Sometimes, I think.

I feel like I'm in love with a man.

——Zhang Lurang

Zhang Lurang had a cold face, crumpled the paper in his hand into a ball and threw it into the trash can next to him.

He quickly went downstairs and walked towards the Academic Affairs Office on the second floor.

There were two students queuing up to modify their volunteers.

Zhang Lurang stopped and waited by the side.

He picked up his cell phone and found a photo in the album.

He took a photo of Su Zaizai after applying for the exam on the website.

Soon, one of the students finished revisions and walked out with the newly printed paper.

Zhang Lurang walked over and watched the teacher help him open the website.

He bent down and slowly entered his admission ticket number and password.

When I hit the Enter key, my palms were nervous and sweating, and the Adam's apple subconsciously rolled away.

Log in successfully and entered.

Zhang Lurang breathed a sigh of relief and quickly modified his volunteers according to the picture on his mobile phone.

After filling in, he patiently checked it two or three times before he made sure it was confirmed.

The teacher held the mouse, glanced at it, and asked, "Are you sure this time?"

Zhang Lurang nodded and suddenly asked, "Teacher, can I change my volunteers after I sign it?"

The teacher was about to help him print out the volunteer form.

Hearing this, the movements in his hand stopped immediately, frowned and said, "Of course not, you haven't considered it yet?"

Hearing the exact answer, Zhang Lurang finally let go of his heart and said softly.

"Think about it, thank you teacher."

After signing, handing it over to the head teacher.

Zhang Lu gave up his office and stood outside the door for a while.

After a while, he came to his senses and walked outside the school.

Because there is no limited time to sign, the students come one after another.

On the long stone road, a few students occasionally walked towards each other with pleasant smiles on their faces.

On the other end of the railing, the sea water below hits the stone bridge, making a rustling sound.

Zhang Lurang suddenly stopped and supported himself on the railing with one hand.

He took out his cell phone and called Zhang Luli.

After receiving another call from Zhang Lurang, Zhang Luli's mood was still rising.

"Hey? Brother! Do you want me to help?"

Zhang Lu asked his eyes to stare at the waves below and was silent for a moment.

He thought for a while and asked softly: "Have you changed your college entrance examination application by your parents?"

Zhang Luli's voice paused and he answered obediently.

"They filled out my volunteers for me."

“…”

"But I really wanted to choose the clinical medicine of T-U at that time." Zhang Luli said with a smile, "But if they don't let me, I think I'll forget it."

After talking for a long time, Zhang Luli suddenly reacted: "Brother, your volunteers have been changed?"

Zhang Lurang's fingertips unconsciously hit the railing.

Hearing this, he replied casually: "Well, I'll hang up first."

Hearing the affirmative answer, Zhang Luli's voice became anxious.

"Then have you changed it back? Can the school still change it? Did it end yesterday..."

"Ali." Zhang Lurang bent his lips and said slowly, "I won't come back, City B."

The other end fell silent and soon said "Oh".

Zhang Lurang hung up the phone.

He was stunned for a while while he was still stunned, but in the end he couldn't help calling Zhang's mother.

"Hey, Ah Rang?"

Zhang Lurang said lightly: "Have you changed my wish?"

Zhang's mother seemed to be stunned for a moment and quickly explained: "Z University is too far away from home. When you went to Z City to study in high school, your mother couldn't rest assured every day..."

Zhang Lurang interrupted her.

"I told you that I want to go there."

As if he was a little annoyed about his resistance, Zhang's mother's voice gradually subsided.

"Think about it yourself. After you graduate from B-U, you go directly to your father's company to work. What a great road, we have paved it for you, all for your own good."

Zhang Lurang seemed to be unable to listen to anything.

The eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, without any turbulence.

"I've changed it back."

Breathing on the other end of the phone.

Suddenly, Zhang's mother's voice became sharp: "How did you change it? Isn't yesterday a deadline?"

Hearing this, Zhang Lurang suddenly understood something.

He was a little grateful, but he asked with a self-deprecating look: "Don't you know why I want to go home?"

Zhang Lurang suddenly asked this question, which made Zhang's mother a little puzzled.

"What's the reason you need to go home?"

Zhang Lurang didn't say anything.

Before hanging up the phone, he remembered the plate of fruit yesterday.

Zhang Lurang held the railing tightly with his palms, his tone like a child.

He was a tone of aggrieved and aggrieved, but he didn't care so much.

"Ali likes to eat oranges."

Zhang Lurang stood there for a while.

Take out the keys from your home from your pocket and think about it seriously.

He thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't think of anything worth getting him back to that home.

He raised his hand and flipped it, and the key fell into the sea.

Gentle, silently—

Sink to the deepest part.

*******

Zhang Lurang never felt that his parents didn't love him.

It’s just that they gave him less love than what they gave him.

But he always believed it.

There is love, but it doesn't have as much as he wants.

After getting off the plane, Zhang Lurang walked out of the exit.

He subconsciously glanced around and saw Su Zaizai waiting outside with his cell phone.

Zhang Lurang was stunned for a moment and walked over with big strides.

Su Zaizai also saw him at the same time and waved his hand at him excitedly.

She ignored the previous question of asking him about the flight number and pretended to surprise him.

"I'm not moved, I've been waiting for a long time!"

That moment, the moment I saw her.

Zhang Lurang's heart, which felt that he had a mouth missing, was suddenly filled.

He couldn't help but throw the bag in his hand to the ground, bent down, and reached out to wrap her into his arms.
To be continued...