438 Chapter 438 3 Leave a Complete Leave(1/2)
He listened, his lips curled up slightly, and a faint smile appeared, looking at me and said, "Do you miss the scenery of the capital too?"
"..." I immediately closed my mouth.???
But he smiled and continued, "Of course I like the scenery of the capital."
“…”
"I like everything you appreciate with me."
“…”
"I still remember every place I have been to with you..."
As he said, his voice slowly lowered, as if a man was drunk and began to whisper unconsciously, and an almost intoxicated expression appeared on his face. He held my hand and slowly lowered his head, and his warm lips fell on my fingertips.
He was kissing my fingertips!
The originally cold fingers regained a trace of consciousness in the temperature of his palm, and at this moment, I felt the hot breath and the trembling touch brought by his soft lips.
He slowly kissed my fingertips, kissing them bit by bit, as if he cherished every inch of skin and every moment of blind date in the skin.
But I felt like I was bitten by a snake, and I stood up and pulled my hand back.
He opened his eyes wide in shock and looked up at me. My already tense emotions were almost collapsed, and tears filled my eyes and were almost pouring out.
He said in a deep voice: "Qingying--"
"What the hell are you going to do?"
“…”
"What the hell are you going to do?"
I held the scalded hand, which could no longer support it. I slowly squatted down against the cold wall behind me. My whole body seemed to be so cold that it was trembling and trembling. Even my voice was filled with a strong crying voice, almost shaking: "What the hell are you going to do to me?"
He stood up, but did not approach me immediately, but stood there with the table and looked at me.
Watching my tears fall.
Looking at me as I was about to collapse in his gentle care.
But I didn't dare to look at him anymore, for fear that the next moment, his gentle mask would be torn to pieces, and he would pounce on him like an angry leopard, bit off my throat and tear everything I have at this moment - my family, my husband, my daughter, and I look forward to the happiness I hope for.
I don't know how long it took, but in this almost suffocating quiet, he spoke.
But the voice was low and almost hoarse: "Come."
“…”
I raised my head in panic and saw two servants walking into the door. They usually picked me up and sent me back.
"Send Qingying back."
"yes."
His hands, which were holding the edge of the table, were slightly tightened, and the veins on the back of his hands were protruding, but he still stood there without moving, just watching them coming over to help me up and send me out, but he never looked at me again, just so quiet, but as if he was suppressing something, and he didn't look back.
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After a while back home, Liu Saner also came back. Seeing me sitting at the head of the bed with a pale face, he hurried over: "Why, are you feeling uncomfortable again?"
I glanced at him and shook my head gently: "It's okay."
"Why are your eyes so red?"
"I--"
I was about to say that I was confused by the sand, but before I could speak, he looked down and saw my hand: "What's wrong with your hand?"
I was shocked.
Before, he was suppressed by Pei Yuanhao's house. After returning along the way, his emotions almost completely collapsed. I forgot to remove the gauze on my hands. When Liu Saner saw it, she immediately became anxious: "Why are your hand wrapped around gauze? Are you injured?"
I thought about it and immediately said, "It's okay. I just wanted to burn some hot water, but it accidentally burned."
"Is it scalded? Is it serious?"
"Not serious, it's okay, just a little bit."
"Have you taken the medicine?"
"Don't worry, I've got the medicine." Looking at his concern, I couldn't help but feel warm and said softly: "I'm not that stupid. Of course, I have to bandage it if I get burned. Look, it's fine."
He immediately frowned and said, "I said okay, look at you, why did you hurt yourself again?"
"Accidentally."
"You." He held my hand carefully and looked for a while. Because he was wrapped in a bandage, he couldn't see clearly what his injury was. He only looked at my faint and relaxed smile to feel relieved, but he still said reproachfully: "Don't be so careless in the future. You are hurt like this, I-"
Speaking of this, he suddenly paused.
I was also stunned for a moment and looked up at him.
But I saw a little blush on his dark face, and when I saw me looking at him, my face turned even redder.
I didn't know why I wanted to laugh, but when I smiled, I immediately felt a little sad.
Although I am not sober and smart enough in many cases, I know that sometimes happiness grows in the most difficult and perhaps the most dangerous times.
I know at this moment, I don’t know how many people are around us, and how many eyes are staring at our small house. What they are going to bring may be the bad luck that destroys everything, or the decision to leave and no longer entangle from now on, but all this cannot stop this moment. I looked at Liu Saner’s slowly blushing face, and a faint joy in my heart.
...
The two of them sat quietly opposite each other, as if they were staying together. Without much words, he still held my hand, and it was gentle and did not even hurt me a little.
After a while, he said, "I want to discuss something with you."
"What's the matter?"
"I want to take you and Li'er to leave here."
"..." I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't react for a moment: "What?"
"Leave Jixiang Village and go somewhere else."
"……Why?"
He looked at me and said, "Actually, I have always had this idea before. My parents were not traveling far away, so I haven't really done this, but this time-" When he said this, his eyes were slightly depressed, and he paused for a moment before slowly saying, "First of all, I have caused such a lawsuit, I am afraid that it will not be peaceful in the future. It is unknown whether the people in Yangzhou Prefecture will come to cause trouble again, so it is better to leave here; secondly, I don't want to stay in this small village, I, I want to go out and have a look."
I looked at him, slowly came to my senses and asked, "Where do you want to go?"
"I heard that there are some academies that can recruit even if the students are older."
“…”
"I want to go and take a look, and study while working."
“…”
"I don't want to listen to how those people comment on current affairs and those merits and demerits as before. I want to study hard, see the world clearly, and see the merits and demerits by myself."
“…”
"You said, is this good?"
I didn't say anything for a moment, and was silent for a long time before I said softly: "Leave here?"
"right."
"Are you already planning on it?"
"I have been thinking about this for a long time, but I still have to ask you. After all, we are a family and I hope my ideas can be supported by you."
As he said that, he looked at me and said seriously: "Qingying, are you willing?"
I didn't answer him immediately, but I just lowered my head slowly, but the already calm heart suddenly surged at this moment.
Leave here!
leave!
Leaving this village, leaving Jiangnan, and leaving the place that Pei Yuanhao knew was something I almost dreamed of doing these days, but I dare not, because I don’t know how Pei Yuanhao would treat us, and I dare not speak to Liu Saner easily, because those are all pasts that I can’t bear to return to.
I cut off everything in the past and married him, hoping to have a new life with him, rather than being bound by the love of the past.
But now, what I didn't expect was that Liu Saner actually proposed to leave Jixiang Village.
Moreover, he wanted to study in academy!
I didn't expect that even after experiencing so many twists and turns and suffering so many misfortunes, his pursuit in his heart has never changed and he has not been easily damaged!
Great, great!
I don't even know what I'm more happy about, but no matter what, everything is worthy of my gratitude and makes me extremely happy!
I nodded and smiled, "I do!"
"real?"
He seemed to be unable to believe that I would agree so, and looked at me in surprise and joy: "You really want to."
I smiled and said, "Since you are your wife, of course you have to support your ideas, especially your ideas are good."
"That's great!"
To be continued...