su Xiaoqi stopped and turned around and saw Ji Mingyu.
Chapter completed!