Piao Tianwen    In the past, when I was a pure reader, I really liked to read the final comments written by the author of the novel at the end, because it was definitely the author's heartfelt words. It is also a happy thing to be able to share his special joy when he finished the novel.

I still remember that I had the idea of ​​writing before I learned about the Zongheng website, and this idea became more and more urgent.

At that time, I was working as a porter in a factory. I had been working for several years, day after day, year after year, except for moving things, I was very boring and boring. I had no interest in TV series and had no motivation to go out for a walk. My former friends gradually lost contact because they were separated by the same place, but my newly dating friends could not find spiritual resonance.

There is no woman you like, no things you like, no dreams, just like a blank piece of paper.

Only when I have become more and more interested in online novels, I can read all novels that are not particularly tragic.

At that time, I was ignorant and didn’t even have a computer. I only relied on my mobile phone. I only had a slight understanding of Qidian.com and didn’t understand it at all.

I only learned about the transfer site of Zongheng.com or Mengru Shenji.com, I think this time, I am really super novice!

Guanyang Shen was inspired, so he wrote several fan essays in his spare time and posted them for everyone's entertainment. Some people said that they were well written and suggested writing novels. At the same time, he had this idea... Not long after, the aftermath of the economic crisis attacked, which caused the factory business, which was already on the verge of bankruptcy, to tighten. At that time, he was just resigning and went to learn sewing. The newcomer was directly laid off and was unemployed.

Unemployed, unemployed, unemployed...

Under normal circumstances, there are actually quite a lot of surrounding factories. As long as you are willing to find them, I believe you will find a job soon.

But my mind went crazy, and I made a decision that my family still couldn't accept. I bought a computer and connected the internet cable with a little money left, and stayed at home and stopped moving.

I started to create.

Sorry, my memory is blurred. It seems that it is not the case. It seems that the employee was laid off after buying a computer and decided to create it...

Anyway, it's almost like this.

Become a legendary otaku.

I don't know if this is right or wrong, at least all my family feels wrong.

But I just don’t want to find a job or even go out of the house. I want to take a break and hide. I don’t like that kind of repetitive and repetitive life. I don’t want to spend time with people who don’t have a common language. At that time, I was so shamelessly lazy and retreated.

Like a snail, huddled in a shell.

Save some manuscripts, then hesitate, and choose to post a post in Zongheng.

In fact, I thought it was quite easy to sign a contract at that time, so I had to buy it out. Please forgive me for everything that people like me who don’t understand the market at all thoughts and do at that time!

I really don’t understand, I only know how to post, update, read book reviews, click one by one, see if there is any collection. I made a cover of a slap, see the direction of other people’s new books, see the author’s backstage, and whether there are any editors to send messages to me...

I just waited passively for nearly a month, and I started to fall into the abyss bit by bit with hope.

I began to doubt myself.

I don’t know what opportunity it was, but I still remember the gentle tone of “indecent” and the warm feeling of the QQ avatar.

Indecent, a handsome man author, an author who has an obsession with his heart and wants to write a work he likes and everyone likes.

It is my enlightenment and my guide.

It was him who told me to take the initiative to find the editor to contribute, and it was him who recommended me that he is still my editor-in-chief.

So I felt hope again and was very grateful.

So I found the sunset in the long river, popped up the window nervously, chatted, and excitedly expressed my contribution.

In addition to the fact that I sent a post to a magazine in junior high school, this should be the first time I have submitted my article in my life.

At least it is a contribution that really communicates with the editor.

He politely asked me to give the manuscript, but I gave it to him. After a while, he replied that my article was not good at writing, and he did not feel immersive. He had committed the problem of most new authors, and suggested that I abandon the pit or make major changes.

I was confused at that time. Because I felt good about myself, because I liked the beginning of the book very much, and because I was self-righteous, I thought he was wrong, so I started to argue with him - now, it is really ridiculous, and I admire the way Changhe Sunset could still argue with my novice comments so patiently.

After that, I said it a little intensely. I thought I could not be signed again, and I was completely disappointed.

I have already decided to go to work, return to my original life, return to my original trajectory, everything I have.

Then he said dramatically that he could sign, but he did not guarantee his grades.

I got happiness so simply.

I smiled.

So, the first step of the work was signed successfully.

Then I entered the editorial group and found that there were so many authors. After inquiring in the group, I realized that the dozens of people in this group were just a very small part of all online writers.

The facts proved that the editor's words were completely correct. Even though the long river and sunset spared no effort to report for me to recommend the recommendation, the results were still not improved.

I began to realize and make choices-

Should I continue writing or should the eunuch be responsible?

Under normal circumstances, you should not be so stubborn, because people cannot succeed the first time, except for a few.

Since the first time is basically a failure, why bother letting the failure continue like this and waste time in vain?

Why not combine the experience you found and open another book, even if you can’t buy it out, you can make your grades better than the first book?

That's the right way.

Then I read the articles I published carefully several times, and still felt so narcissistically written, and every word, sentence, character, and plot were so attentive.

It is said to be stingy, like your own child, carefully nurturing. Although he is ugly, has no talent, cannot perform or attract audiences, he is still reluctant to hack him to death, strangle him to death, strangle him to death...

In short, I don’t want it to die, and I can’t bear to leave it so lost.

I'm so reluctant to let it go...

So, for some reason, I have been writing it until now and I have finished the book. I have finished it normally.

The story begins and develops, and the ending is all there. A little sparrow, a small work, and a five-incid temple are all complete.

Even if it is so ugly, even if it is unpopular.

But I really like it, I like it very much.

I admit that I despise myself and cannot do it while looking for a job, so I shamefully hid. Hiding at home and spending all my time is a life of extremely lack of material life, which makes people whom I know and don’t understand, and I don’t understand what I’m thinking.

An adult, single, no house or car, no support, and rural household registration, may he make money while he is in his prime, what should he do to write free novels here?

Isn’t life the most important? Why should we get out of reality...

This is wrong.

I also told myself that this is wrong.

I also walked out of my house and went around the industrial area on a sunny afternoon, thinking about whether to dive in and earn several thousand yuan in a few months.

Anyway, there are not many readers, but they are failing anyway. If you put them there, you will stop completely or pause for a while, and no one will ask.

Make money, omnipotent money, something that can fill your stomach.

Everyone is despising it.

Why be so irrational?

This is childish, because someone has clearly stated that it is best not to write full-time.

The so-called full-time writing requires income. Only when you are qualified is called full-time.

Is this kind of person without income qualified?

Later, I heard the news in Longkong that there was an author who had been at home for several years and wrote a novel that was still rubbish until now, and then he did whatever he wanted...

I was a little frightened at that time. Could this person be "me"?

Haha, please forgive me for expressing my vulnerability here.

In short, it’s all done. Although there are not many people who support this novel, they are all so precious. I want to thank you!

grateful!

Thank you to all readers who have read it, including those who left some words in the book review area after reading it and said that they were writing poorly.

Thank you!

At the same time, thank you for the inelegant, thank you for the editor Changhe Sunset, thank you for the many lovely authors in the Sisuo group. You have all given me great help. Thank you! Thank you for some readers for taking me in during my new book period. Thank you!

Thank you to the many authors in the author exchange group for their friendship collection!

No need to say anything more.

As for some cute friends I met after the second novel was published, because this is the first novel, I won’t talk about you anymore.

Ha ha……

I am glad that I am not old, so I ask all those who care about me to forgive me for being willful during this period and for not living a stable life and working hard to make life better.

I don’t know what my future will be like. I just feel that although this period of time has nothing materially, it has always been empty in spirit. It is commonly known as loneliness and a long-lasting demon in my heart, but I always feel free. Even if this freedom is in the midst of all kinds of discord between my family.

Freedom is such a good thing.

I like freedom!

Let’s talk about this novel. Indeed, in terms of audience, this novel is an extremely failed work, confusing many types. In this work, it has a background similar to ancient times, a city background after interstellar teleportation, including cultivation, supernatural powers, martial arts, and some romance, which is still torture the master... This is a taboo for new authors, and even great gods dare not write like this.

But this still doesn't change my love for it.

I really like it, so much that my second novel cannot be compared at all.

I like the characters inside, the protagonist Jing Ge, the complex inner world, the timid nature, indecisiveness, and the idiot who would have died long ago if it weren't for my tolerance.
To be continued...