Looking at my shocked expression, the nun also felt something strange and looked at me with a slightly frown: "Why, do you know Pomni?"

I still didn't say anything, just stared at her with wide eyes.

Never before, when a person appeared in front of me like her, it caused endless waves in my heart, and opened the dusty past in an almost rough way. At this moment, I felt my heart surging, and the pain was almost stopped. I was almost at a loss, and I murmured her name in a low voice.

"Qing...ying..."

It was like a thunder blew up from the top of the head.

Her eyes widened.

At this moment, both of them stopped breathing. The nun looked at me with disbelief expression, her lips trembling slightly: "You, you are--"

“…”

"Light...Full..."

The atmosphere was so depressed that my chest was so painful. I stood there blankly. The oil lamp behind me shook, and the dim light made the thin face dark and difficult to see, making it difficult to tell whether it was in reality or in a dream.

How could it be...

The people around me slowly sat down, and a few of them were already looking at us strangely. I finally found a trace of my rationality and slowly sat next to her.

Her stiff body was squeezed by me, but she turned her head and looked at me.

"Lighty? Is it you?"

This familiar and unfamiliar name made me tremble suddenly.

She also looked at me: "You are really—?"

I suddenly felt a little afraid to look at her. I looked down at my bent knees, and my legs were trembling slightly without being obedient. In her astonished gaze, I nodded gently.

I heard her breathing a long sigh, as if she had opened a knot in her heart. At this time, I slowly turned my head, and the eyes of the two of them seemed a little vicissitudes and helpless under the dim light. I think she, like me, never thought of a day of goodbye again, and the meeting at this moment was like a different life.

Light... Qingying...

Hearing these two names ring like this, even I became confused.

Back then, it was because these two names that were too similar and so similar that made people dazed that I gave her the opportunity to change her destiny.

So she became the proud daughter of Xichuan, but also experienced the suffering of Miss Yan.

And I became who I am today.

We thought that the life we ​​could control ourselves had not finished it well, but we met unexpectedly, which made me feel helpless that he would not be able to rest in this life.

Yes, the story Liu Li mentioned at the beginning is true, but Shen Rou’s evidence is wrong. I did not steal Yan Qingying’s money, and the nun in front of me was not the eldest lady of the Yan family.

She is the real Yue Qingying!

.

"Why are you here?"

It took me a lot of time before she and I finally found my heartbeat and voice, and finally calmed down. She immediately asked me, and I also knew that she had too many questions to ask me when she met her like a different life. I also had too many questions to ask her.

"Where are you? At that time, didn't you say you wanted to escape and find your lover?"

Hearing my words, a faint bitter smile appeared on her pale and indifferent face: "After you pretending to die for me, I did escape back, but-"

"What's wrong?"

"The day I ran back, I happened to run into the bride he married passed by."

I suddenly froze.

I still remember that at that time I entered the palace with her. Because she was the first to be enrolled, there were only two of us in the team. Because she kept crying and feeling pitiful, I asked her with concern what happened. Only then did I know that because her family was poor, she sold herself to the palace to raise money to marry her brother, and she could only part with her childhood sweetheart.

At that time, there was a shadow in my heart.

So I told her the bold plan. Although she looked soft and weak, she was also bold and daring. It was from that day that we exchanged our names.

The eunuch in charge of leading the team originally didn't care much about us, and the names of the two were too similar, and they were both young women. They didn't care much about it when they called them like this. Later, more and more palace maids were added to the book, and everyone called me Qingying, and everyone called her Qingying. She really became Qingying, and I really became Qingying.

It was at that time that the carriage entering the palace was parked on a deserted slope in the suburbs to let everyone rest, and she and I took the opportunity to implement our plan.

She escaped from the edge of the cliff and left a bloody dress. Yan Qingying's disappearance became a unsolved case. In order to cover up the situation, the case was quickly settled.

And I have a new identity openly and can wait for the amnesty in the harem in five years and be reborn!

But unexpectedly, everything was not as good as I wish.

Her childhood sweetheart actually got married after she was gone for a few months?

I looked at her thin face, perhaps because of the life of the ancient Buddha green lamp over the years, she no longer had too many expressions. In addition to the surprise when she met again, she has now calmed down and said slowly: "I didn't ask, nor did I want to ask, I just felt that I was too ridiculous."

“…”

"Who knew that after returning home, I realized that I was really ridiculous."

"Why?"

"My parents used the money I sold myself to enter the palace to marry my brother. The family consumed more. I ran back, afraid that I would be able to go out to work, so I had a mouth for eating."

"..." I immediately understood.

"Then, have you become a monk?"

She smiled bitterly and said, "At that time, people have died once, so what else can't be seen?"

My voice was choked with a strange sob: "I didn't expect it to happen."

"Yes. I never thought that people would do this."

I could fully understand the sorrow of the pain in her eyes. No matter how you eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha's name, you can't get rid of it. You can only change the topic and ask: "Then why can you - I heard from the eldest princess, you have already - a few years ago."

"Die is it right?" She smiled indifferently: "Three years ago, I was indeed seriously ill, and I almost died. At that time, Master Jing Chang kept taking care of me-oh, she was the eldest princess' mother. At that time, I thought I could not survive, and you also know that people were about to die-"

I understood what: "You told her about what happened back then?"

"I originally thought that the amnesty in the palace will be released every five years. No matter how you do, you should leave the palace. Even if I say it, Master Jingchang will say it, and it will not be possible to pass it to the palace. Who knew that she was actually the concubine of the Supreme Emperor. Master Jingchang was in Huangze Temple. Although the abbot was very polite to her, he often had a wealthy daughter to come to see her, but no one thought about it elsewhere. It was only after that she told me." She said, looking up at me: "How could you do this? I heard from the eldest princess that you gave birth to a daughter for the emperor?"

I said lightly: "Yes."

"Then you--"

"I don't want to mention those things anymore."

Compared to her, she could tell the past that hurt her so deeply, but I couldn't say a word. She seemed to understand and pursed her lips silently.

After a moment of silence, I turned my head again: "Qingying, you--"

"Don't call this name." She smiled faintly: "I almost don't know who I called. Pomni's Fa name Jingxu."

"Jingxu..." I murmured these two words. It was clearly the Dharma name of an ordinary nun, but after listening to her story and chanting her Dharma name, I felt sad and my eyes were a little hot: "Then why are you here again now?"

"I came to find someone by Master Jingchang."

"Master Jingchang?" Isn't that Zhao Shuyuan? Who are she looking for?

"In fact, it has been more than a year since Pont Ni left Huangze Temple. Although the eldest princess often visited her mother in Huangze Temple, she can only come so many times a year. On weekdays, Master Jingchang takes care of Pont Nido. Last year, she fell seriously ill. When she was sick, she suddenly told Pont Ni that she wanted Pont Ni to help her find someone. At that time, the eldest princess's people suddenly rushed to Huangze Temple and asked Pont Ni to leave immediately."

"..." I raised my eyebrows and recalled immediately. It should be when the eldest princess told her "identity" at the state banquet.

Although she used Jingxu to help me to clear the siege, it was hard to guarantee that no one would actually go to Huangze Temple to investigate, so she naturally had to take care of Huangze Temple. In fact, if the people in the officialdom were doing this, I was afraid that Jingxu would be unable to protect his life. But the eldest princess was kind-hearted and unwilling to kill innocent people, so she sent someone to drive away Jingxu. If I guessed right, she should have erected a tombstone for her to cover up her eyes.

It also saved her life.

When I heard this, I was actually relieved. When I recalled Pei Yuanzhen, who was still cold and ruthless in the flying snow, I felt a little warm in my heart.

No matter...no matter what happened between me and her, she was a good girl after all.

He is a good girl worthy of anyone...

When I thought of this, my eyes unconsciously surged with hot heat. Even Jingxu could see something and looked at me in confusion: "What's wrong with you?"

"No, it's okay."

As she said this, the choking of the voice was already very obvious. She looked at me quietly without saying anything, but a hint of clarity appeared in her cold eyes.

So, he fell silent.

I don’t know how long it took to stop me and I raised my head: “By the way, you just said Zhao——Master Jing Chang asked you to help her find someone, who are you looking for?”

"Well……"

A look of hesitation appeared on Jingxu's face. I immediately realized that I was worried about something, so I smiled faintly: "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

She was silent for a while and said, "Actually, I don't want to say it. I don't want to hide anything from you."

"oh."

"Just--" Her brows frowned, hesitated for a long time, and said in a strange tone: "Master Jingchang, it is Empress Shuyuan. Does she have a son, right?"

"Yeah." I nodded, feeling a little sad: "I died when I was in the capital."

"oh……"
Chapter completed!