People say that April 1st is the real Valentine's Day, and how many men and women are joking about the truth??                                               �

In fact, youth is for nostalgia. Time returns to high school again. At that time, we were so immature and my love was so pure and simple, but everything is no longer there.

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My dad heard me crying just now, so he asked me what was going on. I said I was afraid that I would not do well in the exam.

I just thought a lot, I think I should tell you all.

Suddenly I felt that I was too much before. I didn’t understand it before, but only knew my temper. I only realized it in the first ten minutes.

You just said something strange. I felt a little uncomfortable. I was afraid that you would not like me or have other opinions about me. Later, I kept thinking about it and suddenly I was very afraid of losing you, very, very scared.

I don’t know why, but I feel that without you, the whole world will be dark. I only knew that I like you before, but I never felt that I had so much.

Later, I suddenly remembered the notebook you gave me last Christmas, and I thought, I wouldn't have brought it without me... and then I quickly went to find my schoolbag, but I found it.

I kept recalling this notebook while holding it. Suddenly I felt that it was so good before. I missed my then, and then I thought that I would keep this notebook for the rest of my life.

Thinking about it carefully, I used to be just jealous when I asked you every day! I remember how good you and them were. I felt very uncomfortable if you like them so much. I really wanted you to coax me and tell me that you like me the most, and they are nothing.

Whenever you explain, I feel much more comfortable, but I still have to show a tough look. In fact, it’s not that I don’t believe you at all. My jealousy changes its flavor as I eat it, because of the smelly and hard mouth.

I quarrel with others, and anyone and any pattern proves that I am right. Even if I know I am wrong, I still have a stubborn voice. But I am lucky. The friends I meet are more and more popular, and I gradually become like this.

What I said and thought sometimes is really different. I want to be face-saving and verbally impulsive and don’t care about anything, and I like to be competitive. I have always known that you are a good person. I believe you will not have an ambiguous relationship with other girls when you are with me. Although you are not so good at studying, I see that you are very kind, responsible, and actually very good! Many times I can see it and remember it in my heart. I am very clear about these things. Although I am unreasonable, I am not a person who does not understand right or wrong.

I have had a few loves, but it is not really true. I have tried the best to do that, but I can count it with half a hand. I walked out a week after the breakup.

I always talk to you about men's affairs, but my psychology is actually similar to yours. I told you before that I like Zhang Qiang to fool you. I did like him before, but I have long since disliked him. I like you earlier than you like me. This is true, but I have always been embarrassed to say it out.

I didn't fall in love with you at first sight. When I first met you, I really felt like you were a computer repairman, but after meeting you a few times, I was thinking that I wouldn't like him in the future, it's so scary and so scary...

Then I paid special attention to you. At that time, you were not interested in me. I said Liu Yang that there was a man I liked a little, but I didn’t know him yet. Why did I chat with him? Brother Yang also taught me to ask you to borrow something, but I didn’t dare. I was struggling with him for a long time. Do you remember that I said you were not of quality and I liked you at that time.

At that time, I felt that you had an objection to me and felt very uncomfortable. I had annoyed Liu Yang all day long, and he was too lazy to pay attention to me.

Then I met Gao Zhan at that time and felt that you didn’t like me at all... It was better to Gao Zhan, and then I wrote about the one on September 12th. In fact, I said that Gao Zhan was good because I fell in love with you, but I felt that you didn’t appreciate it at all!

Later I told Chen Dawei that I fell in love with a man. I started saying that he was so mean, but later Chen Dawei made fun of me and said that a woman said that a man either liked him or hated him to death... She said that I obviously belonged to the former.

Later you told me that you repeated the school because a senior sister told me all day and felt uncomfortable because if she had only felt something before, she would have been serious at that time.

Later, we became more and more familiar with each other. I have a note. Zhang Xiaobai, who would go crazy at any time, interacted with you intimately. I was wondering who this person was, and I told Liu Yang that during that time I was bothering her all day long.

I really don't want to hear the love history you told me at all. After listening to it, I feel very uncomfortable but curious about your past. I think it's so unfair and very wronged. Then I tell you how Wei Dachun is...

Actually, when I was in class, I always glanced at you, and it was the same when I was with you. But I don’t want you to pretend to look at the watch and look at you by the way, but it seems that you have seen through it.

Then our relationship became better and better. With your Baidu account, I found Zhang Xiaoqing. At that time, I thought she was your senior sister, but I was depressed for a long time, just like the kind that I always wanted to get along with myself.

I felt uncomfortable if you didn't talk to me for a long time, and then I wondered what was going on. I kept annoying Liu Yang on QQ. Later, I saw that Wu Xiaobai in your space, and I didn't know how to do that Xiaobai was!

I remember discussing with Liu Yang for half an afternoon, and then you said that your senior sister was like this and even said that she was like this than me. I felt sour at that time, I felt really uncomfortable and a little angry, but I couldn't let you see it, so I pretended to be very indifferent, and I felt internal injuries in my heart.

Also, in fact, every article in that red diary is you! Do you remember when I tear it? It was when you ignored me.

I kept all the small notes you gave me in the notebook. Sometimes I would take a picture of them for Brother Yang to show them, and then continue to pretend to you.

I was not happy with you and Guan Xin for a while, and then I will match Guan Xin with you.

Actually, it’s not like that at all. I think your relationship is jealous. One is to test you two, and the other is to find a place to resolve it. Liu Yang knew all these things clearly.

At that time, you had a good relationship with Guan Xin, and I was very unhappy. I saw that Guan Xin also had a good impression of you, so I didn’t know what to do. Then I wrote a diary every day, and I was very dark. I saw that you had a lot of communication between classes, and then I took her to the bathroom until class was about to go back.

I felt very insecure at that time, so I became what I am now.

Later, I felt that you had a good impression of me, so I was very narcissistic and thought that you wouldn't like me too, so I asked Brother Yang to analyze it, and he said it was very likely.

I was very happy, but when I think of your senior sister, I was no longer confident and felt that I was self-indulgent, and then you ignored me for a long time.

I thought about you at that time!!! I felt very uncomfortable, but I kept following you secretly. I thought at that time that I would definitely make you fall in love with me.

But if you ignore me, it is hard for me to find you. Later, I really wanted to find me after I go home, but I felt very wronged. I asked Liu Yang to drink and cry. There was also a learning factor. At that time, I wanted to go out to learn painting and made an appointment with Zhang Yulong. But at that time I felt that I couldn't see you anymore, and you ignored me, so I thought I couldn't see you. Maybe I would feel better and gradually forgot about you (this sentence is really disgusting, but I really thought so).

Anyway, I was too lazy to say it later. Generally speaking, I found out that you also liked it, but I was not sure, so I tried it. Later, I made sure and then got together, otherwise how could I agree to you so easily?

Later, I was always unhappy with you. There are two things.

The first is that Zhang Yulong and Guan Xin abandoned me. I was afraid of not having friends, but wanted to make things difficult for you because Yang Jian was also with you. The second is that I saw Zhang Xiaoqing QQ. I went to her place to look for abuse every few days. I didn’t know how to tell you. Moreover, both of them were unpretentious, so I always sulked.

You are very nice to me. Gradually, I am used to having you. My temperament is becoming more and more perverted. But I care about you in my heart. But I must admit that I really don’t know how to cherish it. I am also very stupid and childish. When I feel uncomfortable, I will quarrel with you. I don’t know other ways to solve it. Every time I quarrel with you, your comfort or coaxing me, I can make me sure of my existence, but I ignore your feelings. I’m sorry.

Oh my God! I've said it a lot, but you're just having fun secretly. I've never done such a thing to anyone else.

I am really too much. I have been living in my own world and don’t know how to think from your perspective, but I really like you and care about you. I don’t know how to express love.

Actually, I was having sex with you because I like you so much, but I didn’t know it at that time and just felt uncomfortable and wronged.

I have been with you and I have gradually forgotten what I felt about you before...

Life is so comfortable, and you are so nice to me, and gradually I can't feel how much I like you.

Actually, I liked you at that time, but I told you later that you might not be very happy. But I really thought that way. If you broke up with me at that time, I would probably be dead. I said I didn’t like you, but it was only that time, and it would be clear afterwards.

I wrote that note just thinking whether I still like you? I wrote about infidelity or something. I have never been that kind of person. As long as I spend my day with you, there will be only you in my world. I remember telling you before that if you like someone, there is only one person, and others are ignored.

I don’t know why I suddenly thought it through, but now I’m much calmer. I don’t want to have conflicts with you. I also want to be fine. I may be sensible. As long as you like me, I will not change, I will not care about anything anymore. Nothing is important than you, and it’s not as important as us. I really understand your position in my heart. I don’t want to regret it or make you feel uncomfortable.

I was angry because I complained and wanted you to coax it. I knew that although I understood this, some of my little tempers would probably not come back for a while. I hope you can understand me. I am not a passionate person by nature, but I will make you feel my care for you. I may also learn to cherish it. I really want to be with you forever.

Feelings are maintained by two people together. Sorry, I was too ignorant before and always made things difficult for you, but my feelings for you are really simple and simple.

All I said above is sincere and frank, and no word is fake. I told you before that I don’t understand love, but now I may understand it. I used to say that you are selfish and I am the most selfish, and I will not do it in the future.

I really like you very much. I don’t want to leave you. The test scores don’t matter, and it doesn’t matter if you still like me. Nothing can be broken up.

Ah~! It's so disgusting. I can't stand myself anymore. Thinking of your first term, I hope you won't say you are not worthy of me and break up with me. I won't disgusting you anymore. Good night.

Also, I have been talking to you for so long, but I am embarrassed enough with my hard work. If you dare to laugh at me, I will never let it go! You!

I won’t tell you that I will cry if I miss you!

postscript:

In the end, the two of them still did not get together. They are still youth that they cannot forget when they are face to face.

I love you, happy holidays!
Chapter completed!