"You still want it, don't you forget it with me?"

As if I sensed this sentence, the carriage bumped into a stone, and the entire carriage shaking violently, and my heart leaped hard.?

He gritted his teeth, closed his eyes and did not move.

But a hand slowly stretched out, and before he touched his skin, he could feel the hot body temperature. It gently stroked the wound on my face. It was grounded out by those people hitting it on the ground. It had not yet been scabbed. When he touched it like this, it immediately started to hurt.

I trembled slightly.

The injuries on my body seemed to be implicated, and they all started to hurt, and it became more and more painful, so my teeth couldn't be tightly clenched.

I heard his voice ringing in my ears, with a low and dumbfounded look: "Can you and I count it?"

My eyes became hot with a little unscrupulous attitude.

He knew that I could never let go. Even if I said I would forget about him, even if I risked my bad intentions and said I would not love him anymore, but my heart couldn't leave. He was my first man, and the first man in a woman's life was special, as if he had been branded.

After leaving the capital, every time I think of him, I will hurt myself. People seek benefits and avoid harm. As long as I think of him, it hurts and I can no longer think of him. But I am not good at it, even if it hurts, I will think about it.

Maybe it's because what he gave me has always been painful.

Thinking of this, I slowly opened my eyes.

I was lying on the soft couch with my side. He sat behind me, holding one hand in front of me. When he bent down to look at me, it was as if he was imprisoned under him. In the dark carriage, only his bright eyes looked at me, as if he wanted to capture my soul.

I looked at him like this, and after a long time, I gently said, "If I said yes, what would you do to me?"

His breathing suffocated.

The fingers that stroked my wound seemed to tremble for a moment, and then became lighter, as light as a gust of wind, and said, "Will you say so?"

“…”

Actually, I want to say yes.

My child died in my stomach, and my blood almost dried up for him. I became a woman I despised and was beaten by such a woman so much that I was almost worse than death. And between me and him, there were not yet; there were too many things that were explained, and there were not yet explained, and no one knew what would happen tomorrow.

He and I, in fact, don't continue. Maybe it's good for both of us and everyone.

More importantly, I will not forget who he went south for...

I should say yes.

Looking at the streaming light in my eyes, he seemed to understand something. The hand that gently stroked my face slowly wrapped it downwards on my waist, lowered his head gently, and put it in my ear and said, "I won't let you say 'yes'."

“…”

"I will not let you be hurt again, I will treat you well."

“…”

He paused, and heaviered his breath: "Let's start from scratch."

“…”

Tears came out of my heart, like a surging craze, blocking my throat. I couldn't say that word, only hot tears flowed out, soaking my cheeks.

He bent down and hugged me hard in his arms. His hot lips fell gently on his wet cheeks, and soon my tears were stained. He seemed to feel the saltiness, sighed gently, lay behind me, and hugged me harder in his arms.

.

I don't know when the carriage returned to the prefecture. I just felt in a daze that I was being held by the arms in my hands, and my chest was particularly warm, almost hot.

I fell asleep quietly at that temperature, and when I opened my eyes, it was already bright.

There was a simple tent above my head, and the vast white space made people look a little confused for a moment. I opened my eyes wide and looked at it in a daze. Before I woke up from the dream, I heard the familiar voice ringing in my ears again as if I had passed through the dream.

“Not better?”

I was shocked, turned my head and saw Pei Yuanhao sitting beside the bed, looking down at me.

This is my room, but he is sitting by the bed.

Not a dream...

A feeling of indescribable sadness or joy arises in my heart. I look at him foolishly, as if he meets me in another world. His eyes looked at me very quiet, as if the past between us had never been born.

Then he reached out and gently stroked my cheek.

I opened my mouth, but because I hadn't spoken for too long, I could only barely say a few words: "What's wrong with me?"

"You're burned again, and the imperial doctor said that your body is very weak and you need to take a good rest."

"……oh."

"I have already given instructions. You can recover from your injuries in the mansion and don't go anywhere."

After saying that, he patted my face and got up to leave. I asked subconsciously, "Where are you going?"

He looked back at me: "I'm going out to do business."

"Do you want to go after them?" Or are you going to find someone?

"No." He frowned and said patiently: "I just let them go, so I can't go and investigate them immediately, otherwise what I did before would be in vain. I want to lead people around to investigate the people's situation."

"oh……"

I forgot that he had this purpose in going south this time. Although his original plan was disrupted by Liu Yi's death before, he still had to do some things. But - he was so relieved that he let Mo Tieyi and the others go?

Although I was uneasy, I couldn't just ask this question. After thinking about it, I said softly, "You have to be careful." The south is still uneasy. Even if Mo Tieyi and the others will accept this, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be some unreasonable things. No one can be sure of what will happen.

I am afraid that something happened to him, and I am afraid that those people will act rashly. If the emperor had something wrong here, it would be better to catch a few assassins and behead them. The Celestial Empire would be in chaos.

Hearing my words, a smile flashed across his face, turned around and walked back, looked at me for a while, leaned down and kissed the corner of my mouth.

I froze for a moment and looked at him with wide eyes.

It’s not that he has such intimacy. After all, he and I were husband and wife. We have had any intimate things, but this faint kiss seemed to be the first time. His lips were very hot, and his gentle breath was numb and he felt a numbness when he blew on his face. My face suddenly turned red.

Seeing my blushing look, the smile in his eyes became even more intense. Seeing me turn my head to avoid his gaze, he stood up and prepared to leave.

As soon as he turned around, he stopped.

I only saw his back, and didn't know what had been born. I felt that he seemed to have seen something, but he blocked my sight. I tried my best to support myself and sat up slowly. Then I saw in front of him, at the door where the sun shone in, a familiar figure stood there stiffly.

Pei Yuanfeng.

His face was still a little red, and he was panting, as if he had just come from a far place, but his face turned pale and pale at this moment.

The room suddenly fell into an unspeakable silence.

After a long time, Pei Yuanhao took a step first and slowly walked to the door: "Are you back?"

"……Um."

This simple word "可" seemed to have exhausted all his strength, so weak. I leaned on the head of the bed, watching Pei Yuanfeng slowly lower his eyelids, and there seemed to be water flowing in his eyes, almost surging out.

"A lot of things happened in the past two days of your stay." Pei Yuanhao glanced at him and said, "You can see her first. After that, I will come to Qingshuiku to ask me for a reply. I will take them over to see the preparations for the spring flood."

"yes."

After saying that, Pei Yuanhao looked back at me, then turned around and walked out.

I sat at the head of the bed, Pei Yuanfeng stood at the door, and the two of them looked at each other speechlessly.

Only I know how weak my heart beats almost the same as his current breathing.

It took a long time before he slowly came over. The childishness of the young man seemed to disappear from his face in an instant. His tall figure stood by the bed, blocking all the sunshine. I raised my head and could only see his eyes under the shadow, as if they were also swallowed by the shadow, without any light at all.

"You... are you injured again?"

"Um."

"Does it hurt?"

"Um."

"Is it for him?"

"..." This time, I could no longer speak and just buried my head deeply.

I didn't dare to look at him, as if I didn't dare to look at my hard-working persistence in the past. Everything was defeated by that man, and even his previous efforts were defeated by me.

He still looked at me, and after a while he slowly squatted down, raised his head and said, "You have decided to go back to him, right?"

No matter how much I lay my head down, I had to meet his gaze, and I realized that I had nowhere to escape.

I could only look at him like this, looking at him through the flowing light in my eyes, and something was flowing in his eyes, but it was stalemate because I gritted my teeth and spoke.

"Qingying," he looked at me and said softly: "Will he treat you well?"

“…”

I have no idea.

I was raped by him and tortured by him so much that I was worse than death. Even after I had just had an abortion, I could throw me into the cold palace and not take a look; and every time I was willing to compromise and promised to stay by his side, he would become gentle again, not as gentle as real.

His love and hate are the most extreme, which can make people live and die.

Even so, will I still stay with him?

Feeling that I was trembling, Pei Yuanfeng gently stretched out his hand and gently held my hand. There was also injuries on the back of his fair hand, which looked a little shocking. He held my hand and looked at him for a long time. Finally, he sighed and looked up at me: "Qingying, you know, I never want to force you anything."

“…”

"Even if, I really hope you can leave and be with me."

“…”

"But, I hope you can be fine."

“…”

"I don't want to see you the second time when you're in the cold palace."
Chapter completed!