Xu Yaping was speechless by the "second personality". The inner question just now hit her. She subconsciously escaped, but found that she could not avoid it at all. The second personality is like a bystander perspective, and everything she saw was something she could not see. She could not avoid: "You, how long has this situation happened to you, and how can we return to normal?"

Shao Zhan also thought about this question, and he speculated: "As long as he wants to come back by himself, I should disappear soon."

Pretend to be quite like that.

Very consistent with the symptoms of a schizophrenia patient.

Xu Yaping: “…”

Xu Yaping has heard stories of split personality, and they seem to have their own names: "Do you have your own name too?"

Shao Zhan's expression freezes for two seconds.

He didn't want to answer this question, and finally said: "You can call me... Xu Zhan."

Xu Yaping was not very adaptable to this name: "Xu Zhan?"

Not to mention that Xu Yaping is not used to it, Shao Zhan herself is not adaptable to it.

It is not easy to pretend to be a split personality. After Shao Zhan finished speaking, he was afraid that Xu Yaping would ask more and more details. After sitting for a while, he stood up and said, "I will go back to my room first if there is nothing else. I still have the test papers to do."

Baidu asked: My son’s personality is divided, and I saw his second personality today. What is the reason for the second personality?

Answer: In psychology, the occurrence of a second personality is related to pressure. It may be caused by external pressure or the patient's own pressure, which makes him want to escape. Do you have any conflicts with your child in daily life?

Xu Yaping sat on the sofa and muttered to herself: "...pressure."

Has she put any pressure on Xu Sheng?

In the past, she wanted Xu Sheng to do more questions and write more papers, and always hoped that he would focus all his attention on studying.

Thinking of this, she suddenly sat upright. When she recalled the scene she saw through the crack in the door, the boy sat at the desk with expressionless expression and writing test papers, without stopping for a moment. She thought blankly: Is this the pressure she put on Xu Sheng?

Is this second personality "Xu Zhan" the one she expects?

I see.

In this way, everything will be straightened out.

Xu Yaping suffocated her chest - she actually forced the child into this.

Just as the Second Personality said, she not only did not encourage him, but became the first obstacle on the road that Xu Sheng wanted to go, forcing Xu Sheng out of the Second Personality. Xu Sheng is now busy writing the test paper as she wishes, but she is not satisfied at all.

She realized with great clarity that it was not a happy thing to make Xu Sheng what she expected.

Because this is not Xu Sheng.

This is not her son, she doesn't need a son who does anything according to her ideas.

Xu Yaping sat quietly on the sofa and finally realized how ridiculous her mother was doing.

It was also her first time being a mother, so she thought she was self-righteous and planned her life for Xu Sheng as much as possible, giving him what she thought was "good" and had unlimited expectations for him, but she never thought about what he wanted.

Shao Zhan underestimated a woman's divergence and association ability. His nonsense second personality was full of loopholes, but he didn't expect that Xu Yaping could help him make this statement round, and it was round and fitting, so he found enough explanations and reasons for him.

He didn't know if his second personality could help Xu Sheng. Thinking about the inconvenience of other people's family affairs, he still couldn't help but interfere with it.

He knew very little about the Joint Examination, but he had seen the sketch on Xu Sheng’s mobile phone screen.

I also remember the last time I became "Xu Sheng", he sat in the studio. Xu Sheng grabbed his hand and looked like he was when he changed the painting with his hand.

He never said that Xu Sheng that day was very different from the usual Xu Sheng.

Although Gu Yanwang's words "Sleeping Lion" were too exaggerated, he seemed to have really seen Xu Sheng open his eyes.

No longer like on the day of the test, the boy was lying on the table and facing the invigilator with the back of his head.

It’s not like being called to the office, the three words “Don’t worry about me” are written all over my body.

If it was raining in Xu Sheng's world, he wanted to hold an umbrella for him.

The next day was indeed cloudy. Even when dawn was dawn, thick clouds still covered the entire sky. Pedestrians on the road were hurried and their clothes were wrapped tightly by the dull wind.

Xu Sheng didn't fall asleep all night, didn't look at his phone, and didn't know that he had missed the scene of his boyfriend's car crash.

As soon as dawn, he put on his coat yesterday and opened the door and took the bus as indicated on the navigation. The air was wet and cold, stuffy and humid.

The bus drove away from the strange Nanping, and the scenery outside the window became familiar, and an illusory and distant voice sounded in my ears: "You really want to lock it? Throw it all in?"

"I really won't draw it?"

"Don't, you..."

These sounds were interrupted by the radio that sounded when the bus stopped - "Please prepare passengers who want to get off."

Xu Sheng got out of the car, walked along the road, and walked two streets before he saw the familiar warehouse.

Xu Sheng stood at the door of the warehouse and remembered that he was Shao Zhan now, and he had no keys, and the keys were around "Xu Sheng"'s neck.

Xu Sheng stood at the door of the warehouse for a while, clicked in, and saw three unread items.

Shao Zhan finished the last answer in the evening and adjusted his mood before reporting the situation to Xu Sheng.

This time, I was overturned in front of Xu Yaping. I didn’t know where to start when the result was caused. Shao Zhan finally said: I have something to tell you.

-Where is a person.

-See the reply.

However, the message was sent but it was not replied, and Xu Sheng did not answer the call.

Xu Sheng leaned against the warehouse door and lowered his head to type.

Xu Sheng: I have something to say, too.

Xu Sheng: When we met and chat, we carried the string of things around our necks when we came.

When Shao Zhan arrived, it had been an hour since Xu Sheng sent a message. Xu Sheng's message was attached to the location, which was near the studio he had been to before. As soon as he got off the car, he saw "self" squatting at the door of an abandoned warehouse from a distance.

This season, wild cats often appear in this place. Xu Sheng's dressing style is completely different from Shao Zhan. He pulled up his wide coat and hat, covering most of his face, only revealing a little chin and nose tip, and a cat surrounded him.

The cat was not afraid of him. Xu Sheng squatted, put his wrist on his knees, and moved his fingers from time to time to tease him. Xu Sheng lowered his eyes and then stretched out his hand to hook him. The cat ran away with a "meow", and then a shadow cast in front of him. There was something in his heart that stretched out his palm: "..."

Shao Zhan let go of his hand, and the string of black rope keys fell in Xu Sheng's hand: "This?"

Xu Sheng hooked the black rope and said "yes".

Shao Zhan's body proportions are not related to the word "slim", but Xu Sheng can just wear this feeling. He slowly got up with a black rope between his fingers and opened the warehouse door with the key.

The door slowly opened, and the warehouse was very dark, with painting tools and drawing paper.

"Take you a look at a place," Xu Sheng said, "...your boyfriend's secret studio."

Compared to the studio, this place is more like another world of Xu Sheng.

Xu Sheng hung the key around his neck, as if he had been there a thousand times, stepped up in three or two steps, sat in front of the easel, flipped through the stack of drawing paper on the edge, and said, "After the fight with my mother, she asked me to throw these things away, but I didn't throw them away."

Shao Zhan forgot to tell him about the crash, and forgot to say that he got up this morning and opened the bedroom door, facing Xu Yaping, who had not slept all night.

After Xu Sheng finished speaking, he raised his head and his wide hat slid down: "I owe you the answer I asked you yesterday, I will make up for it today."

The disobedient temperament in his bones has never changed. It is still the Xu Sheng who stood on the review stage in the scorching sun and knew that he was rampant and unrestrained: "I won't give up."

It’s not that I don’t want to, but that I don’t.

Xu Sheng didn't sleep well last night. He looked sleepy, but his eyes were extremely firm: "If you don't agree, just carry her paintings on her back. If there is any problem, then I'll talk about it if you encounter it."

A seventeen-year-old boy has all kinds of feelings. He always likes them vigorously, and he always insists on trying to pick stars without hesitation.

Outside the warehouse.

Just as Xu Sheng said the four words "I won't give up", the sky that had been gloomy since last night finally reached its peak. Suddenly, a strong wind roared, and a lightning flashed in the center of the dark sky - the light was like the fireworks flashing in the night sky last night, illuminating the entire city in an instant.

At the same time, a very dull thunder sounded from the sky, and both of them were so familiar that they could not be more familiar with each other.

"Boom"!

Xu Sheng: “…”

Shao Zhan: "..."

Is it what they thought?

Thunder shrouded over the city, and another "boom" sound!

Then Xu Sheng clearly felt the lightning break through the entire sky and slashed straight at their warehouse, because his whole body seemed to have electricity and he suddenly lost consciousness.

Xu Sheng's speech on "not giving up" was just halfway through, and he was stunned by this thunder.

But this time the situation is different from before.

This time it was really raining. The rainstorm was pouring down outside, and the streets were quickly wet. The raindrops hit the top of the warehouse, making a "clang" sound - this scene gradually overlapped with the heavy rain more than a year ago.

The two of them gradually withered, the world began to rotate, and as the sky and the earth turned, Xu Sheng and Shao Zhan heard a sentence from outside the distant time and space at the same time.

"If there is a choice, can I not be Xu Sheng?"

"If there is a choice, can I not be Shao Zhan?"

This is their own voice.

"Who can I become?"

"What do you want to be?"

Xu Sheng saw that all the scenery around him was rapidly fragmented, and many scenes passed by him. The first scene appeared was that on the day of school, he squatted on the wall and ran into Shao Zhan standing under the street lights.

Countless fragments shone with light, and he and Shao Zhan seemed to be in a grand fireworks. He wanted to raise his hand to touch Shao Zhan who was close to Chi Chi, but it was fleeting in an instant, but at that moment he suddenly found the answer.

After Xu Sheng noticed that he had resumed activities, he moved his fingers, lowered his head and saw his hand: "We have changed back?"

"It's been replaced."

Shao Zhan took off the black rope necklace, passed his fingers through Xu Sheng's soft hair, and pressed his fingertips behind Xu Sheng's neck, and helped him put the key on: "If nothing unexpected happens, thunder should not appear again in the future."

This thunder confirmed all Shao Zhan’s previous speculations, why did he exchange bodies with Xu Sheng? Because he didn’t want to be himself anymore.

Why exchange it?

Because they accepted themselves, or rather, because they met the other person, they found themselves back.
Chapter completed!