Immediately, I heard him take a deep breath, raise his head and look at me, his eyes seemed to be a little red, and his voice trembled at this moment: "If I could let go, I would have let it go!"

“…”

"Yan Qingying, you understand everything, you understand everything."

“…”

"But you never understand me."

“…”

"You never want to understand me!"

Speaking of this, he seemed to be in great pain, and his whole body was twitching slightly. The sound of gritting teeth revealed an unprecedented pain in this empty hall.

“…”

I couldn't sit anymore.

After a while, I smiled faintly and then lowered my head.

The two glasses of wine in front of me were sometimes clear and sometimes blurry, but no matter what, I knew that they were two identical cups.

A lifetime, a death.

He asked me to choose, but not life and death.

He just wants me to stay.

Because of my desire for life and my fear of death, I have been compromised like this since the first day I saw him. Because of my fear of death and my greed for life, I crawled at the feet of fate countless times, allowing this monster to swallow me and spit it out again.

Today, I have become beyond recognition.

Do you have to continue?

Thinking of this, I raised one hand and slowly reached over.

Pei Yuanhao's eyes suddenly became burning. Looking at my hand, the hot eyes almost burned my hand.

However, when my hand just reached to a cup, I suddenly stopped again.

His breathing was also suffocated.

I raised my head and whispered, "As long as I drink it, it's fine, it's fine wine, right?"

His voice trembled slightly, but he still breathed a sigh of relief: "Of course."

I smiled at him: "Your Majesty, you are golden and elegant."

After saying that, I stretched out my other hand.

Before he could react, he saw me holding the two wine glasses in both hands and moving quickly on the table.

Although my eyes are invisible, the touch on my hands is still there. Even because of the invisibility, my fingers, ears, and any viewing becomes sharper. Two wine glasses are constantly exchanging movement positions in my hands, just like a butterfly, which suddenly blurs his eyes.

Finally, under his astonished gaze, my hands stopped.

The two wine glasses were under my hands, and I don’t know how many times I changed them back and forth, but even a drop of wine did not spill out.

His eyes flashed, and he suddenly raised his head and looked at me: "You——"

I said calmly: "Thank you for your reward."

After saying that, he picked up a glass of wine.

Just as I picked up the glass of wine, he suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist.

The wine rippled slightly and almost spilled out.

I raised my head and squirted my eyelashes slightly: "Your Majesty?"

His breath was heavy, as if something had strangled his throat, making his breathing and heartbeat difficult. He grabbed my wrist hard, like a drowning person grasping the last straw.

My slender wrists were in his palms, and they looked so weak.

It almost broke with a slight fold.

But I still gritted my teeth, not screaming pain, just said, "Your Majesty..."

"You know-" his voice was low, as if it came out of his heart: "If you choose the wrong one, you-"

"I'll die."

I looked at him calmly.

"You'd rather die?"

"I just want to leave."

“…”

Hearing this, his hand trembled suddenly and let go of my wrist.

Almost all his finger marks were left on his wrists. I felt so painful, but I just smiled at him slightly, and then brought the wine glass to my mouth.

"Light!"

He gritted his teeth again and called out my name.

But I didn't pause, just raised my head and drank the glass of wine.

"Light!"

His heavy shouts rang out in the hall, as if it was suddenly shaking the whole hall, and the sweet wine flowed from the tip of his tongue to his throat, bringing a mellow fragrance, and then it slowly burned.

I put the wine glass back on the table.

Everything seemed to calm down again, as if nothing had happened.

I raised my head, nodded slightly to him, who was still twitching slightly, then stood up and walked out of the hall.

There was a burst of noise behind him, and he suddenly stood up from the low table. Because his movements were too fierce, he almost overturned the table.

I stopped, but did not look back, and just said softly: "Your Majesty, I'm fine."

“…”

All the noise behind him disappeared at this moment.

And I raised my foot and stepped out of Chengming Palace.

At this time, the sun is bright.

The dazzling sunlight suddenly pierced into my eyes. Even if I had a mission, I could feel the dazzling light, which made people feel a little confused.

I looked at the sun above my head and lowered my head. Eunuch Yu and Madam Qian, who had just sent me over, had already walked in front of me.

Madam Qian's voice seemed to be crying: "Girl!"

Although Eunuch Yu did not cry and was born immediately, I saw his hunched back trembling, as if he was about to lose his feet.

Finally, he couldn't help but cry and said, "Why, you are already the imperial concubine, and you are at your fingertips. You are already like this, why do you still have to leave?"

“…”

"Why can't you treat yourself well?"

“…”

"I don't understand, I don't understand!"

Listening to his sad cry, I was silent for a while, but said nothing, just smiled: "Father-in-law, nanny, I'm leaving."

After saying that, he turned around and walked forward.

The stone steps in front of Chengming Palace were very long and there was no one to lead me, so it was a bit difficult for me to walk. And I didn’t know where the glass of wine was found by Pei Yuanhao. I drank it too quickly and was a little bit over the place at this time.

He was head-heavy and light, and his throat was still hot.

I could only be careful and slowly fumbled down step by step, but the more I walked, I felt the higher the stone steps. When I reached the last step, my feet became soft and I leaned forward.

"careful!"

An arm suddenly came across from me and caught me suddenly.

This sound is-

I raised my head and said, "Yuanfeng?"

“…it’s me.”

His voice seemed very low and his breath was heavy.

I looked at him for a while before I could barely recognize the familiar and agile figure in my sight, as well as Mu Hua beside him.

By the way, they had already entered Beijing for a long time, and Pei Yuanhao also rewarded his brother in the past, and even Xue Muhua was named a first-class imperial edict.

"Miss Yan..."

Hearing Xue Muhua's voice, I smiled slightly at them and pulled my hand back from Pei Yuanfeng's hand.

But his hands were still holding my hands, as if to reach out to me: "You really want to leave?"

I nodded solemnly.
To be continued...