"The young master also said that there was actually someone around him who had been away for a long time. ()    |   (8)bsp;O    M"

When I heard this, I was a little dazed and sat there blankly, looking at the shaking curtain in front of me, but my eyes seemed to have seen through everything in front of me, and I saw those blurry scenes not long ago.

The carriage was still jogging forward. I swayed with the carriage, but I was a little tired. I slowly leaned my head on Liu Saner's shoulder. He looked down at me.

I looked at his daughter who was sleeping peacefully in his arms, showed a faint smile, stretched out her fingers, and gently pointed her little nose: "Li'er..."

Liu San'er looked at me with a smile and said, "Just use this name. I also hope that she will not leave us. Only a warm and happy place will people not want to leave."

"Yeah." He nodded, and I smiled, rubbed my cheeks on his shoulders, and closed my eyes gently.

The surroundings were very quiet, only the sound of snatching the wheels hitting the ground, and Queen Yin's long breathing made the carriage look quieter. However, in such a quietness, I couldn't sleep. There were many scenes flashing in front of my heart, all of which I thought I had forgotten and would only appear in my dreams.

But slowly, they all got closer.

At this time, Liu Saner's voice sounded in her ears again: "Light."

"Um?"

"You said that only a warm and happy place can people not want to leave-then why did you leave your home?"

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him.

The light in the carriage was not very good, but his eyes were still surprisingly bright, but the gaze inside was no longer as it was in the past, and he could see to the bottom at first glance, but a clear spring water, although it was translucent, had become deeper.

I looked into his eyes, smiled slightly, and leaned on his shoulder: "What do you think?"

He thought for a while and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter much that we continue to stay in Yangzhou or go to Shu. I don't care where I go, I just care - where you are willing to go."

“…”

"You have never mentioned your home, as if you have forgotten it. I think there is only one reason for a person to forget his past, because his past is not happy and even makes him suffer, so he is unwilling to mention it again. If your home is really like this, you will completely forget it; but if - you will miss home, if there is still something you can nostalgic for, then I am willing to accompany you to Shu, no matter when."

“…”

I leaned on his shoulder, and the eyes were looking at me so close, so close that I could almost see my reflection inside, and even felt the flowing light flowing through my eyes, slightly hot.

Just like something beating on your chest.

After a long time, I smiled softly, wrapped my hands around my slightly cool curled knees, and snuggled up on him. The two of them were so tightly pressed together, breathing and breathing.

I said softly, "San'er, I don't miss home."

"Ah..." He wanted to say something, but before he could speak, I had already said, "What you just said is correct."

His face changed slightly, and he immediately realized something, and I continued, "But there is one place you didn't say it right."

"……What?"

"If a person forgets his past, there are actually two reasons. One is because his past is not happy or even painful; the other is-" I looked at him and smiled: "She got something better."

Therefore, I no longer think about the past, nor hold a grudge against the people who have hurt me in the past. Everything can be let go and forgotten.

As for the "Young Master"—

I looked up at Liu San'er, who was smiling happily. He was looking down at Li'er. His smile was as soft as the spring breeze suddenly came, with indescribable warmth, and my heart also warmed up-

Since God has already let them meet, it is God’s arrangement.

I believe that we can persevere and we can persevere!

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When he returned home, the place had been ruined by the people from the government at that time. Liu Saner cleaned up inside and out for a long time before settled down again.

The family suffered such a catastrophe and was really seriously injured. Although Huang Tianba had helped me, he knew me too much, it was just a part of it, and many things depended on himself. Liu San'er went up and down the river every day, and from time to time he would take on some carpenters' work, and I just took care of the children and took care of Queen Yin.

In a blink of an eye, it had been several days since I returned home. Liu San'er followed his previous agreement with the young master. The next day after he came back, he went to report his safety and let the other party not worry. In the next time, this matter seemed to have passed, and this young master did not appear in our lives.

The family is busy, and there is a kind of homely tranquility and peace.

But I know that all of this is only temporary.

Such quietness makes me feel like a stalemate, and no one is willing to take the first step.

Until the fifteenth day of this month, Liu San'er carried two bundles of firewood and a few kilograms of fish to sell it in the town. When he came back, he told me that the young man had a banquet at home and invited our family to visit his house tomorrow night.

When I heard this news, I was helping someone do needlework. My fingertips trembled and the needle tip pierced into my fingers.

Ten fingers connected to the heart, and my heart hurt so hard that my heart hopped suddenly, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.

Liu Saner smiled and said, "Glowing, let's take Li'er with you tomorrow night. My aunt's health is not good, so stay at home."

I quietly rubbed a little blood beads secreted from my fingertips on the white gauze. I picked up the needle and fell down my hands. The bright red silk thread left a bright red plum on the white gauze in a short while.

Then, I raised my head and smiled and said, "Okay."

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The next afternoon, just after Shen Shi, Liu Saner came back from the river beach, changed into a clean set of green cloth clothes, and took me and took Li'er to the town together.

The sun sets early in winter. When our family of three arrived in the town, there was only a faint sky light on the top of the mountain to the west, but it did not prevent the lights from rising in the town. This was the first time I arrived in the town in the evening. There were vendors everywhere on the streets, lit up candlelights and red lanterns under the eaves of the wealthy families. The dizzy red light made the whole town look particularly lively.

But there is a particularly bright place here.

It was a house with three in and three out, and it was the largest house near and far. It was the residence of a gentry here before. Liu Saner said that she didn't know how much the young man paid for it. She repaired it inside and outside, surrounded by rockery inside, green water flowing, pavilions and towers, and beautiful scenery, like a heavenly palace.

After hearing this, I just smiled faintly.

But my heart has already sunk.

As soon as I looked up, I saw two majestic stone lions at the door, which were particularly solemn under the night sky. When the red lanterns were shining, it made people feel more and more inexplicable pressure.

Although he had already prepared, at this moment, his fingertips still trembled uncontrollably. Li'er in his arms seemed to feel something, and he struggled gently, making uneasy whimpering sounds.

When Liu Saner heard this, she hurriedly said, "What's wrong? Are the child uncomfortable?"

I was about to answer when two young people had already walked out of the gate and bowed to us: "Mr. Liu, Madam, the master has been waiting for a long time, please."

Liu Saner nodded and looked at Li'er again. I said softly: "The child is fine, maybe he is sleepy. Let's go."

"Oh." He patted the swaddle gently and took me into the door.

What Liu Saner said is not false at all. The scenery inside is indeed exquisite. Even if the light is dark, you can see the rugged rockery in the distance. There is also a live spring flowing in the garden. You can hear the sound of the gurgling spring water flowing along the way.

I was a little dazed.

From going to Liu Saner's home to marrying him, I have been with the small courtyard of the woods and the people I have been talking about every day, and I have done the most ordinary lifestyle. I have almost forgotten the memories of my past, the pavilions, towers, carved railings and jade. Sometimes when I accidentally think of a scene, I feel like I am in a dream.

And now, it's like a dream.

I walked in a daze. Liu Saner seemed to feel something. She took a step and stretched out her hand.

I looked up at him and he smiled at me.

The dusk was deep, and only the lanterns under the eaves in the distance were filled with hazy light, which made his smile feel hazy, as if in a dream, my heart became more and more uneasy - he is my only reality, and he cannot become a dream.

When I thought of this, I hurriedly reached out and grabbed his warm big hand.

He smiled and said nothing, just led me forward slowly. After a while, he walked through a long corridor and saw an exquisite courtyard in front of him, which was as quiet as the night, without hearing a trace of human voice.

Liu Saner said softly: "It's here."

My palm was covered in cold sweat, and he seemed to feel it, and looked down at me.

Before he could say anything, the person who led the way forward had already walked forward and said to the outsider: "Master, Mr. Liu has arrived."

There was no sound in the room. The leader pushed open the door and made a gesture to us: "Please, please."

Liu Saner nodded, said he was tired, and took me in.

The room was brightly lit. As soon as I entered, I saw only candlelights everywhere. The wind blew constantly because the door suddenly opened and broke into the wind, making a sizzling sound, which made the room seem to be shaking.

The candlelight swayed, and it also reflected the person sitting on the left, holding a wine glass in his hand. At this time, he slowly raised his head and looked at us.

It was a familiar but strange handsome face, without a trace of warmth, and those deep eyes were like a cold pool, condensed with the ice that had not melted for thousands of years, just looking at me.

At this moment, there was a sudden thunder above my head, and my mind suddenly became blank.
Chapter completed!