213 Tough to the End
Derzhinsky's feelings for Li Xiaofeng were very complicated. From the day he first met in Peter Paul's prison, someone was constantly creating miracles. Every time Derzhinsky thought someone was in trouble, he would always open up the situation in a way that broke the rules. This was the uprising in Peter Paul's prison, and it was also the case that incited workers to siege Kamenev, until the confrontation between him and Zinoviev a few days ago.
Derzhinsky was full of amazement about someone's creativity. He had never seen such a strange person. He seemed young but full of opinion. After making up his mind, he was fearless and unyielding. Even if everyone in the world opposed him, he would stick to the end. Such character is generally only available to those politicians who have been tempered for a long time, but now it appears on a young boy. It is really amazing.
But after surprise, what a certain immortal left to Derrensky was not entirely a favor. He sighed very much about someone's methods of acting. In order to achieve his goal, he did nothing and used all kinds of conspiracy. Last time, in order to help Lenin attack Zinoviev, someone actually used the means of frame-up.
This made Derrensky very despised. Yes, he didn't believe that Zinoviev would be so rude to threaten a young boy. Even if this young boy was Lenin's confidant, it would not be worth it. He believed that this was a certain immortal who colluded with Lenin to cheat Zinoviev. At least from the result, his guess was completely tenable.
This is also the important reason why Derrensky, who repeatedly denies a certain immortal's self-examination, is really worried about his destructive power if he releases someone at this critical moment!
But Derrensky never expected Li Xiaofeng to give up. To be honest, this method is really too naughty and too good to be over. If it weren't for Derrensky's expectations for him, if it wasn't for his contribution to the revolution, Derrensky really wanted to send off a certain immortal's red card and let him get out directly.
Threat me? Threat the party? You look down on me, Derrensky, and the Bolsheviks too much!
With the idea of saving a comrade, Derrensky thought he needed to have a long talk with a fairy. Even if his work was very stressful, even if he didn't like this kind of frivolous behavior within the party, he would do his best.
Li Xiaofeng naturally didn't know what Derrensky came to. In fact, he didn't expect Derrensky to come to him at all. To be honest, he was a little flattered.
"It's you, Comrade Felix. Why are you here?"
Derrensky walked into the door openly, looked at the furnishings in the apartment, and finally his eyes fell on the Dongfang sisters. He frowned and asked, "Who are they?"
Li Xiaofeng replied indifferently: "I rescued the Chinese who are wandering in Petrograd from human traffickers."
Li Xiaofeng's explanation was very simple, even casual, as if Derrensky asked casually, and he answered casually, but he didn't think about explaining it very clearly. He really felt that even if he slept, this pair of sisters would not be a great thing, let alone that he did nothing.
"Pay attention to your private life! Comrade Andre!" In terms of relationships between men and women, Derzhinsky belongs to the more conservative type. A man and two women are huddled under the same roof. He really thinks it is not very good. "It's better to send them back early, will the impact be good?"
Li Xiaofeng was immediately unhappy. What does it mean to have bad influence? My brother didn't even move a finger. He just saw the injustice and helped him. If he didn't say that he would give me a Best Passerby Award, it wouldn't be the turn to criticize me, right?
So he immediately asked back: "What is bad influence? Is it better to watch their sisters fall into the hands of human traffickers and be indifferent to it? Could it be good to have influence after saving them, and ignore them and let them live on the streets in foreign countries? Comrade Felix, as a Bolshevik, do you still want the spirit of internationalism? Why don't you have any love?"
Derrensky was stunned. In fact, he just mentioned this matter casually. It was just an elder's warning to the younger generation. He didn't expect that a fairy would throw out a lot of reasons, but instead gave him a label of indifferent internationalism and lack of love. Well, Derrensky really wanted to say - why is your attitude so wrong? Is it necessary to be so angry with me?
Yes, from the moment he met Derzhinsky, after his initial surprise, Li Xiaofeng instinctively realized a sense of crisis. He knew too well what the temper of the Iron-faced man was. He guessed that Derzhinsky was here to find fault. Based on this psychology, he was very sensitive. As long as Derzhinsky showed a certain tendency, he would immediately fight back!
However, there was more than one immortal present, and Suslov was even more angry than him, so he started to mock him: "You are not lacking in love, but love is too overwhelming!"
Li Xiaofeng had disliked this little kid, but now he dared to talk back to his brother. This is awesome, so a certain immortal immediately confirmed his thoughts - Derrensky was a weasel to wish the chicken a New Year, probably because the visitors were not kind!
"What do you mean?" Li Xiaofeng instinctively turned on the defense mode and immediately launched a counterattack: "What are you saying it openly? The villain behind the sarcastic spirit, I see each one to deal with the other!"
Suslov was a bachelor, and immediately said, "I'm honest and honest and afraid that you can't afford to lose that person... Comrade Felix, I report Andrei Petrovic to have sex with men and women. I often have an inexplicable female secretary around me, but I can't tell you, but I'm still entangled with several women!"
Derrensky frowned. To be honest, he really didn't expect that there would be such an incident. He didn't want a certain immortal to create a series of scandals, and he immediately became serious: "Is this true? Comrade Andre!"
Li Xiaofeng felt even more crisis. He felt that Derrensky was deliberately trying to find him. So he immediately asked: "It is normal for me to have a few female comrades around me to work together. I just want to know when the party organization still manages personal emotional issues? Comrade Felix, don't you think you are too polite?"
Derrensky didn't like the attitude of a certain immortal at all. He got angry and shouted: "I am asking you on behalf of the party organization. You'd better give me a clear and positive answer. Don't go around in circles! I won't take this trick!"
"Then I will answer you positively!" Li Xiaofeng was not afraid. He even dared to resist Lenin when he got angry, let alone Derrensky! "There is no provision in both the Party Constitution and the Party Provisional Provision. I cannot pursue lesbians! Regarding the personal emotional issues of party members, neither the Party nor you are qualified to be irresponsible! If you have such a arrogant and unreasonable attitude, then I can only say..."
Li Xiaofeng pointed to the door: "Please get out of my house immediately!"
Derrensky's face turned red and his heart was beating, as if he was about to jump out of his heart at any time, but the remaining reason told him that he had to endure it and he had to figure things out no matter what, and he could not solve any problem.
"What's your attitude?" Before Derrensky could speak, Suslov got angry. He took the lead two steps and stared at a certain immortal like an angry lion. It seemed that he was planning to fight against a certain immortal.
"What is my attitude?" Li Xiaofeng said contemptuously, "I will not say much to comrades who are dedicated to the revolution, even if they are not impressed. But I don't need to be polite to some villains who are not capable, like to make trouble, like to spread gossip, and have no ethics!"
Suslov was about to talk back, but Li Xiaofeng said first: "I don't like you since I saw you for the first time in Stockholm! A young comrade like you is nothing, but please think about it carefully. Revolutionary work should pay attention to methods and methods. What you don't like or what you don't agree with is not necessarily wrong! The development of the revolution is not based on your will. Read more books well, and don't be so narrow-minded in dealing with people! So extreme! You can't represent the truth!"
Derrensky's heart suddenly moved. He looked at Suslov and loved this young comrade who was strict with himself. He looked at him as if he saw himself when he was young. He was like this at that time, full of emotion towards the proletariat and hated the ugly behavior of the world.
This is also the reason why he kept Suslov by his side. In a sense, he regarded Suslov as his successor. Of course, this does not mean that Derrensky could not see the problems with Suslov. He was full of passion for the revolution and was meticulous about it. This is a good thing, but from a dialectical point of view, contradictions will change, and good things at this moment may also turn into bad things in the next moment.
People who are strict with themselves have one characteristic, and they can't even see things that do not conform to their moral values. Because people who are strict with themselves are likely to develop a moral obsession. When they look at people and things around them, they always like to use themselves as benchmarks. Anything they don't like is definitely a problem, and that is wrong.
Over time, with the development of this kind of moral cleanliness, people with this kind of cleanliness will have a very wrong idea - I am strict with myself and meticulous, and I am naturally correct! So those who oppose me, those who disagree with my opinions, or those who I don’t like, are obviously evil and wrong. Naturally, such people will not listen to other opinions and will only be able to cut off themselves from the people.
There were several years when Derrensky also suffered from this moral cleanliness disease. During that period, he lived a very painful life and his work was not going well. His comrades gradually got farther away from him. For a while, he was almost alone. It was not until he experienced a series of setbacks that he woke up. It was not that everyone in the world was drunk and I was awakened. When his comrades did not support you and did not like you, it was probably not that others, but that they were yourself.
After this understanding, Derrensky deeply reflected on himself and examined his past actions. Since then, while being strict with himself, he began to learn to tolerate different opinions and no longer look at different things based on his personal preferences.
At this moment, he realized that Suslov, who was very similar to him, also walked into the same horns. From his perspective, he naturally would not like Li Xiaofeng's behavior. In fact, Derrensky did not fully appreciate what a certain immortal did: he was unorganized, undisciplined, reckless, and bold. He was even more petty-bourgeois in life.
These are not what Derrensky, who lived like the Puritans. To a certain extent, the immortal in Derrensky's eyes is a person with very distinct shortcomings and advantages. If you look at a certain immortal with a simple black or white theory of good and evil, then the conclusion will be very outrageous. Unfortunately, Suslov looked at a certain immortal with such an eye, so in his eyes, the shortcomings of a certain immortal were infinitely magnified.
Since he discovered the core of the problem, Derrensky certainly would not allow Suslov to continue to have a head-on collision with Li Xiaofeng. Out of the mentality of caring and protecting the two, he temporarily supported Suslov. He took his time to take the ideological work function of this little guy, and the problem of a certain immortal is imminent and must be solved first.
"Comrade Andre. You are older than Comrade Mikhail, and you are now a glorious Bolshevik. You should be more patient with the young comrades outside the party!" Derrensky said earnestly.
"Comrade Felix. Comrade Mikhail always likes to see me with tinted glasses. His thoughts are simple and stubborn, and he has completely dogmatic. His understanding of revolution is a simple two-part theory, and this kind of book-ism is completely out of touch with reality..."
Derrensky interrupted: "I already know his problem, but he is a little comrade after all, and your attitude is inappropriate!"
"Comrade Felix, you also know that I have to contact some big capitalists, and I can't make them all become Bolsheviks, right? In that case, no matter whether it is raising funds or purchasing some urgently needed equipment within the party, it cannot be carried out!" Li Xiaofeng immediately began to complain, "Revolutionary work always has to talk about methods and methods, right? We also have to talk about flexibility? I think as long as it does not violate this principle that is conducive to the revolution, the methods and methods can be adapted without being obsessed with books."
Speaking of this, Li Xiaofeng complained: "But Comrade Mikhail regarded MARXism as the Bible and the Ten Precepts. I have nothing to say when he does this himself, but he cannot hinder his normal work, right? Look at what he said just now, saying that I was messing with a man and a woman? This is really a big grievance. Can't you have normal work interactions between gay men and lesbians? You have to wear gas masks when meeting gay men and lesbians? This is ridiculous!"
Finally, Li Xiaofeng added: "If Comrade Curente knew Comrade Mikhail's remarks, he would probably have to cause trouble for him. To be more serious, he would be discriminating against women!"
Li Xiaofeng talked a lot, and some Derrensky listened to it, while others disagreed. In fact, since the iron face man knew that Suslov had an ideological problem, his evaluation and characterization of a certain immortal returned to the initial level. So he said too much, but he could not play a big role. Anyway, it was impossible to change Derrensky's existing view of him.
"I know all of what you said. I also express my understanding!" Derrensky said calmly, "Comrade Mikhail does have some ideological problems, and I will help him correct this slowly... But this is not the main reason why I came to you. This time I came here mainly to coordinate and communicate with you. Look at the communication just now, it is not very fruitful, and we can eliminate some misunderstandings. Isn't that great!"
Li Xiaofeng was not too happy. After talking for a long time, you were still here to find fault. He is my brother's ideological work. Well, I want to hear what you will say!
Li Xiaofeng looked at the ears of his ears, and Derrensky said directly: "I am very dissatisfied with your attitude this morning! In the minority, you are unorganized and undisciplined, and in the majority, you are disobeying the leadership of the Party and the resolution against the Party!"
What a big hat! Li Xiaofeng complained in his heart, aren’t you afraid that your brother is too small to be able to wear it?
"I don't agree with this!" Li Xiaofeng would not accept this big hat and immediately returned it. "It is precisely because I respect the leadership of the Party and the resolutions of the Party that I cannot attend this meeting... My main job now is to think about my mistakes behind closed doors, and I will not go anywhere until there is a conclusion!"
Derrensky became angry on the spot and said angrily: "You still want to hold the party, right? If you are stubborn, I will punish you directly!"
Li Xiaofeng was a bachelor and spread his hands and said, "Do you do whatever you like. Anyway, I am a human being under the roof and I have to bow my head, but I will not accept anything. I believe that as time goes by, the party will definitely give me a correct conclusion!"
Li Xiaofeng's bachelor appearance puzzled Derrensky. He doubted that someone had any trump card, otherwise he shouldn't have acted so tough. If someone else had turned to someone else, he would have long been bowing his head and admitting his mistake.
"Do you have any grievances?" Derrensky asked tentatively, "Can Comrade Lenin ask you to examine your own ideological problems? Are there any mistakes?"
"Comrade Lenin is of course right!" Li Xiaofeng opposed no one could oppose Lenin, but he also had his own set of rhetoric. "Comrade Lenin asked me to reflect on the issue of work attitude. I have made a profound review on this. I do not accept any other false mistakes! I only have one sentence. If I really make mistakes, I can accept them and correct them. I accept the criticism of my comrades and guarantee that I will not commit them. But no one of the crimes imposed on me is pressed on my head!" (To be continued, please search for Astronomy, novels are better, updated and faster!
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