16 Chapter Sixteen(1/2)
Lin Yao didn't know where his impulse came out. Anyway, after asking, he stopped talking, and sat on the bed with the phone waiting for the reaction of Hengdao.
But the Hengdao didn't speak for a long time.
Lin Yao's heartbeat was very fierce. This was the first time he had taken the initiative to tell someone after he knew he liked men. Hengdao's silence made him lose his mind in an instant and began to regret his decision.
Just when Lin Yao thought he was either asleep again or was about to hang up the phone, Hengdao said slowly: "No."
When Lin Yao heard these two words, he was stunned at first, and after coming to his senses, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. Suddenly, he felt sleepy, as if he had accomplished something amazing.
"That's good," he said.
"You're just telling me this?" Hengdao's voice finally lost his sleepiness, and he must have been awake.
"Didn't you ask me why I'm depressed today?" Lin Yao said, "Actually, if I don't say it, I won't say it anymore. It will be over in a few days, but I just want to say it out loud. It should be fine if I tell you."
There was a sound of water from the side of the Hengdao. Lin Yao listened with his ears for a while and felt a little unhappy: "You are so indifferent, how can you go to the bathroom when I want to talk about business?"
"No, wash your face," Hengdao smiled, "Do you mean it's for the man that you are unhappy today?"
"Well, do you want to guess who it is for?" Lin Yao took a cigarette from the cigarette box and gently stepped onto the rooftop.
"Your director." Hengdao was probably not in the room anymore, and the sound of wind came from the receiver.
Lin Yao was a little embarrassed to say that Hengdao had guessed it, but he didn't expect Hengdao to give the correct answer without even thinking about it. He was quite surprised and didn't lit it for a long time: "Okay, hero, how did you guess it!"
"I haven't forgotten to praise him for being handsome when I'm in a bad mood, it's quite obvious." Hengdao answered slowly.
"Yes, I forgot that you were a traitor," Lin Yao snorted, "But you guessed nothing, tell you it's okay."
"Because I'm a stranger?"
"Because you are a stranger who can be chatted with."
To be honest, Hengdao is a person suitable for confiding. Just like every time he chats before, Hengdao's response is just right, so Lin Yao slowly told the secrets that were pressed in his heart, without any uneasiness.
"Do you know, I actually don't think I like him just, I just think I'm good-looking and I'm willing to take a look at him." Lin Yao pressed the cigarette butt on the rooftop floor. After thinking about it, he wiped off the cigarette butt marks on the floor tiles with his fingers. If my mother saw this, she might punish him to drag the rooftop twenty times.
"Then let's see, he doesn't know anyway." Hengdao probably made him lose sleep after he was whispering and kept talking with him.
"Well, I just thought so, it's nothing to look at it secretly," Lin Yao sighed, "But today I was really a little excited when I saw him and his girlfriend enter the hotel, so I wanted to hit and die on my ten-treasure soup buns."
"Forget it, it's not worth it." Hengdao smiled.
"I'll listen to it with a smile," Lin Yao sniffed, "You two sounds are really similar to each other."
"Is it satisfying?" Hengdao laughed twice.
The laughter made Lin Yao feel soft. He held his stomach and took a deep breath several times: "It's so satisfying."
"Can you go to bed? Are you not going to work tomorrow?" Hengdao yawned.
"How long have you been chatting?" Lin Yao looked at the screen of his phone, "Damn, another hour..."
"Well, I'm in a better mood after saying it."
"It's much better. Thank you for not hanging up the phone and talking with me for so long." Lin Yao continued to cover his stomach.
"Sleep, don't think too much. Maybe I'm not a girlfriend," Hengdao's voice began to get confused again. "I'll tell you a solution. If you really can't think about it, you can ask directly."
"I'm not unhappy. I'm a very strong person at all, but I'm very easy to think about it," Lin Yao muttered dissatisfiedly, hesitated and asked again, "Why should I ask directly? Isn't it strange?"
"What's so strange? When I bought buns yesterday, I saw you get off the bus with a girl. Are you a girlfriend? It's so beautiful, so I just asked?" Hengdao casually helped him make up his words.
Lin Yao wanted to hang up the phone and immediately called Guan Ze to ask, but soon realized that he did not have Guan Ze's number. The company's new employee address book had been sent to the email address two days ago, and he had not read it.
Let's hold it in, even if you have a number, you call the director of the next office in the middle of the night and say who is the beauty who is eating with you today? People might think he has drunk too much, or they think he has fallen in love with that woman.
Beautiful girl? Lin Yao thought about it for a while. To be honest, he really didn't see clearly whether it was a beauty. He didn't even remember the woman's fatness and thinness. He knew that she was a woman, and hugged Guan Ze's arm, and then he just wanted to smash it with buns one by one.
In fact, the idea that Hengdao gave him was not an idea at all. If he hadn't had a ghost in his heart, he wouldn't have been secretly hiding alone and thinking for so long. Now that Hengdao said this, he suddenly became calm. Wasn't he just asking who the girl who was having a good relationship with him was having dinner with his leader Guan.
Tsk! Lin Yao spread a big word on the rooftop. Maybe he is really not a girlfriend.
Lin Yao was in a very good mood when he was at work in the morning. After talking to Hengdao last night, he suddenly felt like he was carrying a big bag and finally put down the cement bag on his shoulder. Actually, this matter is nothing big at all. Isn’t it just a man with a good impression? He didn’t plan to do anything, making him so uneasy and boring.
When he was waiting for the red light, Guan Ze's car slowly leaned over as usual and stopped on his right.
Lin Yao happily put down the car window. After seeing Guan Ze's car window also lowered, he shouted to the other side: "Mr. Guan is so early!"
"Good morning." Guan Ze smiled.
Isn't this enough, it's so natural and harmonious.
All morning, Lin Yao buried his head in front of the computer and pondered the design of the toy advertisement. He was quite selfless and didn't even think about getting a sip of water.
It was not until Jiang Yifei came over and handed him a piece of chocolate that he moved his neck and found that his whole body was sore.
"I'm almost a fossil." Lin Yao stood up and twisted twice.
"Take it down," Jiang Yifei patted his back twice, and glanced at Zhang Zhian's eyes, "Jiang is called a fossil, it's no problem to melt for one or two hundred years."
Lin Yao was happy. When he came in the morning, Zhang Zhian was already in front of the computer. Now, he looked at him and he still had no movement in the same posture as if he had entered a state of meditation: "Are he asleep? He is so dedicated."
"You don't understand. He was also like this when he was resting. He was working with his eyes open, and half closed his eyes were resting. He was completely closed, and he fell asleep." Jiang Yifei raised his voice to Zhang Zhian, "Is that right, Zhian!"
Zhang Zhian didn't look at them, stared at the computer and nodded.
Several people in the office were happy. Lin Yao raised his arms and walked towards the tea room while smiling: "I'll replenish some energy."
There was someone in the tea room, standing in front of the window with his back facing the door.
Lin Yao felt that he must have special abilities for Guan Ze. When he could see the situation in the tea room with one eye, he had already recognized the person inside with half of his back. He could even tell at a glance that the gray shirt that Guan Ze was wearing today was the same as the black one he wore when he came to the company...
"Mr. Guan." He raised his arms and greeted him. When Guan Ze turned around, he remembered that he could put his arm down, and he would not go in.
"This is a stretching exercise." Guan Ze turned around and leaned against the window and smiled.
"Yes," Lin Yao nodded and took a cup of coffee, "I will come to take a Chen-style Tai Chi later."
Guan Ze didn't say anything, took a sip of coffee, took a wafer from the table and ate it.
Lin Yao felt that the atmosphere was pretty good at this moment, so he cleared his throat: "Mr. Guan, I saw you yesterday."
"Is that right, where?" Guan Ze looked at him.
"Are you going to have a meal with your girlfriend?" Lin Yao thought for a while, "I happened to buy soup dumplings there."
"Well, I'm with a friend I haven't seen for a long time."
When he heard this, Lin Yao felt relieved. Damn! A friend I haven't seen for a long time! I haven't seen him for a long time! This is even more comfortable than telling him that he can take a month of paid leave. The smile on his face was a little uncontrollable, and it overflowed in a surging manner. He felt like he was smiling like a trumpet flower: "Not a girlfriend..."
"No." Guan Ze slowly drank coffee and answered very naturally.
"Ah..." Lin Yao forgot the words happily. After a long time, he didn't remember what to say below, so he had to make do with it, "It's pretty."
"Are you beautiful?" Guan Ze narrowed his eyes, and the smile at the corner of his mouth was a little indescribable, which made Lin Yao strongly wonder if he had said the wrong thing.
He didn't see clearly whether he was beautiful or not. He heard what he meant, wasn't that girl beautiful? He held the cup and pretended to be thinking hard for a few seconds: "Isn't it beautiful?"
"It's pretty." Guan Ze smiled, smiling happily. The cup in his hand shook, and he quickly put the cup on the table.
Lin Yao looked at Guan Ze with his squint eyes and filed his teeth calmly. He seemed to be fooled by this man again if he was not careful!
"Did you fall in love with her? I can introduce you to you another day?" Guan Ze hugged his arm and tapped his fingers on his arm twice, "But she is much bigger than you."
Lin Yao took a sip of coffee and was startled by his words. He quickly covered his nose with his hands and threw it into the sink next to him, spitting the coffee in his mouth into the pool. Fuck! If he hadn't spit it out in time, he would have almost choked out of his nose!
"I didn't mean that," Lin Yao washed his face, "Mr. Guan, don't get me wrong..."
"Oh," Guan Ze replied, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay, it's okay," Lin Yao waved his hand desperately, "I was just startled. I didn't think about it."
"You're so scared," Guan Ze threw a tissue next to him, "like a child."
"Is it as scary as you?" Lin Yao muttered in a low voice, grabbed a piece of paper and wiped it randomly on his face, "I'm back to the office."
"Where is Chen's Tai Chi?" Guan Ze asked behind his back.
Lin Yao slapped the door frame with a palm. This person was really crazy! He gritted his teeth: "If you don't perform today, the child will be scared."
Guan Ze looked at Lin Yao and rushed back to the office without looking back, picked up the cup and continued to drink coffee.
Frightened? Guan Ze felt that the person who was scared should be himself. When Lin Yao said that last night, he was shocked. He always thought that this child was quite cute and his personality was also likeable. I really didn't expect that he would like men.
Guan Ze sighed. It would be a pity for any girl to find such a boyfriend.
But he is also in a dilemma now. He originally planned to ask Lin Yao to go out for dinner in two days, but he stopped teasing him. However, Lin Yao said this without blocking the secret to him, and he really didn't know how to end it.
In the afternoon, Qiu Yueling called his office and confirmed with him about the BIAE this year. In a few days, the marketing department would go to the market department, so Qiu Yueling meant to bring one or two more people from the design department to participate.
"Do you see who is suitable for the design department?" Qiu Yueling asked him.
"I'm not very familiar with the people in the design department now, and I plan to learn more about it with Director Chen..." Guan Ze flipped through the folders at hand.
"Let's do this, take the newcomers to play? I've been there once a year, so let the newcomers experience it?" Qiu Yueling asked for his opinion.
"That's fine, who are the newcomers?" Guan Ze thought for a while, and it seemed that there were many newcomers in the design department.
"Lin Yao, brand new."
When Lin Yao got off work, he didn't see Guan Ze in the corridor. Except for the first day, Guan Ze left the office on time, he never saw him during normal hours.
When he got home, his mother was still cooking. Lin Yao washed his face and went back to the room to turn on the computer. He usually didn't worry about going online, especially after he had a mess with the madman, he felt irritated when he thought about going online. But after chatting with Hengdao yesterday, he had a different feeling about this person, at least he was the person who could relax and talk about his feelings.
To be continued...