23. Saki Kawasaki is not just cute
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People always do strange things for no reason.
For example, suddenly go to a place you are not familiar with, and then take a trip that you can go on. Or say the usual confession to a partner you have been in love with for a long time, and then go to the bookstore to buy a thick black study with a dark circle... The latter one does not count.
In short, human behavior is actually very elusive. It is difficult for us to use ordinary logic to judge a person's behavior, even if we are familiar with it. Even those so-called spiritual interactions will always make mistakes in judgment. Familiarity will increase the accuracy rate at most, but if it is completely correct, it is impossible.
Because no one in this world can truly understand each other, they just understand what they can understand.
Everyone’s thoughts, feelings, and actions are unique. Everyone is the leaves on the big tree of human society. Although they look the same, their backbone is completely different. Yes, they are completely different from the roots.
You think that the person around you who is dyed with yellow hair and swearing is like you, but when facing disaster, he has taken the road to survival, but you turn around and run away. You think that the girl who looks noble and cold is the goddess you are out of reach in your life, but when you decide to give up, she finds you and shouts to everyone's face. This is not your personal miracle, but the reason determined by everyone's personality.
Each of us is spending countless miracles called human beings every day. Under these miracles interactions, some subtle choices may also change. A very normal scene may turn to another direction because of one choice or a small change. That direction is likely to be an impossible direction that everyone has expected.
If my body had been immune to that small virus that invaded my cells back then, I would never fall into a coma due to high fever, and it would be even more impossible for hallucinations due to the associated symptoms to make me feel like this.
If I had not trusted people too much back then, then I might be confident in meeting campus life now.
Even recently, if I dodge my fate when the car hits under the snow, then my fate is completely different.
But it is these that make me.
Dark, timid, cowardly, unconfident, and self-denial. But at the same time, I am proud, confident, indifferent, prestige, and self-recognition. There is not only one face of human beings. We are real every moment, but we are false every moment. We are always here, but we are everywhere. Human beings are such discontinuous and invisible life.
So I feel that the choices I make every moment were my most perfect choice at that time. It was made after thinking and careful consideration, and represented the choice made by my own will.
Maybe you will feel regretful or feel childish, but that is definitely not false.
There is only one time, and I agree with me who made that choice.
"... Then if that's the case, I won't go back."
Shahi looked at me and sighed, and sat back on the sofa. His eyes looked straight into my eyes without any wavering.
"You are wrong. Hachiman. Maybe you think you have done nothing wrong now, but what I want to say is that you are wrong. If you just let you go, then even if Yono and I win, it is meaningless. Because we are cheaters, we just played with some small tricks. But that is not right. So it is not right for you to escape like this."
It is very rare to say this in a statement. Shahi did not blush and stutter and stammer away from the topic as before. Instead, he directly aimed at my face and made a super powerful re-shot high-speed straight shot.
"Anyway, you just want an excuse now, right? Then I don't want to leave now. What should you do?"
"...There is no need to do this level, right? Dazhi and the others are very worried, right?"
"I will explain that kind of thing later, but it's yours now."
Without hesitation, he placed his family's position in the second place. Shahi, who was extremely firm in his attitude, sat on the sofa and stared at me quietly.
It is not the same as the absolute justice of Xuezhixia. Shahi's starting point is me. He warned me as a friend, not as an elder or as a person who has experienced it. There is no basis or support, but just expressing his own thoughts purely with kindness.
But it is just such a thing that is the most troublesome.
"So, I said it before?"
Looking at the smartphone in Shahi's hand, I frowned slightly.
"I absolutely have no way to get along with them, I have no way to join them."
"What is the reason? What is the reason?"
"Do you still need to ask? It's the essence of difference. We are not the same people."
"So why do you judge that you are not all the people in nature? Is it based on understanding? Is it based on rumors? Or something else?"
"Of course it's based on my observation..."
When I realized what I said, it was too late.
Just like Matsurupo, a ray of cold light flashed in Shahi's eyes and his fingers pointed straight at me.
"Since you can't integrate them, why do you determine your own observations? Have you ever tried them with them? Have you integrated? No. You just deny the efforts of others by your own ideas. You just think that it is not possible, and then reject everyone. Just like me and Yango before."
"You are different from Yangnai, you know that you are a few, just some extreme columns—"
"Then why do you say that they are not the minority of Liezi?"
Looking at my evasive gaze, Shahi showed a subtle smile.
"Or put it another way. If you run away at this time, I will be very angry. It is not impossible to even get angry to the point of breaking up with friendship. What do you think?"
“…I’ve always thought you had been in a bar for so long, so sorry.”
"That guy Yango once said that."
Shahi easily threw the smartphone in his palm to me, with a confident smile on his face.
She was able to be assigned to work by the store manager and thought that she could handle the characters of the entire Ocean House alone. If she could only act cute and pretend to be stupid, then she would be too underestimated in the current competitive society. Although she was very busy, she could always find a job to tolerate her dozing off on her job. Moreover, all store managers were very generous to this.
That's not because she is cute. But because even if she can't wake up, she is still countless times stronger than ordinary business staff. It's the ease brought by her absolute strength.
Chapter completed!