It turns out that human life is really because of one person missing.

Just missing that person,

It will become so at a loss.

——Zhang Lurang

Hearing her words, Zhang Lurang's pupils condensed and his expression was at a loss.

The first time he saw Su Zaizai like this.

I have no idea what to do.

Zhang Lurang carefully held her wrist and pulled down the hand from her face.

The red eyes were revealed, and there was a lot of cowardice and collapse.

His heart was a little awkward.

"How could I be reluctant?" Zhang Lurang's Adam's apple slid up and down, his tone was low and obscure, "I'm not doing it well, I will..."

Su Zaizai didn't finish listening to him and took his bag from him.

Her head was drooping subconsciously, and she wiped her eyes with her hands, interrupting him.

"You go back."

Zhang Lurang still grabbed her hand and said stubbornly: "I will change it in the future."

Su Zaizai suppressed his emotions, his voice with a strong nasal voice: "I didn't want you to change, it's because I have a bad mentality. Go back, I have to go to work tomorrow."

The next moment, she spread his hand and said softly: "I want to go back by myself today."

Zhang Lurang's palm was empty and he subconsciously held it in the air.

Su Zaizai looked over the other side of the road and reached out to stop the taxi.

She took two steps there, turned her head quickly and looked at him.

Su Zaizai's expression had returned to calm, but his eyes were still red.

She seemed a little disappointed and her lips moved.

The words he said were cold and made him stop for a moment.

"Zhang Lurang, I don't like what comes from force."

*******

After saying that, Su Zaizai got into the car.

Zhang Lurang was silent and wrote down the taxi license plate number.

He watched the car start and moved forward, the red rear lights getting farther and farther away.

Zhang Lurang came back to his senses and walked back to the parking lot to pick up the car.

He sat in the driver's seat and was stunned, his fear in his heart became more and more intense.

Then, Zhang Lurang started the car and drove in the direction of Z.

The car couldn't drive into the school, so Zhang Lurang found a nearby location to stop.

He got out of the car and ran towards the girls' dormitory, calling Su Zaizai while running.

Su Zaizai quickly picked it up without saying a word.

Zhang Lurang was gasping for breath, his eyes were sore and painful, whether it was because of the wind or something else.

His steps slowly stopped and asked softly: "Have you arrived at the dormitory?"

Su Zaizai said "yes" and said lightly: "It's almost done."

Then there is a brief silence.

Zhang Lurang heard the sound of several girls laughing and footsteps going up the stairs.

Only the two of them were breathing lightly on the phone.

Zhang Lurang suddenly spoke and said, "I'm at Z."

The other end is still quiet, not as vivid and bright as usual.

The atmosphere became dull.

Zhang Lurang lifted his feet again and continued to walk forward.

The sound was fragile and vulnerable, as if it was about to break into a ball in the next second.

"Su Zaizai, you can think of anything else except breaking up."

I want to scold him, beat him, and do not do good to him.

Anything is OK.

Another thin layer of mist floated on Su Zaizai's dry eyes.

She walked into the dormitory quietly and turned on the lights.

My roommates were all outside and didn't come back for internships, and the small room was empty.

Su Zaizai walked to the balcony and lay on the railing and looked down.

He saw Zhang Lurang standing downstairs at a glance. He seemed to sense something and looked up.

Su Zaizai opened his lips and opened his mouth.

His eyes were always on Zhang Lurang downstairs, and the distance was a bit far away, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"I didn't want to break up."

She stretched out her hand and touched his face from the air.

Then he said seriously: "I can't live without you, don't you know?"

Zhang Lurang felt relieved and had not had time to speak.

Su Zaizai suddenly smiled bitterly and asked calmly: "But what about you."

After saying that, she was silent for a moment, said a hurriedly and hung up the phone.

"Go back, you've been staying up late late and have a good rest."

*******

The next few days.

It happened to be the busiest time of the company, and Zhang Lurang was forced to work overtime until 10:10 pm.

It was too late, and he was afraid that he would wake Su Zaizai up, so he could only send her a text message to contact her.

Su Zai didn't reply until noon the next day.

When I call her in my spare time, I can only get a very quiet breathing sound.

It's like entering a freezing period.

The WeChat chat window that was filled with Su Zaizai's words in the past only became a few words from Zhang Lurang.

Her emotions seemed to have accumulated for a long time and could not be dissipated for a long time.

Zhang Lurang walked into the tea room in the office, slung his head and poured his coffee powder while making a phone call.

I don’t know what happened to Su Zai today, but it’s a little more than usual.

"A lot of my friends, after seeing you, think I'm lucky."

"In fact, it's not just them, but I think so."

"How great you are, because I never talk to other girls, which gives me a lot of security."

She paused on the other end and asked quickly: "Are I too arrogant?"

I used to hope he wouldn't hate her.

What about now?

It seems that he is not satisfied with anything.

It seems that the more I get, the more I become, the more I become.

"Why not?" Zhang Lurang's movements stopped, his voice was low and silenced, "Who said you won't let your greed be more serious?"

Su Zaizai sniffed and thought carefully: "It seems that there is no."

Zhang Lurang's expression was lost and he slowly pressed and held the switch of the water machine.

Watching the hot water fall into the cup, a large area of ​​hot air rises.

"You think you are lucky, why don't you think about it?"

"After luck has found you, it will come to me the next second."

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To be continued...